1086 Another Love You Didn't Know About (Hello, September)
No matter how high and strong her psychological quality was before, when faced with a comrade-in-arms she knew who died in the same battle, this huge impact force is not a single impact, but multiple!
In the army, after every battle, there will be a psychological specialist to guide the soldiers who are on the battlefield for the first time in time, so as not to leave them with irreparable psychological shadows.
Ye Jian, as a person who had already participated in actual combat, but had never faced the sacrifice of a comrade-in-arms she knew, if she really didn't say a word, Xia Jinyuan would not be relieved by this, but would be even more worried.
Now, when the gloom between her eyebrows faded, he mentioned the sacrifice of her comrades-in-arms, in order to let her no longer suppress herself, and use her own perseverance to overcome the multiple impacts brought to her by the sacrifice of her comrades-in-arms with the healthiest side and the most determined side.
There must be no shadows, she must be faced head-on!
Xia Jinyuan's gaze fell on Ye Jian's face like the warm sun after the snow, and his soft and handsome face did not even change in the slightest when he mentioned "comrade-in-arms sacrifice".
However, there was a faint awe-inspiring color of Jin Ge Iron Horse in his voice, so he directly cut into Ye Jian's blood-colored memory that he didn't want to recall for the time being.
Ye Jian, whose pupils were slightly constricted, pursed the corners of her mouth, and looked coldly at the man who never allowed her to escape, and after a while she smiled bitterly: "Team Xia, I need a little time, I know the one who is still smiling and talking to me shyly at noon, and I will see you in the afternoon forever." ”
"I always thought that I had participated in actual combat, that I had faced death directly, and that I had even taken it with ease. But when I really saw the comrade-in-arms I knew falling, I ...... in my heart" Ye Jian slowly stopped, and then let out a long breath before he said softly and deeply: "The indescribable feeling, uncomfortable, angry, tears...... It's all piled up together, but there is a feeling of depression that I don't know how to say. ”
"I wanted to say it too, and the more I wanted to say it, the more I didn't know how to say it. I understand that as long as you put on the military uniform and sacrifice is everywhere, there is a good chance that you will be next. Summer team, I understand everything, but no matter how much I understand, I'm still sad. ”
Xia Jinyuan put his hands on her shoulders, and said in a low and cold tone that she could not refuse: "Look at me, Ye Jian, look up, look at me with your eyes." Look at me and listen to me. ”
There is a very soft corner in her heart, and this is the position that belongs to her comrades-in-arms, such a Ye Jian can not be afraid of her own sacrifice, but she does not want to see her comrades-in-arms sacrifice.
"What is the point of sacrifice? It is to protect, to protect our land with one's own life, and to defend the peace of our country with one's own life. You see his sacrifice, but also remember why there was a sacrifice! That's because there is sin! ”
"There are too many evils in this world, too many wars, too many injuries, and our existence is to use our lives to erase the evils that harm our country! If I die one day, Ye Jian, the gun in your hand, the bullet you shoot, and every crime you hit is the best tribute to the martyrs! ”
"You are sad for your sacrificed comrades-in-arms, it's not that you are not strong enough, you are a living person, a person with flesh and blood and thoughts, anger, sadness, tears, and sadness are all emotions and life, and it is impossible to eliminate them."