I felt it very carefully according to what Liu Miao said.

For the next few days, apart from work, I spent the rest of my time feeling.

But the situation is not good.

When I use my abilities, I can clearly feel the existence of them. It's easy to make a box of cookies disappear and a pen to disappear. I can't even see how they disappear. I didn't experiment with living things, and the opportunity to feel the power was always short. When I'm not using my power, I can't feel it. It's like it's hidden, deliberately not letting me find it.

I tossed around like this for a week, and even found meditation tutorials on the Internet, and consulted Liu Miao and them, but I never found the way.

The people of Aoba are also helping me. They screened through people who had recently died, trying to find me a dream partner to give me a clearer sense of what I was capable of.

It's not easy.

If I could be affected by the object of my dream at any time, then the object I can choose now must be someone who is not emotionally strong, and the character must be good. Otherwise, I may have to wait for Ye Qing to save again.

In any case, it's risky.

It is difficult to see a person's psychological situation from their personal history alone. Even a person who is evaluated by outsiders very well, perhaps deep down he is a depressed and crazy pervert.

The people of Aoba weren't ready to let me take risks.

In Gu Mo's words, it's really not good, let's leave it to Ye Qing to do.

They didn't expect that much from me.

On the one hand, I am not like them, I have experienced long-term training and ideological construction. I can't even completely let go of my family and friends, and completely abandon my normal life. It's a matter of habit. I have lived like this all my life, and although I have encountered supernatural events, I have reshaped my three views and prepared for the worst, but I still have not been hit by the spirit that made me collapse. Unlike the people of Aoba, they break and stand up. It's Gu Mo, who left home early to work alone, and is used to being alone.

On the other hand, I don't have enough time. Aoba was established back then, and it was a group in a hurry. They haven't known each other for long. Judging from their words, among the five people, Ye Qing had already had this plan. He must have had a long period of observation and contact, and finally decided to set up the firm and invited four other people to join. In other words, it was Ye Qing who met the four of them and decided that the time was ripe and established the firm. It's a bit of fate, but it's not all fate. The first person Ye Qing knew was Wu Ling, and before and after that, Ye Qing had been staying in the supernatural circle, as if he knew Wu Ling, and had met many peers. He will know Nangong Yao and Liu Miao, both of which are inevitable and accidental. Knowing Gu Mo is completely dependent on fate. And after setting up the office, they worked step by step, receiving clients, and dealing with those paranormal events. It took them a long time and slowly grew. Even Gu Mo, who was the first to "die", had ten years to adapt to such a life and such an ability. But I didn't. Seven years from now, the whole world will be turned upside down. I don't even have seven years left. Maybe within a year or two, that big change will come.

In Gu Mo's words, let me toss blindly, it's better to let go of Ye Qing completely, lest I toss myself to death in advance, and everyone plays together.

Liu Miao still supports me to train hard. Although there is no sign of any improvement in this training for the time being.

Skinny people, they know about me.

They're in a similar state to me right now. has the ability, but let it go, can't feel the existence of the ability, and can't start if you want to train.

This situation makes me a little anxious.

Thin people are more optimistic.

"The boat is naturally straight to the bridge. I don't think it's useful to practice like this. Is this really how the people of Aoba practiced? The thin man raised his suspicions. Speaking of himself, he didn't feel his own ability at all. Whether he uses it or not, he can't even feel it himself.

"It is said to be. They can all feel the ability and they can feel that they are in control. That feeling varies from person to person, though. I said depressedly.

The best one is Liu Miao, and the worst is Gu Mo. Gu Mo actually couldn't tell how he controlled his ability. He just always wanted not to hear the nonsense. Liu Miao can largely prevent his ability from being used casually just by avoiding physical contact with others. And Nangong Yao, who was in the middle of the two, was a little more rational. He can see strange numbers, symbols, and lines that others can't see, and he needs to think about how to sort out thousands of information. He can choose to "turn a blind eye" or he can choose to "follow the vine" and sort out all the information he sees. In addition, he has a seal on his body that Wu Ling and Xuanqing Zhenren made together a long time ago, so his control ability is more convenient.

"Maybe you can't control this ability." The fat man comforted.

"However, Ye Qing should have controlled my ability." I said.

The two of them had nothing to say.

Chen Xiaoqiu has recently returned to work. Hearing me say this, he put down the stack of demolition compensation agreements in his hand, looked up and asked, "Hearing you say this, Liu Miao is very anxious?" ”

I froze, "You mean ......"

"Liu Miao has seen that future world, right?" Chen Xiaoqiu showed a contemplative expression, "He urged you to control your ability as soon as possible...... Ye Qing also changed his original approach. There may be some connection here. ”

I thought about it.

Ye Qing may be the one who knows that world best.

Now, I want to add a Liu Miao.

"He didn't mention that world." I said, "What is it that I shouldn't know and want to hide from me?" ”

"Maybe it's not just you. There should also be disagreements within them. Gu Mo, they didn't urge you, right? Chen Xiaoqiu asked.

Gu Mo has always had that attitude. I didn't notice it at first. After Chen Xiaoqiu's reminder, I realized that Wu Ling and Nangong Yao's attitudes were wrong, and Gu Mo's attitude was also a little subtle.

"They were divided into two factions. I hope you will master the ability as soon as possible if you have seen that world, and those who have not seen it trust Ye Qing even more. Interestingly, Ye Qing himself is the former. Another point is that those three people with different opinions don't know the information that Liu Miao and Ye Qing have. Chen Xiaoqiu analyzed, "I tend that they don't know. Liu Miao and Ye Qing didn't tell them. ”

"They can't be unaware, right?" The fat man interjected.

"It's impossible. They didn't argue, they just showed their different attitudes towards Lynch. In general, they don't interfere with each other, and they can even complete some of the things that the other party explains. Lynch needs help, and they'll all help. Chen Xiaoqiu said.

I nodded in agreement with what Chen Xiaoqiu said.

"What does that mean?" Guo Yujie asked.

Chen Xiaoqiu did not answer immediately.

I was a little distracted and said, "Probably...... They chose the ...... of fate"

All four looked at me.

I was silent for a while, and then straightened my thoughts, "It's just a little rough." They also don't know which is the right thing to do. I may not have been able to master my abilities, I may have killed myself while I was manipulating them, or I may have succeeded...... On the contrary, Ye Qing also has a chance to succeed. But whoever we are, we only get one chance. I'm dead, and I may not be able to wait for the next person with similar abilities, and the world will be ...... That's it. ”

As I spoke, I became unsure.

The people of Aoba are not quite the kind of people who will be indecisive. Even Gu Mo, who has the most lazy attitude, will work hard to complete his goals when it is time to do things. This kind of handing over their fate is not like the five of them would do. Especially Ye Qing, it is impossible to do this.

"My thoughts are ......," Chen Xiaoqiu began, "they may have seen you in that world." Or, knowing your fate. ”

It was as if I had been struck in the head by a bolt of thunder, and my brain went blank, and my whole body shuddered.

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