1049 Lover (6)
Mu Ge's question made my mouth dry and my chest tight.
Of course, I attach great importance to my parents and sisters, and I also attach importance to fat and thin people. If something goes wrong with any of them, I'm so anxious that I do my best to save them.
But what Mu Ge said was a different concept.
For example, I'm thinking of genetic diseases.
If my family has a hereditary serious heart disease, will I study medicine for it and do my best to overcome the difficulties of this disease?
I know I wouldn't do that.
Subconsciously, I felt that it wasn't my responsibility, that it wasn't something I could do.
How could I possibly do something that the world's medical workers have not done, that the great scientists have not done? In that case, why embark on this road of no return? To be precise, I never thought of doing it in the first place. I would probably spend more time with my family and cherish the time I have together, but the idea of betting everything on myself and on a future with no hope in sight would never have come to my mind in the first place.
However, there are people like me in this world, as well as people like Ye Qing and Mu Ge.
I thought about it for a long time, and under Mu Ge's gaze, I said helplessly: "No." At least for now, I don't have that determination. I ......" I paused for a moment and said confusedly, "I thought this was what Ye Qing chose to do. I just, need to save him, follow his plan, with his help......"
"If I can, I also hope this is what Ye Qing does. If he can have your abilities, the hope of success will be greater. Mu Ge said frankly.
I didn't feel insulted, but smiled bitterly.
I'm past the age of my teens, but I'm a little immature and impulsive, and I'm not someone who can be encouraged by others in just a few words. The kind of young people who read a book or a comic book and decide to be a detective or an athlete with enthusiasm have long been far away from me. In fact, apart from my forgotten childhood, I haven't had that feeling of blood boiling since I can remember. I remember that my mother's colleague used to say that I was very well-behaved, I was very worry-free, not like the average boy who was naughty. People around me probably attribute this to my sister. Multiple younger sisters who are not too different in age make me an obedient and sensible good brother. After thinking about Xiaobai's incident, I kind of suspected that I was scared silly at that time, and became introverted and quiet, and lost that passion.
I sighed, "If I can, I also want to give Ye Qing my ability." ”
"No one has done that before." Mu Ge said, as if he was telling a cold joke, but his tone was very serious.
He was really thinking about whether there was such a possibility. The results were disappointing.
There was silence at the table.
Mu Ai looked at her father, then at me, and sat down carefully.
"Let's eat first. Sorry for saying so much at once. Mu Ge smiled, and as soon as he opened his mouth, the atmosphere became soothing.
I still find it tasteless. Fortunately, it didn't take long for the Gu family's people to arrive.
Mu Ge went to open the door.
Around the dining table, me, Chen Xiaoqiu, and Mu Ai were left.
Mu Ai put down her small chopsticks and stared at me with round eyes.
I was a little confused, "I'm sorry, I'm going to disappoint your dad." ”
I didn't think I had a head when I said that. Although the disappointment is real, and I am disappointed myself, I don't really need to apologize to a child. But looking at Mu Aishui's big eyes, I just said it.
Mu Ai shook her head, "Mmmm, it's not." Brother, you're good. My brother's voice is also very good, just like my father's voice when he tells me stories. ”
I don't understand this way of describing children, but children's compliments are always gratifying.
I laughed.
Mu Ai's gaze fell on my chest.
I looked down and didn't notice anything on my clothes.
Mu Ai giggled, "Brother, your puppy is so cute." What's its name? ”
I was stunned and looked at Mu Ai in surprise.
"Is it called Xiaobai? Is your name Xiaobai? Mu Ai's eyes narrowed with a smile, "Xiaobai, hello." ”
Chen Xiaoqiu and I glanced at each other.
"Little sister, did you see the puppy?" Chen Xiaoqiu asked.
Mu Ai nodded, "That's right." I can see those things. Dad said he couldn't tell anyone, not even Mom. Still, tell others who are just like us. Brother and sister, you are the same person as me and my father, right? ”
"Yes......" I said dryly.
"Brother, can you bring the dead back to life? What did Dad just say...... You mean you can resurrect the dead, right? Can you bring that sister back to life? Dad kept thinking about that sister and was sad......" The smile on Mu Ai's face disappeared and looked at me expectantly.
"You mean, the ...... from the car accident," I asked.
Mu Ai nodded, turned her head to look at the corridor, "I can't help Dad......" She turned back again, "Brother, can you help Dad?" ”
"I don't know." I said that it was difficult to deceive such a child.
What will happen if you save the girl in the car accident?
This aside, whether I can save her or not is a question, and whether I can dream of her is not certain.
I just heard Mu Ge talk about such a girl, I haven't met, I haven't heard a voice, and I don't even know her name.
Mu Ai lowered her head in frustration, "I'm sorry, I made a strange request." Brother...... Do you want to save Xiaobai? ”
My heart soured.
I failed to save Xiaobai, and I may have lost the opportunity to save Xiaobai forever.
"What are you seeing?" Chen Xiaoqiu changed the subject.
Mu Ai counted with her fingers, "Grandpa, grandmother, uncle, aunt, children, and small animals...... Dad said I could see other people's guardian spirits. The guardian spirit is the person who loves us and we love. Mu Ai touched her heart, "Dad, there are grandparents here, and I also have them here." ”
That's a beautiful ability, isn't it?
I thought, "That's good......
Mu Ge had already walked back, looked at Mu Ai, didn't say anything to her, just let us follow us to the front of the clinic and meet the people of the Gu family.
Mu Ai is very well-behaved and obedient, and is ready to stay at home.
"Daddy doesn't know how long it will take, can you sleep by yourself?" Mu Ge squatted down and asked Mu Ai gently.
"Yes, you can." Mu Ai nodded.
The three of us went to the front office.
The people of the Gu family are already over there. Tian Fu is also there. I saw a haggard old couple and the little boy they were holding.
The little boy looked about the same age as Mu Ai, with his head bowed and no expression on his face. It reminds me of Yu Chuanfeng - although the age difference between the two is not small.
After greeting each other, Mu Ge asked some of the most basic contents, but the little boy didn't speak, and it was the old couple who answered.
They wiped tears from their eyes and were overwhelmed with grief at the mention of their son's death.
As long as I think of what Gu Junze has done, it is difficult to sympathize with them, and my feelings are very complicated.
Mu Ge pondered for a while, looked at the little boy, and said, "Okay, let's talk about it in private." You sit here, and Momo will come with me to this room. ”