Goddess Yan's singing is still playing on a loop.

“…… The moment the eyes touch each other, the hands shake each other, and that is the beginning of the first love......"

On the screen, Goddess Yan dances in the starry sky, full of dreams. The special effects are comparable to a big-budget movie with an investment of more than 100 million.

The theme of the song is love that transcends time and space, but what the girl thinks about now is certainly not that.

Her phone fell to the ground. She fell to her knees, forgot to get up, leaned slowly, and leaned against the bed next to her. Her tears flowed, but she couldn't wet the sheets. Those tears were gone in the air.

“…… Far beyond the stars, there is your existence......"

The looping singing and music videos lasted all night.

The girl cried and cried and fell asleep.

For the first time, I saw a soul sleeping like this.

She looked like a living person.

When it was dawn, the girl was woken up by movement outside. She opened her eyes, and there weren't many after-effects of crying. Sitting on the floor like this, she slept on the bed for the night, and did not cause her any discomfort. At this point, she looked like a soul.

She froze for a moment, as if she was sorting out her thoughts.

There was the sound of someone washing outside.

She turned her head to look at the music that was still playing, got up from the ground, and turned the player off.

With a shuffling foot, she walked to the door, her outstretched hand on the doorknob, and she didn't open it for a long time.

The girl lowered her head, and tears fell again.

Outside the door is a lot of life. I could hear the sound of washing, the crusting of dishes and chopsticks, and the whispered conversation of the couple.

“…… You should go to the hospital today and watch more. I went to the unit to ask for leave. ”

"Don't take a leave of absence. I don't know either...... I don't know how long it will take......" the woman's voice choked up a little, "I don't have to go to work anyway, so let me stay with me in the hospital." ”

"My daughter is like this, how can I go to work? She doesn't know when she's going to ......."

Both of them began to cry softly.

The girl's head rested on the door, and her grip on the doorknob was released.

After about half an hour, the couple went out together.

There was a sound of the door closing, and after a few more moments, the girl sniffed, twisted the doorknob, and walked out.

She walked around the room, occasionally sitting on the couch and looking out at the neighborhood beyond the balcony, and then into her parents' bedroom, where she lay on their bed. After that, she went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator door, and crouched in front to look at the slightly empty inside of the refrigerator. There are large bottles of juice on the refrigerator door. The girl reached for the juice, twisted the cap and took a sip. She didn't taste anything.

I saw that the orange juice was overwhelmingly falling on the kitchen tiles.

The girl looked down and silently re-tightened the cap of the juice bottle and put it back in the refrigerator. She closed the refrigerator door, pulled out the rag hanging next to her, wiped the floor clean, and went to wash the rag again.

Her hands were washed by the water, but she didn't feel any coolness. She was stunned for a long time before turning off the faucet, wringing out the rag, and hanging it up again.

With a turn of her heels, she went to the bathroom. On the wall next to the sink, there is a toothbrush holder in the shape of a small monkey. The girl touched the little monkey's face. Raise your head and face a mirror.

There was no figure in the mirror.

She reached out and pressed it against the mirror, looked at it for a long time, and tears flowed again.

His hanging hand pressed against the sink. She crouched down in pain, weeping again.

It's not that I can't understand her emotions. She was the first soul I had ever seen, struggling on the brink of death. She was constantly recognizing the fact that she was about to die or was already dead. Compared to the despair and pain of other souls when they died, she only faced death itself. There are no terrible monsters, incredible supernatural events, and death itself is the most terrifying monster. The monster was slowly devouring her.

The more she cried, the louder she became, her emotions were out of control, she didn't think about anything, she just vented the despair of her collapse.

It took a long time for her to stop crying.

Feeling tired, she leaned against the wall next to her and sat down on the toilet.

Her hands were on her knees, covering her face, her posture was not good, her whole body was slightly twisted, tense to the extreme.

"Whew......" exhaled, she lifted her face and touched the tears on her face, and those traces quickly disappeared.

The girl shuffled out, looking dazed.

She went back to her room and lay down on the bed, as if she wanted to get some sleep, and when she got up, everything would be fine.

Suddenly there was a child's laughter downstairs, very loud.

The girl turned her head and looked out the window at the blue sky and white clouds. She moved to the edge of the bed, got out of bed from the other side, and stood by the window.

There are a few children running downstairs, probably playing some kind of game, so happy.

The girl looked at it for a long time, and when she saw that the children were gone, she retreated to the edge of the bed and sat down.

She stared at the ground for a long time.

The sound of the door opening was heard, and the girl jerked back.

The footsteps changed from steady to hurried, and the girl's mother rushed to the door, seeing something on the floor and an open notebook. Her eyes widened in shock.

"Mom......" the girl shouted.

"Good boy...... Well, isn't it...... Isn't it you? The girl's mother asked, trembling, her eyes scanning the room, then turning to the other rooms, shouting, "Good, good! Are you coming back? Good boy! You show Mom ...... Don't scare your mother...... Good ......"

The girl burst into tears, turned around and rushed out of the room, "Mom! ”

She stretched out her hand to the woman, trying to hug her, but she wore it.

"Good boy!" The woman was like a mad blind man, wandering around the room.

The girl bit her lip and returned to the room, wanting to use the notebook to convey a message to her mother.

She and I saw it. The hand she went to hold the mouse ran through it.

The girl's eyes widened and she scratched in vain, but she didn't even feel the air.

She didn't give up and went to get the pen in the pen holder, and grabbed it as usual.

"Good boy! Good boy! The girl's mother was still crying out, but the cry gradually replaced it.

The girl trembled, "Why...... Why...... Why...... I...... Woohoo......"

Both mother and daughter were crying, but one could never hear the other's voice.

After a long time, the girl's father called, and her mother told her about the situation at home. A short time later, the girl's father returned.

"Look! This thing was taken out. This must have been taken out obediently! The girl's mother held the tin box and the photo album, "She must have come home obediently, she ......"

The girl's father looked sad, "Wife, you ...... Don't be stupid. How can there be ...... in this world? Our daughter is still in the hospital room. And she's not dead yet. She's not dead......"

The woman was stunned and suppressed her crying.

She ...... Daughter She ...... Don't think about it...... It's okay...... It's okay......"

The couple hugged each other.

The girl had stopped crying and just looked at her parents calmly.

Watch them cry, watch them pack their things, watch them leave their rooms and close the door.

There was a click, and she was the only one left in the room.

She looked at the desk drawer at hand. With a casual pull, the drawer opens. There were a lot of bits and pieces in it, calculators, triangular rulers, compasses, markers, sticky notes......

The girl laughed. She immediately restrained her smile, took out a marker and a notebook, and wrote on them. The tip of the pen fell on the paper, and after swiping it, nothing was left.

The girl was stunned, and after smearing it twice, she gave up throwing away the pen and drew the pen from the pen holder. There was ink in it, but no matter how she wrote it, no writing appeared.

She trembled and turned on her laptop, which was turned on, but when she pulled up her notepad and typed on the keyboards, they seemed to be out of order. She opened the drawing software, drew lines with the mouse, clicked the mouse, and nothing appeared on the screen. But when she used the mouse to turn off the interface, it was a light click, and it worked.

The girl let out a loud cry and slammed the notebook to the ground!

Two of the lyrics are Akemi Hayashi's "Have You Ever Remembered Love". When it comes to singing in the universe, I think of Macross ~ Although I haven't watched a single episode. (￣▽￣“)

My childhood was "don't wash hey wash me sun", "infinite big なdream のあとの何もない世の中じゃ"...... (*￣▽￣)y

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