What does Purgatory look like?

From an abstract point of view, it may be the sea of swords and fire, and the proportion of the sea of fire is larger. Apex is the fastest update, and in most film and television works, hell and purgatory are turned into a scorching volcanic world. Specifically, the black coal kilns are the purgatory of the world, the abduction and trafficking villages are the purgatory of the world, and the old society and the slave society are the purgatory of the world.

For me, it's all very far away. The word purgatory is also a distant and exaggerated adjective.

But I really feel what purgatory is now.

The cries, the shouts, the screams, the screams...... Far more miserable than any I've ever heard.

None of the victims I have ever met in a paranormal event have made such a horrific sound.

I've never heard anything like it before.

From the eardrum to the brain and heart, to the limbs, and eventually even the soul seems to be resonated by these sounds.

It's no longer just the hearing of an uncomfortable sound, it's that all the senses are dominated by the sound, and they all produce a tearing pain.

This situation is also similar to that when the side effects broke out.

I couldn't concentrate my mind, I could only feel the pain. I felt as if I was being affected by those voices, as if I was feeling the pain felt by the owner of those voices.

What are they experiencing? The heartache of life and death? Physical torture? Or is it something else?

I couldn't imagine it at all, but the thought lingered. It's like in this short moment, I've experienced all the painful things in the human world and beyond the human world.

My consciousness fell into a momentary pause, and I was awakened by the sound, and after repeating this three or four times, I only felt collapsed.

It was also at this time that I felt a sense of relief.

I heard a beep.

Normally, when I hear this sound, I wonder if there is something wrong with my ears or brain, but now I feel relaxed.

There are no more screams.

I relaxed for a while before my brain began to regain consciousness.

I remembered that I was in a dream. I dreamed of my loving mother.

I should still be possessed by Mu Ai's mother now.

As soon as my mind moved, my body floated up gently, turned around, and saw Mu Ai's mother lying on the hospital bed.

Her face was very pale, and her eyes were bloodshot. The most terrifying thing is her eyes, empty and unfocused.

This is not the kind of hollowness when Mu Ge was hit, it is more like the hollowness of a vegetative person.

My first reaction was that in a car accident, she was seriously injured and had a brain problem.

Then I remembered that everything I felt should be what she felt.

It stopped all my unbounded thoughts and just quietly looked at this haggard woman.

I could have cut myself off from women at that moment, but I couldn't think of anything under that shock.

With a click, the room door opened.

The woman remained motionless and did not react at all.

The people who came in were an old couple, with teary eyes, and when they saw the woman, they called out for their daughter. Their identities don't need to be introduced, and I understand.

They cried for a while, asked about it for a while, and when they got no response, they were in pain again.

Crying and crying, they talked about Mu Ai. Mu Ge is accompanying Mu Ai, who is also hospitalized. Mu loves a small child, of course, lives in the children's ward area. Mu Ge lacks skills by himself, and it is difficult to take care of both ends. His parents have passed away, but fortunately, his parents-in-law are still there and can help him at this time. He also hired a nurse, but it was not always as reassuring as close family members.

The two old men may be old, or they may be too sad to pay attention.

I noticed that they said so much, and it was only when it came to Mu Ge that the woman reacted a little.

Her body twitched slightly, her pupils contracted significantly, her eyes widened, and her lips trembled slightly...... That's a reaction to fear.

After a while, Mu Ge came over.

As soon as Mu Ge came, the woman's reaction was even more obvious.

The woman shrank and stared at Mu Ge vigilantly and in horror. Even her parents, who weren't aware of the abnormality, sensed that something was wrong.

I'm a little mean. As soon as I realized that I could cut ties with women, I immediately cut off that connection. I don't want to experience that pain again.

I now have some bad guesses about that experience as well.

The woman's reaction made Mu Ge's movements stop.

I saw his wry smile. After saying a few words to his parents-in-law, he gently let the woman rest well and took care of Mu Ai again.

The woman lowered her head and clutched the quilt tightly, her hands bruised. Her body was soaked with sweat. Possible...... That feeling came again.

The dream jumped slightly.

In the narrow single room, only the woman and Mu Ge were left.

Mu Ge didn't notice my existence, and his eyes were focused on the woman.

The woman lay on her side on the bed with her back to him, curled up and wrapped her knees around in a very uneasy position. She was shaking. I could see her biting on the pillow and tears streaming down her face.

"Ah Ling, I'...... I've told you everything. Sorry to lie to you for so many years. Originally, I didn't want to talk about that...... The things I'm exposed to are too dangerous and too terrifying. I don't want to scare you. I'm sorry...... Sorry for lying to you...... Hurt you to ...... This kind of injury ......"

Mu Ge choked.

The woman's tears flowed freely. I don't know if she didn't deliberately control it, or if she still couldn't bear it even after she did. I don't know if she feels pain because of mental and soul torture, tears of reason, or sadness because of her feelings for Mu Ge.

At this time, I only need to connect with the woman's emotions, and I can know the answer.

But I really didn't dare.

I was really scared.

That kind of inhuman suffering is not something that words can clearly describe, and even I can't figure out what it is. Only that pain was real, hundreds of times more intense than the side effects I had ever felt before.

"You...... Can you forgive me? I...... I love you...... I love you so much...... If ......," Mu Ge said pleadingly.

The woman opened her mouth, and her mouth was bloody.

"Mu Ge, how can I trust you?" The woman's eyes were tightly closed, "How can I believe, I ...... It's true...... Love you, or ......"

She said it with a hard time.

Mu Ge opened his mouth, "I didn't ...... Ah Ling, I didn't say anything to you"

The woman interrupted him, "Please, let me go...... Please......"

She burst out in tears.

Mu Ge still had his mouth open, but he couldn't say a word.

I saw grief in his face, but it didn't seem worth mentioning compared to the woman's expression.

The tears streaming down the woman's face had soaked the sheets.

The first thing that came to my mind was the guardian spirit that Mu Ai saw.

She still loves Mu Ge, but ......

Before the thought ended, the dream jumped quickly again.

I saw the divorce agreement, saw the crying Mu Ai, and saw the depressed Mu Ge......

Mu Ai's mother moved back to her parents' house, locked herself in her room, and barely left the house.

She couldn't hear the names of Mu Ge and Mu Ai. When I heard it, it was like an attack of some kind of disease, and I had spasms all over my body, and there was a painful look on my face that no one could mistake when I saw it.

I faintly heard the screams. It lifted my heart.

Then, as I had guessed, the screams became clear. Even if I cut off my connection with women, the shock came surgingly!