Chapter 1360: The song ends and people disperse
When Chen Pan'er looked at Bai Gang, Bai Gang was also looking at Chen Pan'er, he saw that Chen Pan'er had been standing at the door and had no intention of walking in, frowned, sighed deeply, and said, "Since you're here, let's sit down for a while." ”
Bai Gang's voice sounded weak, as if something was pressing down on his chest, making him unable to breathe.
Seeing that Bai Gang was uncomfortable, Chen Paner's heart was even more uncomfortable than his, she snorted, and slowly walked to Bai Gang's side and sat down.
Chen Pan'er had just sat down beside Bai Gang, and he smelled the smell of wine on his body, which was very strong, which made Chen Pan'er frown, how much wine did this man drink.
Bai Gang didn't know what Chen Pan'er was thinking at this time, he only felt the position around him move, and knew that Chen Pan'er sat down beside him.
There are some things, Bai Gang is really powerless to refuse, and he can't get rid of them, everything was still fine the day before yesterday, and today it seems that there is a galaxy between the two of them.
Bai Gang knows that all the problems are on his body, so Bai Gang will have this sense of fatigue and powerlessness, he knows all the source of the problem, but he doesn't know how to solve it.
Chen Paner frowned and looked at Bai Gang, seeing that Bai Gang raised his hand and was about to drink again, she wrinkled her nose and reached out to take the wine glass in Bai Gang's hand.
Wine may really be a good thing, don't they all say that wine is intimidating? It can make people face things that they don't dare to face at all, thinking of this, Chen Pan'er raised her neck and drank the wine in her glass.
Chen Paner's actions made Bai Gang's brows furrow tighter, in Bai Gang's heart, Chen Paner is a good girl who doesn't drink or smoke, but now this girl drank a glass of red wine in front of him, the girl has changed, it's all because of him, this recognition made Bai Gang's brows furrow tightly.
"I'm sorry......" Bai Gang's voice murmured, making Chen Paner's hand holding the wine glass tremble slightly.
In terms of feelings, Chen Paner never felt that anyone was sorry for anyone, only people didn't love anyone.
"You don't have to apologize to me, liking you and falling in love with you is all voluntary, I have no regrets, and I don't feel like I've done anything wrong." Chen Paner was unwilling to accept Bai Gang's apology, and in the matter of love, there was no excuse for it.
Chen Paner's words made Bai Gang feel even more guilty, he raised his eyes to look at Chen Paner, in the dim light, he could still see Chen Paner's thick dark circles, Bai Gang knew that last night, Chen Paner was not doing well.
"No, Pan'er, I like you, it's serious, for this relationship, I know I don't have to apologize, but...... I couldn't let go of her, she wasn't happy, she wasn't happy, I couldn't sit idly by, so ...... So all I can say is I'm sorry to you. Bai Gang looked at Chen Pan'er, his eyes were slightly red, and he said in a low voice.
After listening to Bai Gang's words, Chen Pan'er's tears slipped down the corner of her eyes, she met Bai Gang's eyes, frowned and asked:
"Okay, you said she wasn't happy and you couldn't sit idly by, but what about me? Do you know my pain? I don't say it doesn't mean I don't feel it, do you know how I spent last night? ”
The tears slipped again, Chen Paner felt aggrieved and angry, not because his feelings were ruined, but because Bai Gang said that he loved himself on the one hand, and said that he felt sorry for others on the other hand, he could directly say that he didn't love it, but he couldn't give himself hope, and he couldn't respond.
"I'm sorry, I ...... She is not happy, she doesn't let go, I can't be selfish to enjoy my happiness, Pan'er, it's me who delayed you. ”
Bai Gang paused, and then continued: "I have entrusted a lawyer to transfer the apartment to your name, even if it is a little compensation from me, you can continue to do the work on the company's side, I have submitted the resignation report, Pan'er, I am a bastard, you forget me, ...... in the future You can live your life well. ”
After Bai Gang said this, there was a long silence, and Chen Paner lowered her head and did not speak.
Chen Paner didn't know what to say, she felt that she had been in a passive position in this relationship, the beginning and even the end of what Bai Gang said came from his mouth, in this relationship, Chen Paner didn't seem to have the right to choose at all.
In the silence, Chen Paner knew that the relationship between herself and Bai Gang was completely over, after a long time, Chen Paner raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she gritted her teeth, and said to herself in her heart that this was the last time she cried for this relationship, and when she met Bai Gang again, Chen Paner began to become sentimental, this is no longer the independent and optimistic Chen Paner before, such a self, even Chen Paner herself is disgusted, how to let others remember?
Chen Paner didn't know when she walked out of the bar, and when she returned to the apartment, she realized that she was standing here again.
The room was dark and empty, lifeless, and the open door was like a monster's mouth, ready to devour the lonely Chen Pan'er at any time.
Chen Paner doesn't know why she came back here, maybe in her subconscious, she has already regarded this place as her home, don't they all say that when people are sad, the place they want to go to the most is home?
But there is no Bai Gang in this home, and without Bai Gang's apartment, can it still be Chen Paner's home?
Looking at the dark room, Chen Paner's eyes couldn't help but burst into tears again.
Bai Gang thinks that if he leaves a house for himself, he can compensate?
Chen Paner shouted silently in her heart, she Chen Paner is poor, she can support herself in college, will it be difficult to survive now? What she Chen Paner lacks is not a house at all!
These words were what Chen Pan'er wanted to say to Bai Gang, but she still didn't say it after all, because Bai Gang's head had been buried between his knees, and he looked so sad that he was desperate.
Chen Paner can't say hurtful words to a man she loves, so she can only keep those words to hurt herself, maybe leaving can make Bai Gang easy, in this case, Chen Paner is willing to let go and let him go.
Without Bai Gang in the apartment, it would be nothing to Chen Paner, she didn't want to stay in this apartment with traces of Bai Gang for even a minute, so she casually packed a few clothes, and Chen Paner left the apartment.
After that day, Bai Gang really didn't appear again, and Yan Zhenzhen disappeared with him.
Because of Bai Gang's sudden resignation, Chen Paner once again became the protagonist of gossip in the company, as Tan Jing said, losing a man, work becomes particularly important, so in the face of those gossips, Chen Paner brought earplugs with her, which can effectively help her filter out a lot of words she doesn't want to hear.
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