Miss Han glanced at Nantian, and only after Nantian was reluctant to think about it, did she speak.

"As I said earlier, I found out about the problem when I was about to apply to study abroad in my junior year. I think I had the idea of studying abroad very early on. When I was a freshman or sophomore, I started to prepare. I brushed up all the test scores I needed, and when I found a good agent and looked for the school to adjust the file, the teacher in the student office found out that there was a problem with my file. My elementary and junior high school files are gone, there are no records. But I studied in Minqing High School in high school, Minqing Senior High School, which is also one of the four major in the city. I had no problem with my high school status. The teacher thought that something was wrong and that the school could not deal with it, so he asked me to go to the Education Bureau or the Archives Bureau myself. I don't know how to get it...... According to him, it would be more convenient to apply for my ID card and household registration booklet if I could find a graduation certificate from primary school or junior high school...... He asked me where I went to elementary school and junior high school, but I couldn't answer at all. When asked about my family register, I didn't know...... I also have a problem with my family register. The household registration file of non-local students is in the school, and the household registration file of local students is in the local area. But my family register is empty. ”

When Miss Han said this, she looked tired, and there was irritability and resentment in her tone.

"I don't have any memory of my parents. Among my relatives, one of the most frequent is an aunt. I found her...... I felt something was wrong and panicked, but I had no idea what was going on. The aunt I found couldn't say clearly. In her memory, there is no memory of my parents, not the slightest memory of my parents. Me neither. We all remember each other. When I talk about how I met each other, I can't remember it. That aunt was suspicious of my identity. Her husband, my uncle-in-law, and my cousin, all suspected me of being a liar, deceived my aunt, and pretended to be a relative. I can't tell you how much I paid for high school or college.

"I found my high school again. I have an impression of my teachers and classmates, and I remember even the music teacher, and I can tell who the retired old principal is. The original homeroom teacher still remembers me. And then there's the teacher of a music club. We had a music club in high school, classical music, and I was a violinist in it. I remember when I was in high school, I studied violin with Mr. Guan, a violin teacher at a conservatory, and I went every week. But earlier, I don't remember when the enlightenment was, where the violin was, or where I got the money to take lessons. I found photos of my freshman college performances. My college classmates also remember me playing the violin. I don't have a violin in my dorm room. I don't know where my home is. I...... I was really ...... I feel like the whole world is fake, my whole person is fake......"

Miss Han's voice was choked, and she looked very painful.

She held back the emotion and continued: "During that time, I really didn't know what to do. I've thought about it a lot. I wondered if I had been captured by aliens and lost my memory. I have wondered if I have been traumatized, just like in the movie, I have a post-traumatic stress reaction. I reminisce about the past every day. It's not like I don't remember anything. I remember when I went to the forest park. An aunt of mine took me there. Their family is not from Minqing, but from Xihang. I don't know where they live and I don't have their contact details. The earliest content I flipped through on my social accounts and blogs was posted in high school, without mentioning my parents or anything from the past. ”

In other words, you still retain some of your memories. It's just very fragmented, and it's badly missing. Wu Ling concluded.

Miss Han looked up at Wu Ling, looked down again, and finally nodded, "That's right." My performance is not obvious. Uncle Wang's experience is more obvious. ”

"Don't rush. Tell the story in chronological order. What did you do when you were helpless? Wu Ling asked.

Miss Han shook her head, "I can't help it." You also said that I was helpless, and there was really no way to do it. I was a junior at the time. Because there is a problem with the file, it is not possible to take the public examination, graduate school entrance examination and study abroad. At that time, I desperately searched for it, and the Civil Affairs Bureau, the Education Bureau, and the Archives Bureau all ran through. The police also suspected that I was a black household. My high school diploma was also suspected. I don't have a record of the high school entrance examination. After I coped with all of this, I finally retained my college status, and after I graduated normally, I ran into another problem. ”

Miss Han smiled bitterly, "I don't have any deposits. I don't have a house, I don't have savings, and I can't find anyone to help. I could only get a job as soon as possible and find a place to stay temporarily. I had to work part-time on weekends and evenings. I don't have a way to pick a job. At that time, I only had 10,000 yuan in my card. If you spend it, it's completely gone. I don't have anyone else to borrow money from. I don't know anyone other than my college and high school classmates. Some relatives, I have an impression, but no contact details. The relatives I could find, like that aunt, didn't remember anything from earlier on and began to wonder who I was. They had no impression of my parents, of how I came to be, and they were unlikely to borrow money or take me in. It was a hard time for me. It was also around the same time that I watched Nanshen's debut novel. Hmmm......"

Miss Han glanced at Nantian and smiled.

Nantian showed the quality of a star at this time and smiled at Miss Han.

Miss Han blushed, ""Hello, Boy" is just about amnesia and finding memories. When I watched it, it resonated. On social networking sites, there are also people in the group of TV series who share their memory loss experiences, as well as how doctors popularize science and how to treat them, and some people open their brains and guess the plot after that...... I followed some of the contents, trying to find the memory. I myself share my own experiences. I later added Nanshen's fan base. Probably...... I feel that the blue and purple on the Internet is the real me, a ...... Conclusive, undoubted myself. ”

"I'm glad I could help you." Nantian said.

This sentence should have been just a kind word, but Miss Han was very happy to hear it, her smile was shy, and her demeanor relaxed.

"It wasn't until Aunt Lu found me and told me that there were many more people who had the same experience, and I felt ...... Maybe everything is true......" Miss Han sighed, "She also found me because of the news I shared in the group. Her daughter, who is also a fan of yours, saw this content. We have a group, and in the past two years, some have joined and some have quit. When Aunt Lu found me, it was her daughter who contacted me at first. I didn't believe her, I thought she was a second-year girl, and she was brainwashed by the TV series, so she didn't ...... Not quite normal. Later I thought it was a liar. They dragged me into the group, and their experiences were posted in the group space. Everyone was about the same, at about the same time, and suddenly found that they had lost a large part of their memories. Aunt Lu also lost her memories of her parents. She remembers a lot more things than I do, she remembers her childhood with her grandparents, grandparents, and relatives at home, but she doesn't remember her parents. Older people just feel that there are shortcomings. Life has its flaws. After the initial fear passed, they slowly accepted it. The more active in the group is Oda. This photo was also posted by Oda to the group, and I downloaded it. ”

(End of chapter)