At night, she dreamed again.

Somehow, she always dreams and can't sleep well when she spends the night outside.

But fortunately, this dream was not a terrible scene before death, but when she was a child.

It seems that it is also such an early autumn, she and her friends are playing under the big locust tree, at the intersection, her grandmother is wearing an old-fashioned cardigan and embroidered cloth shoes, shouting from afar: "Zizi, go home for dinner-"

She ran and jumped home, and there was a wooden table in the courtyard, on which were two simple dishes, plus a plate of her grandmother's pickled crispy cucumbers.

When eating, she threw the rice grains that fell on her clothes to the ground to feed the ants, and her grandmother's fine advice was in her ears: "Zizi, you have to study hard, read more to be smart, smart people will not go hungry no matter where they go......"

My grandmother was a woman in the old days, and she never studied, so she always thought it was very good for a girl to be able to study.

Perhaps it is precisely because of growing up with such expectations that Su Zi has been extremely demanding of himself since he was a child.

To get the best grades, to go to the best school, to do the most beautiful career, even love, she is quite picky, yearning for the fusion of soul and heart depicted in famous books.

In layman's terms, it is platonic love, which attaches importance to spiritual companionship.

She has never fallen in love with anyone, but because of her own excellence, there is never a shortage of suitors around her, and Mu Zening is the one with the most affection.

After a long time, everyone slowly acquiesced that Mu Zening and her were a couple, and other suitors withdrew one after another.

Seeing that she is at the age of marriage, her grandmother often thinks about it, the old man is not in good health, and she is always worried that her granddaughter will be alone in this world after she dies, and if she can get married, at least she has a support.

She didn't want the old man to leave regrets.

If you get married, Mu Zening is undoubtedly the best choice in front of you.

- If I can't find someone I love, I can find someone who loves me, which is also a kind of happiness.

The wedding date was soon set, and people sent their blessings one after another, and the young and promising three young men of the Mu family and the best female prosecutor in Qingjiang seemed to be on the right track.

However, just a week before the wedding, the grandmother died suddenly, and the old man finally failed to see his granddaughter in a wedding dress.

The death of her grandmother hit her very hard, she lost the only relative in the world, she was grief-stricken, if it weren't for Mu Zening's infatuation, she couldn't even survive a simple wedding.

In my hometown, there is a tradition of keeping filial piety, and it is taboo to wear clothes and delicacies during the period of filial piety, and it is even more taboo to have sex.

Now the times are different, if this kind of thing is brought up, I am afraid it will make people laugh, but she is immersed in grief and is really not in the mood for that matter, and Mu Zening happened to be seriously ill, so this matter was temporarily put down by the two......

Despite being married for a year, the two have always maintained their distance, and they rarely kissed.

Could it be that because of this, he is with Qiao Jingjia?

Now that I think about it, she really wasn't a qualified wife and didn't put all her heart and soul into running this marriage.

…… Even so, he shouldn't lie to her.

In marriage, love is just the icing on the cake, and the most important thing is loyalty.

……

Mu Zi lay quietly on the bed, she had already woken up, but she felt so tired, so tired that she didn't want to open her eyes.

A dream has gone through the first half of her life, dazzling scenery, embarrassing failures, and now, she is physically and mentally exhausted.

I heard the sound of wings flapping.

Mu Zi opened her eyes and found that the little crow had flown to the bed at some point, stepping on the quilt, tilting her head to look at her.

Its appearance looks vibrant, its feathers are black and shiny, and there is a tuft of short white hair on its forehead, which at first glance looks like eyes, which is very peculiar.

It's already a few meters away, and it won't be long before it's going to fly away.

Thinking like this in her heart, Mu Zi couldn't help but feel a little melancholy.

She doesn't love pets because she can't stand parting.