At this time, I thought of Bai Ruoyun's face again, this person who was originally my biological father, I don't know where he is at this time, is he doing well?

If I have a chance to leave Shanhai City alive in the future, should I find a chance to have a good chat with him?

Maybe.

People will eventually be separated at the end of this crowd, but I will not forget that there were so many people who warmed my years during this difficult time.

Thinking back to all the unpleasant things that happened before, and I don't know if it was exaggerated by this tragic atmosphere, I actually crawled into Shen Yun's arms without a single backbone and cried.

As the eyes fell on his broad chest, the sadness in his heart became even worse, and gradually from a small sobbing to a howling, the tears flowed out even more wantonly, and his shoulders began to shake because of excitement.

"Yiyang?"

Shen Yun obviously didn't expect me to cry without warning, and couldn't help but ask loudly: "Yiyang, what's wrong with you, why did you suddenly cry?" ”

Zhang Xian, who was sleeping next to me, also had some expectations for this kind of scene, and when he saw this, he quickly turned sideways, stretched out his broad palm and patted my back, comforting: "Yiyang, what happened, don't cry first, if there is anything you can say, I will help you solve it with Lao Shen." ”

"Woo woo woo ......"

No matter how the two of them persuade me, at this moment I just want to cry hard, even if I let the world see that I am cowardly, I just want to vent to my heart's content, and vent all the grievances I have suffered over the years, and there is nothing left.

Only after venting can I set off tomorrow and face the catastrophe bravely and fearlessly.

Seeing that I was deaf to their comfort and enlightenment, the two of them immediately understood my state of mind at the moment.

Especially Shen Yun, he can be said to be the person who knows me the most besides my grandparents and friends.

Seeing me so sad and sad, he naturally felt the same way, knowing that it was useless to say anything now, he hurriedly increased his strength and hugged me more vigorously in his arms, trying to give me more warmth.

As for Zhang Xian, he is also an understanding person, how can he not understand why I am sad in this situation?

Moreover, after this period of understanding and contact, he also roughly knows some of my life experience, so for the current scene, it is not particularly sudden.

For this reason, he also stretched out his palm wisely and patted my head gently, and the three of them lay quietly on the bed, saying nothing, except for my crying, the field was relatively silent.

I cried for about three to five minutes, and I guess that bad emotions have been completely vented.

Seeing that the two of them were silent, and Shen Yun hugged him even harder, thinking that the three old men were hugging each other without clothes, he suddenly felt extremely embarrassed in his heart.

forcibly stopped his tears at the moment, slowly broke free from Shen Yun's arms, and then sighed faintly: "Alas, how could I cry suddenly, it's really funny and generous!" ”

"Nope."

Shen Yun stretched out his hand to wipe away my tears when he heard this, and comforted: "Yiyang, from the time I have known you to the present, you have always been the strongest person, and you are also a very good young man. ”

"Although it is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but that's only when it's sad at the end, I know that you have suffered a lot over the years, and you have also experienced a lot of grievances, and sometimes crying is not a bad thing."

Oh, yes.

Zhang Xian also said earnestly on the side: "Yiyang, in fact, you have done a good job, when I was only in my early twenties, I was a rich second generation who didn't know anything, except for eating, drinking and having fun every day, almost nothing was good, if it weren't for the family's foundation, I might be a loser with nothing now, in your words, I am a little red guy." ”

"Looking back at your situation, I graduated from 985+211 engineering college, I have my own studio at a young age, and I have done so many chivalrous deeds and helped so many people."

"You've done a great job of all of this."

"Of course, I know that you, as the patriarch of the Bai family, may really have too many things on your shoulders, but I just hope that you can be happier in the future and don't push yourself too hard."

"From the moment I met you, I felt that you were more calm and wise than people of the same age, although this seems to be a good thing, but in fact, it will also make you lose a lot of happiness."

Hehe.

Hearing such sincere expressions between the two, I really don't know how to respond.

Although there is still a little sadness in my heart, the whole person's mood is already quite good.

took a deep breath at the moment and laughed at himself: "Mr. Shen, isn't it because of you why I cried just now, it's all your fault!" ”

"What?"

"Blame me?"

Shen Yun touched his head in surprise and wondered, "Why blame me, I didn't mess with you, right?" ”

"You didn't mess with it, but who made your arms so warm?"

"Just now in your arms, feeling your care and my love, I instantly thought of Bai Ruoyun."

"He has never cared for me over the years, nor has he given me a trace of love."

"For more than 20 years, I didn't know what father's love was, and I didn't feel the warmth of father's love."

"Until the last moment, when you hugged me tightly in your arms, that warm feeling made me want to cry, I was thinking that if I could be so closely attached to Bai Ruoyun one day, it would be an excellent thing, but I know that this is impossible, and I can't forgive him at the moment!"

"Hey, hey."

Shen Yun smiled at me a little embarrassedly, and said happily: "Yiyang, it turns out that you were crying just now, just for this?" ”

"This is easy to do, in fact, I have always regarded you as my own relative, if you don't dislike it, how about recognizing me as your godfather in the future?"

"Ahh

"What's the situation!"

"Mr. Shen, you're not mistaken!"

"Nope!"

Shen Yunjiang frowned, puzzled: "I put forward this idea very seriously, in fact, I have regarded you as my own child for a long time." ”

"It's just that I used to feel that you little heavenly masters were too cold, so I didn't dare to climb you, and I have always been a friend with you, but just now when you said that I hugged you, it made you feel a sense of fatherly love, so I want to take this opportunity to deepen the relationship with you, Yiyang, do you think I am not worthy of you?"