1258 Primordial death
The Saya Virus is extremely difficult to deal with, and its most terrifying power lies in its intense corrosive and alienating nature, which has existed in the past Doomsday Vision, when the Mar Jones family spread such a virus throughout the town in order to complete the Heavenly Gate Project, and at that time it was also incurable. As the top story goes, in that battle, even the powerful Demonic Emissary could not fully resist the erosion of this virus, and the damage to our team at that time was far greater than the head-to-head confrontation with the wizards. It is not known whether Father Edward had already existed at that time, and whether he was also serving the Mar Jones family at that time. Even if it is called the Doomsday Illusion and is named the word "Illusion" in the cognition of observers of the reality of the hospital, no one can examine the existence and changes of the entire Doomsday Illusion from the perspective of God, whether from the perspective of the reality of the hospital or the Illusion of Doom itself. Even in the reality of the hospital, it is generally impossible to become a "center" and connect the "color" of the illusion and the observation of the hospital.
Individual observation, for the world in which they live, is extremely limited, even if more people are gathered, there is an upper limit to the range of observation and intelligence collection that can be achieved, and this upper limit comes from the limit of being a human being, even if the use of tools can change the perspective of observation, but the tools themselves are also limited by the limits of human beings, therefore, in any case, human beings are unable to observe and recognize any thing from the most complete perspective in theory.
I am well aware of this and accept it. I don't know if Father Edward is as important and special a character as the File, who has been involved in every apocalyptic vision I've experienced. But the Saya virus is indeed such a special and important kind of existence. It existed in the past, and now it exists, and no matter how the apocalyptic illusion changes, it will still exist in zài. This existential zài nature. This means that it is special, which means that it represents a very special and important meaning not only in the apocalyptic illusion, but also from other worlds and other observations.
Therefore, it is powerful.
I think. There are not many people who know better than me what the Saya virus is. It manifests itself as a tangible substance, and most people who come into contact with it will probably think that "flesh alienation" is its most essential manifestation, but I don't think so. In my observation and cognition, the Xaya virus is not just a physical manifestation of the phenomenon of flesh and blood alienation. More importantly, it is a kind of "mystery", and even though the process of alienation of flesh and blood is manifested as a material state, the source of this alienation is not a material state.
It is not difficult to let flesh and blood multiply on inorganic matter, or let inorganic matter take on the characteristics of flesh and blood, from the perspective of science fiction. It seems to follow some kind of bizarre physical change, but just look at it from a different perspective. On the contrary, they will feel that its strong corrosive force and vigorous vitality are not biological and physical phenomena.
I don't know how Father Edward came up with this thing, or rather, the birth of the Saya virus, and the birth of someone. In fact, it also represents a certain profound meaning that covers the truth. I don't think there is a single person or organization until now, both from the perspective of the reality of the hospital and from the perspective of the apocalyptic illusion. Find out how to really wipe it out.
To put it simply, the Saya virus, after excluding the theoretical theory of "jiang" and "virus", is a kind of thing without nemesis, and it cannot really be eradicated, even if it is Father Edward himself, he may be able to control its reproduction, but I am afraid there is no way to destroy it. It's a kind of existence that, once released, can't really stop it from spreading.
If it weren't for the power of "Jiang", I don't think I could have wiped out all the Saya viruses. But fortunately, the Saya virus that exists in front of us is only a part of "Saya", and it is a nightmare.
Similarly, because of the appearance of the Saya Virus in the "Nightmare", it proves my previous thoughts, even in the Doomsday Illusion, the Saya Virus is definitely not a material virus. And the end point of the growth of the giant organism Saya that will eventually form is definitely not limited to the material state.
This kind of Saya virus is very similar to the "demons" that have been seen in the past.
There were many amazing things in the world that I could observe, but now I don't feel new anymore, because there are not many unique things about the existence of zài and the phenomena that cause it. I have a vague sense that every thing that contains "mysterious" has something in common in essence, that they are not unique or unique, and that they must have a source of specificity and change.
In both the occult and philosophy, there is such a thing as zài, which contains the source of all qiē. It is precisely because of the existence of this source that everything that flows out and evolves from this source seems to be diverse, but in fact, it is not as complex and unique as it seems on the surface. People have given this source a variety of names, but either one contains an "ultimate meaning". And trying to arrive at and understand this "ultimate meaning" is the existential meaning of the occult and philosophy. In this sense, the occult and philosophy are the same, but they are the opposite of science.
Since the birth of science, the meaning of its existence has not been to understand or arrive at other meanings, but only to dissect the existence itself. Yes, not to understand the meaning of the existence of the zài, but only to dissect the existence of the zài itself. Because of this, it was and still is only the other half of the occult and philosophies. Scientists will believe in religion, study the mystical and philosophical, and try to develop from the analysis of existence to the search for meaning.
I have realized that I have actually gone from being first exposed to "mystery" to now being completely caught in "mystery", and this is also the same process. And this process is not special, whether it is in the reality of the hospital or the apocalyptic illusion, whether it is the imaginary world, the illusion or even the reality that can be really touched, such a process of change, many people have experienced it before me, and after me, there will be more people who will experience it.
I consider myself unique, and I still have no doubts, but I have come to realize that this is just an expression of sensuality.
Sensuality considers itself unique. and rationally recognize that this is not the case, and that this kind of expression itself has no particularity for human beings. If, within a limited range, the observed particularity of oneself is placed on a larger scale, this particularity will be proportionally reduced. So. Suppose that the range of observation is far enough away, or that it is infinitely far away, will its particularity also be reduced to approximately zero? I've thought about this before.
But up to now, the answer is only that the limitations of human beings are absolutely existent, so the assumption is not valid.
Yes, human beings always want to grow and broaden their horizons. Eventually, we arrived at the omniscient and omnipotent Cheng dù, and thus, science, the occult and philosophy emerged. From the occult and philosophical point of view, it is to reach the ultimate meaning, to return to the source of all things, and science is nothing more than a big ship that carries them on a voyage. But, think about it the other way around. When human beings define "infinite", "omnipotent" and "omniscient", it does not mean. Has human beings long ago determined their limits, is it "limited", "incompetent" and "ignorant"?
Human beings have limitations, and this is something that humans know in the first place, but do not want to admit in any way.
And then, when humans start thinking, they don't want to admit it anyway. He will also have to admit it, and then become a "fool who makes God laugh."
In this process, anything that can be observed, can be thought, and can be recognized. None of them have particularities, and none of them are true in the true and absolute sense.
It was because of this that I was able to find peace. Although, I am still struggling, trying to protect some people, saving some people, doing what others see as hypocritical, fulfilling a mission that may be seen as self-righteous by others. However, the origin of these behaviors is not that I think I can do it, but that I admit that I am limited and not special.
I just found the meaning within my own limitations, within the scope of observation.
Admittedly, if I break through this limitation and assume that the scope of observation can be infinitely expanded, my particularity will be infinitely close to zero, and what I am doing at this point will not make any sense. However, such an assumption does not hold water.
Because, I am a human being, I have the limit of being a human being, and I recognize this limit and face this limit.
But the existence of "river" and "virus" goes beyond this limit. When I mount my own existence on it, I also break the limit of being a human being from the perspective of thinking.
Yes, what cannot be done from a scientific point of view can be done from the point of view of occult and philosophical thinking. What cannot be done within the confines of human beings, as long as there is a non-human fulcrum, becomes a matter of course.
Gao Chuan, who is a human being, has things that he can't do no matter what. However, Takakawa, who is no longer a human being, can do things that a human Takakawa can't do anyway.
Because of this, the Saya virus, which was observed by Takakawa, who was a human being, was invincible. However, in front of Gao Chuan, who is not a human being, the Saya virus is nothing more than that.
I have "Jiang", I love "Jiang", I can see through a qiē, this is my trump card.
I galloped, dodged, counterattacked, slashed, but more importantly, from the perspective of thinking, adjusted the height of Sizhe. In the face of the Saya virus, which has been stored in the "nightmare", it is meaningless to focus only on the Saya virus at this time, and it is absolutely impossible to achieve victory. The Winged Knight, who has been alienated by flesh and blood, controls all the things alienated by flesh and blood within an unknown range, and their existence is higher than the limit of being a human being. The limitations of human beings determine that it is absolutely impossible to defeat such an opponent, and the only choice left to recognize oneself from the perspective of human beings is to flee in a hurry.
However, because it is a nightmare of consciousness, no, if you can perceive the world from the perspective of the spiritual world, even if you are not dreaming, you can do inhuman things. It's not that he has broken the limits of being human, but that, at a certain level, he is no longer human.
You don't need to know and understand what "Jiang" and "virus" are, as long as you feel it, recognize it, even if it's just subconsciously, let yourself accept the alienation caused by it, and you can have a chance of winning.
Because it's a human, you can't defeat a monster, then, it's not a human, so you can defeat a monster. Isn't it a matter of course? In the world of consciousness, acknowledging the limits of being human beings, finding the fulcrum of non-human beings, and becoming non-human from the perspective of Guò Sizhe, the limits of human beings naturally do not exist. Isn't it also a matter of course?
The seemingly materialized world can be observed, believed, and understood from the perspective of consciousness, and can be substantively achieved. So, the above methods can be used anywhere you are, isn't it also a matter of course?
I thought so and did it. It's me fighting the mystery. In the struggle of death and life, the "mystery" that I realized. From the point of view of the messenger of the magic pattern, the chain judgment is only the limit of talent, and the speed sweep super ability is not my own trait, but only a trait determined by the magic pattern, because even if the concept of "faster than consciousness" is more powerful, it may also contain an essential side of me. That's why it was awarded, however. It's not the most essential thing for me.
Only my thoughts are what I have realized and can best represent my own essence.
I, Takagawa, am a fool who has been ridiculed by God. And this is my original "mystery".
form the cornerstone of my thoughts. The "Jiang" that guides the formation of my thoughts is my ultimate trump card.
I used a minute to unite my thoughts again in the fight, which may be a kind of elevation. Maybe it's just a distortion, or maybe it's just a change, but it doesn't matter what it is. I could feel that at the moment of completion, although the seal on my forehead was still there, it was already weak, and the power of the magic pattern flowed through my body like magma.
A feeling, an intuition beyond human imagination, in an inexplicable, incomprehensible, incomprehensible, but bearable way, transformed into something more substantial, attached to my every movement.
So, when I struck the Alienated Winged Knight again, his wounds no longer healed.
I don't think about how fast the sweep is, how fast it can be, I'm just galloping, swinging the blade in the gallop, and the winged knight has no power to fight back. In other words, since the other party can't "react" anyway, what's the point of how fast it is? Since intuition knows the state of the other party, the position of the other party, and the weakness of the other party, what is the point of delving into what kind of process can be observed by the chain judgment?
It is enough to know one thing. I'm faster, stronger, and in the face of my attacks, its dodge, defense, and self-healing are all meaningless. The rest is just a gallop, waving a knife -
Slash!
I didn't have any idea, and when the light of the sword cut through the darkness again, I knew that it was proof that it was a cut in two. The beheaded opponent, whatever it is, has no meaning other than death.
I walked past the Winged Knight and stopped with my back to him, knowing without looking back that it had been cut in half, and that its alienated body was dying out little by little. Not only the Winged Knights, but also all the things in this area that have been alienated by the Xaya virus have also turned into ashes.
Because it was not the winged knight who was killed, but the Saya virus.
The two bodies of the winged knight fell to the ground, and the fresh blood that was born as a human was flowing out of his body, and he who had already become a strange person was once again a human being, and he was ushering in the death of a human being. Even so, the "mystery" of participation still made him stare at me and squirm his lips.
He couldn't make a sound, but it was in my head, letting me know he was talking to me.
“…… Original Death...... You are...... Doomsday Agent ...... How could it be ......"
I didn't answer, because, without any doubt, the voice seemed to understand, in his own way, the reason why he had died in such a peculiar way. And his understanding doesn't mean anything to me. Because, that is the "truth" that belongs only to him.
I looked around at the darkness around me, and in the embellishment of the candles, the ashes rose like snowflakes and were absorbed by the magic patterns. After that, I felt tired and confused, and the thoughts that had been put in order, the height, the order, and the structure of the thoughts, collapsed like building blocks. I started imagining, I started thinking, it was as if there was a transparent wall standing there, and when there was only a blank space left in my mind, I could breathe. After a while, I didn't even understand what was going on in my mind.
However, it is an indisputable fact that the weirdness around them has been swept away. And the seal on the forehead is still there, and the feeling of being restricted is as clear as ever.
I rested for a moment, sheathed my long knife, and continued to search for a way up the next level. The surrounding scenes are constantly changing, but they are not as good as when they first came to the second floor, and the furnishings and layouts are also very different. The only similarities are the motifs and objects representing "eyes", the runes representing blood, the large number of corpses, and the brightness made entirely of candles. Heavy and rough masonry, which is both eerie and smells damp. In many places, I saw the corpses of more Doomsday Shinrikyo wizards as I had expected. They are uniquely dressed and easily recognizable, and although there are traces of fierce battles on their bodies, the place where they are located has not been destroyed on a large scale. Moreover, the way they died was not just that they were eroded by foreign objects.
On the contrary, judging from the traces of many deaths, there are many people who did not even do a good job of protection at the moment of being attacked, and there is a good chance that they did not react. And the scars on his body, which are ridiculous, are more like the gray mist spell of the Doomsday Shinrikyo wizards themselves than being attacked by outsiders, causing fatal damage.
Of course, it wasn't just the Doomsday Shinrikyo wizards who left behind the corpses, but the injuries of the others were not much different from those of these dead wizards. It seems to me that whether they are sorcerers or not, their murderers have the sorcerer's save. In this place, Father Edward did not use the Saya virus again, and the area where I fought before seemed to be the only part of the area that was corrupted by the Saya virus.
Judging from the corpses and battle traces alone, there are many doubts about the battles that took place here. Who are the wizards of the Cult of Doomsday Shinrito, the other mysterious organizations that have come here, and Father Edward fighting again? Of course, they have fought with each other, but the one who caused the most casualties seems to be the other side that is different from them, and that side also has the doomsday truth wizard and some mysterious experts in terms of personnel composition, but in terms of numbers, it is absolutely inferior, judging from the combat effectiveness, this mysterious and unknown side seems to be stronger.
The Doomsday Shinrikyo and other occult organizations split after entering the Tower? I can only infer that although this answer may seem somewhat ridiculous, there is no better explanation than that.
However, no matter what, even if it was divided and betrayed, the mysterious organization did not stop there. They have broken through this level and are already heading for a higher place. Their battles, the corpses they left behind, are the best signs. They are sniped all the way, fighting and retreating, not only fighting betrayers, but also being distracted by a plethora of weirdness and traps. The only reason I was able to walk so safely was that the one who was one step ahead had cleared almost all of the most dangerous things here, and of course, taken anything of value with them.
It seems that all hostile things are converging on the route of these people all the time. Those people are like torches that attract moths in the dark. At great cost, they found the entrance to the upper floor.
I stopped at the bottom of a huge spiral stone staircase and went up, a staircase with a circular radius of twenty or thirty meters, leading to an unknown height. On the steps, there were also corpses, scars and blood spots. Coming to this place, gradually among the corpses, the bodies of several suspected betrayal attackers can be found. The position, posture and expression of their deaths all give a sense of hopeless madness. It is precisely because of the fact that there are people in the Doomsday Shinrikyo among them that people are confused.
Members of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Cult never showed such expressions. They may be crazy in their thoughts and actions, but they have never had this kind of desperate madness when they believe in the truth of the end times. (To be continued......)