1725 Self-formatting restart
Prosthetic Takakawa never thought that he would encounter "Jiang" in such a sudden situation. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 It is obvious that everything you see in front of you is like a dream, but a special existence like "Jiang", even if it only appears in a dream, represents a different meaning, and is more likely to be fatal. He still remembered that before he had this dream, he was on the road, and there was no thought or need to rest during the period, so this dream seemed to him to be a forced invasion of consciousness, a sudden attack on himself.
Whatever the outcome, though, he has one thing to ask, and it's important: "Are you here to kill me?" Takakawa. ”
"No, it's just a dream, just a dream." The young Takakawa was still smiling, and the posture he was standing there made people feel that he could neither go up nor down, which made the prosthetic Takakawa realize again: the young Takakawa is the dead Takakawa, and his resurrection is inherently weird and incomprehensible, and all the abnormalities about him can be pushed to "Jiang".
"Why did you have this dream?" Prosthetic Takagawa asked.
"I've asked the same question. Why do you have dreams that even surprise you when you think you shouldn't dream when you are unprepared? The young man Gao Chuan said: "The answer I got was: I have to ask myself." Now, I will also give you this answer. So, Takakawa, why did you have this dream? ”
Prosthetic Takakawa was silent, it was not impossible to interpret this dream, but there were too many factors for people to figure out. At this point, it doesn't matter what the reason is. The important thing is how you plan to do it.
"Are you the real you standing in front of me now?" Takakawa asked, "You want to talk to me in this way?" Or does Jiang want to talk to me in this way? ”
"Don't be stupid, it's your dream." The young Gao Chuan said: "What you see me, and the 'Jiang' you see, of course, are what you think. As for me? I have always been in Takakawa, so I have always been in you. ”
"So, you are not a teenager Gao Chuan, but just a part of the information he has left in my personality, and combined with other information, this dream is composed?" Prosthetic Takakawa remembered that he could actually feel what the young Takakawa was doing and doing many times, although it was very vague, but it was obvious that there would always be something that came through the connection between himself and the other party - although the young Takakawa seemed to have recovered into a new individual, in fact, he had never existed independently in the real sense, never.
Yes, the answer is in your own heart. Gao suddenly realized that this time it was probably something happened on the side of the young Gao Chuan, which caused the resonance of some of the personality information fragments in Gao Chuan's personality involving the remnants of the young Gao Chuan, coupled with his subconscious concern for the young Gao Chuan and "Jiang", these indispensable conditions converged to form such a dream - all the information fragments that made up this dream were like a complete bowl broken, and then some of the fragments and other impurity fragments were mixed together, Crudely bonded into a cup.
This cup is not a bowl, nor is it as strong as a bowl, and its composition, shape, and connotation are different, but part of it comes from the original bowl. This is also the relationship between this dream and the real boy Gao Chuan, and the real "Jiang".
Even so, because the "river" is involved, this dream is also demonic, and it can still be felt, and the kindness and malice that constitute this dream can still be felt. The dream is mysterious, suggestive, not real, but its effects are not entirely illusory.
Then, he suddenly realized that he actually wanted to see the young Takakawa again. Especially after getting the Three Immortals Island, after carrying the expectations of so many people, after becoming a recognized "hero", when becoming a "hero" but being at a critical demarcation line in terms of position, I especially want to meet other Gao Chuan - here, you can communicate face-to-face, Gao Chuan, who has the same dreams and goals, and the other self is only the young Gao Chuan.
Takakawa understood how much he wanted to see another self in his subconscious, and there were so many things he wanted to talk to him.
So, he's dreaming about it. He waited for this dream for a long time, no matter how sudden and passive this dream seemed at first, it was actually inevitable, and the essence was not passive.
At this time, what I want to say to the young Gao Chuan the most is:
"Takakawa became a hero, and people recognized Takakawa as a hero." When the prosthetic Takagawa said this, he felt that his mood was not excited, and of course it was not calm, but the sour and melancholy taste could not be expressed at all. Such a dry and simple sentence is simply because I can't find any more beautiful words to describe such an emotion.
He said to the young Takakawa again, as if he had told all the Takakawa in the past: "Takakawa wants to be a hero, and I am the same, and so are you, and now, we have done it, and we have been recognized by most people in this world." ”
"And then?" The young Takakawa asked calmly, just as the prosthetic Takakawa was asking himself like this.
"And then? Then I was happy. "Yoshita Takakawa didn't hide or lie at all," although he was happy, he felt full of regret. ”
"Takakawa ......" Takakawa said to him: "Being a hero to some, being a hero to the majority, being a hero to all, and being a hero to yourself is completely different. You know that, that's why you're sorry. ”
Yes, if it was to be a hero for some, Takakawa in the past would have done it; If it is to become a hero in the eyes of most people, the current prosthetic body Takakawa has also done it; But to be a hero to everyone and to be as beautiful a hero as you dream? What a daunting journey.
"You know, you can't do it." The young Gao Chuan stared at the prosthetic Gao Chuan, and his tone changed slightly, "You know that you can't do it, and the emotion you have is not regret, but sadness." You don't really want to die, you want to do more, you want to be able to do everything yourself. However, you have already decided that you do not want to be a Takakawa, but you want to be a part of Takakawa. You're sad, but you've decided. ”
Prosthetic Takakawa was silent for a long time, and gradually covered his face with his palm, and after a long while, he let go of his hand, looked directly at the young Takakawa, and said, "Yes, I have already decided." If this is my fate, if this is my destiny, if this is the destiny that I have been arranged, if this can save more people, then I am willing to accept it, no, I have decided to accept it. Because, the hero Takakawa, will do this. ”
The young man Gao Chuan smiled and said, "Yes, the hero of Gao Chuan's dreams will do this." Embrace the death of one's own personality, but that is not the end, Takakawa's self will eventually sublimate and continue in the name Takakawa. All Takakawa personalities will become part of the meaning of the name Takakawa. ”
"I'll go to you, wherever you are, whatever is behind you, I'll go to you...... There is only one Takakawa, and there must be only one, because Takakawa is never alone. And you, your appearance may not be wrong, it may be inevitable, but it should not be, this mistake must be corrected, otherwise, in the final battle, Takakawa has no chance of winning. Although Yoshiki Takakawa has said this in the past, this time it is a conclusion that has been reached after countless thoughts, and the conclusion has not changed, but the process and meaning are no longer the same.
"I know." Teenager Takagawa said.
"I'm going to die, too." The prosthetic Gao Chuan looked at the young Gao Chuan impartially and told him: I will die too.
"I know."
We will all die, and a new Takagawa will be born from our ashes to put an end to all these tragedies.
A kind of enlightened power drove the hands and feet of the prosthetic Takakawa and made him go up the spiral staircase, but when the young Takakawa also began to walk down, he gradually couldn't tell whether he was going up or the young Takakawa was going down. His gaze couldn't take his eyes off the invisible terrifying thing behind the young Takakawa, he obviously couldn't see it, but in his own fear, he clearly felt its wriggling, as if it was slowly leaning up from the chaos without time and space, the speed at which it approached was not the speed at which he and the young Takakawa approached each other, or rather, in that infinite darkness chaos, there was no speed at all, but in the sense of the prosthetic Takakawa, it approached faster than the speed at which the young Takakawa approached, There is no way to tell whether he passed by the young Gao Chuan first or was pounced on by it first.
The unspeakable fear made the prosthetic Takagawa feel that when he approached the young Takakawa on this spiral staircase, he was approaching this indescribable horror thing, and as long as he stopped and the young Takakawa also stopped, it would never be able to cross the infinite darkness of chaos. However, the only reason left told him that this was just an illusion, and it would not stop, just as he and the young Takakawa would not stop.
The heart-rending sense of fear made the prosthetic Takakawa completely lose the sensation of his limbs, and he felt that he had become a ghost, but even so, he only quickened his pace. He wants to get close to the young Gao Chuan, he wants to be one with him, this urgency is just the opposite of the past, all the reasons that made him resist in the past, not to let the brain and hardware format the personality, are now gone. He knew that his thinking was very different from his past self, how much he wanted to wait in the past, how much he wanted to move forward now.
Three steps away, he saw the smile of the young Gao Chuan, and the outstretched hand of the young Gao Chuan. He couldn't help but smile.
Two steps apart, the young Gao Chuan stretched out his hand, and he also stretched out his hand.
A step apart, two Gao Chuan's hands touched together, below the spiral staircase, under the body of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, the ladder was collapsing layer by layer, as if an invisible force had broken the glass, the fragments were like rain, and fell into the infinitely profound place below, until this time, the prosthetic Gao Chuan knew that there was no bottom below the spiral staircase, because, that was the dark bottomless abyss in the dream. When this abyss appeared, the terrifying thing behind the young Gao Chuan suddenly disappeared, and the terrifying monster below the abyss, who didn't know how far away, released a sense of existence that made people's hearts twitch, it was also wriggling, in the chaos of no time and space, it could not be directly observed, but instinctively described that it was wriggling.
The hands of the prosthetic Takakawa and the young Takakawa touched each other as if they were just souls, and their bodies overlapped when they stepped into the same staircase. Prosthetic Takagawa only felt that his whole body was burning, just like the last time he completely burned himself and went to fight a terrible enemy, the burning feeling made him feel that even if he turned into ashes, he would not be able to get rid of this strong impulse and burning heat. There were countless indescribable things, and with this burning sensation entered his body, into his brain, into his soul, and made him instinctively look up.
The spiral staircase, which originally went upward to infinity, finally had an end, and at the end was the starry sky spreading in all directions, and a blood moon quietly broke through the clouds, and the prosthetic Takakawa felt it, and there was a kind of guidance in the dark, calling him to the moon.
To the moon, to the moon, to the moon!
The young Takakawa has disappeared, but the prosthetic Takagawa feels that he is in his own sake. He sprinted upwards with all his might, but the spiral staircase below crumbled faster, and in an instant, it was at his feet. Prosthetic Takagawa only felt that his feet were empty, and he fell down with countless fragments, but even if he fell into the dark abyss, he still stared at the night sky, stared at the blood moon, and stared at the existence on the moon.
The young Takagawa was there, calling to himself.
The prosthetic body Gao Chuan kept falling, and in a sudden moment, he opened his eyes, and everything he saw in front of him turned into information, which was processed by the brain and hardware in an instant. I fell a second ago, and as I saw in my dream, not even a second had passed. When he got up, he felt that all the confusion and hesitation he had been swept away, and he was no longer shaken by the conflict between his own position and the position of others, and at this time, there was only one thought in his mind - to go to the moon.
The choice of others is no longer important, the important thing is that, no matter what, you go to the moon yourself.
The time has come.
Everything.
The east wind has risen.
A warning box pops up on the screen of Prosthetic Takakawa's retina, and the formatted values that have been shrinking to the corners of the field of view are increasing every second. (To be continued.) )