Lu Xiangchen never thought that this separation would be a farewell.

From then on, he could no longer find Lin Qingxiao.

Lu Xiangchen's heart, which had always cared about nothing, suddenly panicked.

He rushed to her community, but heard that she had already sold the house (in fact, Lin Qingxiao sold the big house in order to save money, and changed it to a smaller one for Lin Qianyu to live in).

The school's leaders said she had dropped out long ago.

After a further investigation, it was found that her parents had left in a car accident one day.

And that day happened to be the day when she rushed into the box in a panic to find him......

At that time, he hugged another girl and said so many affectionate and hurtful things to her!

Later, she asked him to borrow money, but he hurt her again......

The more Lu Xiangchen thought about it, the more he felt that he was scummy, so he raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

Lu Xiangchen has always been a person who is very slow to feelings.

When he was with Lin Qingxiao, he didn't realize that he had true feelings for her.

He also thought that Lin Qingxiao, like other girls around him, came and went as soon as he called, just a playmate for him to spend time.

It wasn't until after losing her that Lu Xiangchen clearly felt that his heart was like a big piece missing, it hurt, it hurt.

Whenever I think of her, I can't help but feel uncomfortable.

Since then, Lu Xiangchen has been depressed, and often uses wine to kill his sorrows.

The friends couldn't stand it anymore, so they persuaded him to talk about a few more girls, and he would forget about the past.

With the help of friends, in order to get rid of the shadow of the past, Lu Xiangchen also tried to talk about "girlfriends" a few times, and these girls all have a common characteristic - that is, they look a little like Lin Qingxiao.

Each of them carries the shadow of Lin Qingxiao.

However, even if it is like her, it is still not her.

With these girls, Lu Xiangchen couldn't feel the slightest heartbeat, let alone the feeling of being in love.

Later, he never had a girlfriend again and has been single until now.

Lu Xiangchen figured it out, it turned out that Lin Qingxiao was the catastrophe he couldn't get over in this life.

Everyone else is a passing by.

And she was his destiny.

It's a pity that he lost her.

Lu Xiangchen has been repenting in the later years, he thinks that if he has the opportunity to see Lin Qingxiao again in the future, he will definitely apologize to her, he does not ask her to forgive his past self, he only hopes that she can give him another chance to repent.

He is willing to spend his life to make up for the harm he once did to her.

Many years later, recalling the foolish things he did when he was young, Lu Xiangchen couldn't help but feel embarrassed.

At that time, he was really too much......

Lin Qingxiao hated him, and it was natural that he deserved it.

……

The memories came to an abrupt end.

Lu Xiangchen pulled out of the long-ago memories, with a bitter memory on the corner of his mouth.

Back then, he was such a bastard.

It is estimated that none of his friends can imagine that when he was young, he was so arrogant and desperate for the sake of face......

Because now, after years of precipitation, he has already become a mature and steady, modest and cautious and responsible man.

But what's the use of all this?

Lin Qingxiao would not believe him anymore.

Lu Xiangchen sighed heavily, and thought silently in his heart-

Xiaoxiao, please give me one last chance.

This time, he will spend his life to atone for his sins, and he will spend his life to care for her and take care of her!