1333 Runaways
Mae is a storage zĂ i that makes people feel scared. Normal people will also feel fear when they encounter some mentally abnormal and full of aggression, even if they just walk into a mental hospital, they will imagine in their minds what they are afraid of, when people are in the dark morgue, they will also be infected by the atmosphere of the environment, even if it is a small breeze, they will become very sensitive, even if nothing really happens, they will also have some mental hallucinations. And Mae is just a mentally ill person, and the sense of fear that people bring is often understood as similar to these fears.
Mitsukasu, who studies psychology, is certainly not unaware of his own reactions, but even if he knows the theory and arms his heart with it, he can't stop this instinctive fear. What's more, the frightening nature of Mae is far more than just because she is a dangerous mental patient.
I knew very well that it would be difficult for me to comfort him with my tongue and make him no longer afraid. At the end of the day, even I, who have been with Mae for a long time, can't get rid of this fear. I now have a very sensitive and meticulous understanding of any fear-generating factors and the fears that arise, and I know that there is a difference between the fear that Mitsukasu feels from Mae and the fear I feel from Mae.
I know that my comfort and persuasion to Mitsukasuka are just doing some useless work on human feelings. Even so, if you don't, it will feel impersonal.
"I'd like to hear about your experience more than Mae, Mr. Mitsukasuka. I'm not interested in whether you're afraid of Mae or not, but if you don't break down because of that fear, that's the best thing. I said in as calm a tone as I could. To divert Mitsukasuka's attention. Mae's fear is toxic, but it's full of attraction, but if you keep paying attention to her, you'll fall deeper and deeper into this fear.
"Ahh He could only make a monotonous sound, but soon, he reorganized his expression and became stern. He said to me, "It is an indisputable fact that Mae is my savior. If it weren't for her, I would have been caught by the seminar guys. Those people are simply crazy, no, crazy people are not so scary, they are cultists. The patients in the entire psychiatric hospital are sacrifices specially prepared by them! â
Sacrifice? I really heard familiar words.
The soothsayer and fitness trainer should have also heard Mitsuka's story, but neither of them seems to have encountered a similar situation, so, on the surface, the two are only half-convinced about it, and Mitsuno Tsukao has a silent expression when talking about his own experience. In fact. It's not the first time that the three of them have encountered weirdness, and it's not the first time they've experienced "mystery". Before arriving on the peninsula, in some of the facilities of the peninsula, they had already felt the mysterious power in advance, and encountered several threats to their lives. However, for those who do not have "mystery" themselves, but have been looking at problems from a scientific point of view for a long time. I still feel suspicious and uncomfortable about the existence of "mystery". Of course, compared to Dr. Nguyen Li, these three people were obviously greatly shaken.
"I'm not lying, those guys are abnormal, I saw it with my own eyes. They killed many sick people ritually, and they disposed of their bodies in some kind of religious nature, and then the bodies became something else. Mitsui Tsukasa gestured excitedly, then glanced at Mae and whispered to me, "Takakawa, I don't know why you said she is your wife. It is true that she is beautiful, but, having seen her birth with my own eyes, she is definitely not what she seems to be. She's not human! Gao Chuan, maybe she is very much like the wife in your mind, but, before she was born, she had nothing to do with you, I swear! Don't be fooled by her appearance. â
"I know what you're saying. Don't worry, no matter how or when she was born, it has nothing to do with the fact that she is my wife. You probably don't understand that, right? I don't know what you see, but it must not be normal. So, you can also think of my relationship with her as one of these abnormal situations. I calmly soothed his affection. Obviously, though, he had a hard time accepting my claims.
"What, Takakawa, do you know what you're talking about?" Mitsukasuo grabbed his hair hard, he seemed to be a little short of words, and he didn't know how to persuade me.
"Ignore this, Mr. Mitsukasuka." I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Tell me, what are the characteristics of those people you see?" Are you sure they're all workshop people? â
ââŚâŚ Yes. Mitsukao was silent for a moment and replied, "After doing such a cruel thing, they don't have a trace of the expression that a normal person should have. And among those people are people I met at the seminar. Some of them were experts who were with us, and there were also staff from the psychiatric hospital. They put on black cloaks and, before starting, covered their faces with hoods, but, when the ceremony began, they were as excited as if they had gone crazy. â
"No matter how many times I listened to it, the scenes described by Mr. Mitsukao were like shoddy horror films." The soothsayer seemed to be unable to hold back and interjected.
"Can I be blamed for that?" Mitsukasuo was teased like this, and his feelings seemed to calm down a little, "You should go and ask, why don't they dress up a little more gorgeously and have a little personality...... Actually, if it weren't for the strange ways they used to kill people, and those strange phenomena, I would have thought that their dress was a bit vulgar. Why do all these evil creatures wear black cloaks and cover their faces with hats? â
"Maybe they think it's the only way to dress like this?" The fitness instructor also laughed, and the tense air from before suddenly relaxed.
Wearing a black cloak, covering his face with a hood, capturing the sick and holding them up, and then concentrating on the sacrificial ritual â the details that Mitsui Tsukao explained made me quickly sure. The symposium and the occult organization that acted behind the symposium must have divided the entire psychiatric hospital into two categories: those who could enter the nightmare of the deepest night after taking the drug, and those who could not enter the nightmare after taking the drug, the former being considered "disqualified" and sacrificed in the psychiatric hospital, and the latter who would be sacrificed in the deepest night.
However. As far as I know, the symposium itself does not have this sacrificial intention, and the disagreement with Dr. Nguyen Le is only about the research route of "paradise". Therefore, it should be that the mysterious organization is using the actions of the seminar to realize its intentions. From this point of view. The seminar itself should be viewed separately from the mysterious organization that operates behind it.
Seminar members who are genuinely ordinary people and mysterious experts who pretend to be ordinary people can also be distinguished by their behavior at this time. The former may be deceived, but their attention is still on the study of "paradise", while the latter is using some cruel means to achieve their own plans under the pretext of "promoting research", and their attention is not on "paradise", but on the sacrifice itself.
Although it is also a fact that it is used. However, even if you know the twists and turns, most of the ordinary experts in the seminar will not give up their research because they feel unbearable. After all, even normal scientific research is full of darkness and dehumanization. Immoral situations. Not to mention, the ultimate goal of these studies nowadays. According to Dr. Nguyen LĂŞ, it is precisely to fight against the apocalypse led by Claudia White.
Although, in the eyes of Dr. Nguyen Li, the current research methods of the seminar have gone crazy, both in terms of route and behavior. have exceeded the bottom line of scientific research, and she is regarded as "the people who have been eroded by the white Claudia". But in their own eyes, they have a noble purpose, and a helpless reality, and they have to give up some good things in human nature in order to save. Just like when the Great Flood came in ancient times, the Ark of the Nuojia could only carry the lives of a male and female couple, and had to give up a larger number of creatures.
It is precisely because the pressure of the end of the world does exist, that even if it is unscrupulous, even if it is in cooperation with a group of people with other purposes and cruel means, it must bear such cruelty and develop a "paradise" and save a glimmer of hope for the victory over Claudia White - I am afraid that the people who think so will occupy a large part of the current seminar, and even the whole world of the seminar, which was spontaneously born.
I can't say they're stupid, but there's no doubt that they're sad. The development of the Doomsday Shinrikyo has long been foreseeable, and they will inevitably fall into the darkness of the great pressure and inertia of cruelty, and even they can no longer question themselves, which will lead to the degeneration of the entire Doomsday Shinrikyo Religion. What's more, the Doomsday Shinrikyo that was spontaneously born in this world has been infiltrated by the Doomsday Shinrikyo in the Doomsday Illusion, if this world is not destroyed, then the two will eventually complete the assimilation, which is already a thing that makes people unable to recover.
However, even in the metamorphosis of the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the degeneration of seminars, there will still be people who cannot bear this degeneration of self-exile and oppress the darkness of their own morality and humanity, and want to quit. Then, from these people, there will be such a number of people, who still adhere to the bottom line of human nature, and in the increasingly cruel facts, further sharpen their spirits and become opponents in the practical sense.
I think that Dr. Nguyen Le is the latter, and the three of Mitsukasuka sound like the former, but it is also possible that it will become the latter. It's just that at present, they are just a group of ordinary people who are frightened by the darkness of the symposium - compared with those regular researchers who have been immersed in the darkness of scientific research and have begun to get used to it, the three of them are still amateurs, with desires but have their own moral bottom line.
The reason for escaping from the psychiatric hospital is roughly the same. Because I was aware of some of the methods of the seminar, I found it difficult to accept it, and at the same time, I also felt my own danger. Since the symposium can turn a blind eye to those cruel acts and focus on its own research, even if it is cooperating with a cult for the sake of research, then even if the research itself needs more researchers, it will not need people with different opinions, and if the seminar needs no longer patients, if some malicious terms against new researchers are reached in the transaction with those mysterious and cruel people, will it have no means to defend itself? And will such a symposium really go all out to protect the safety and rights of researchers?
Because the darkness behind the seminar was too deep and the behavior was too cruel, it was difficult for people to trust it, and then it created a sense of crisis.
This sense of crisis is caused by a sense of rebellion caused by distrust. I understand that even a person like Dr. Nguyen Li, who has shown great talent in research, has to go underground because he opposes the course of the seminar. Although Mitsukashi and others may not know the fate of Dr. Yan Ruan Li, their own life experience will inevitably allow them to imagine their own fate.
So, they fled.
Escape from the mental hospital and return to this villa area, if it weren't for the storm, they would definitely find a way to board the boat and leave. I think that in their hearts at this time, I am afraid that they have already felt extremely regretful for participating in this seminar. They have realized that they are dealing with a large, organized and dynamic world-class organization. And his own life will also be shattered by this force.
However, doing nothing, standing back, or blending into the darkness and becoming a real part of it is not what they want.
They are troubled, apprehensive, conflicted, frightened, not knowing what to do in the future, and even if they can think calmly, they can only barely cope with the distance of the present, and it is difficult to imagine the future - in the conversation with these three people, I clearly felt the fragility of their will.
Mitsukasuo looks even weaker and less calm than the other two women, but only because he shows these feelings on his face, while the soothsayer and fitness trainer look calm, but the hidden uneasiness and vulnerability are definitely not under Mitsui Tsukao. The only thing that makes me unsure is the fitness coach, although I can also feel her fear, but when she faces Zhenjiang, she has a different attitude from the other two, which makes people a little concerned.
"--I ran away, and then I ran into them." Mitsukasuka looked at the soothsayer and the fitness instructor and said, "To be honest, it is probably a great luck in misfortune to be able to meet a companion who has the same idea and runs away together." (To be continued......)