458 I don't know if I'm alive (asking for a monthly pass)
"Huh..."
With a slight sound, the turbid purple flame that was burning on Fang Li's body began to slowly extinguish. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Only Fang Li was left, lying on the ground, his skin all burned to the point that pieces of charred black appeared, extremely miserable.
At this moment, there was only one feeling in Fangli.
-- "Pain".
It hurts a lot.
The body is aching.
The soul is also aching.
Bursts of intense pain hit Fang Li's mind and nerves one after another, making Fang Li feel as if he had been thrown into the sword mountain of hell, and the pain was incomparable.
The field of vision has begun to blur.
The head has begun to cloud.
This feeling made Fang Li think back.
He remembered his death when he first entered the main god space.
Although there was no blood staining his vision, the pain that hit his whole body was much greater than the pain caused by being hit by a car.
“…… Are you dying? ”
With this thought, Fang Li's pair of ice-blue magic eyes quietly faded, leaving only a pair of extremely dark eyes.
Inside, it's extremely calm.
In the next moment, several breaths entered Fang Li's induction.
You don't have to see it with your own eyes, Fang Li knows whose breath it is.
Who else could there be but the Three Pillars?
"It's been a lot of work..."
Xiu Denan propped up his crumbling body, carried a steel gun, and came to Fang Li's face.
"I have to say, we really really underestimate you, human."
Belupeolo's body was surrounded by broken chains, and she also came to Fang Li's face, and there were still blood stains on the corners of her mouth.
The remaining black katy held a triangular tin staff in one hand and a chest in the other, looking at Fang Li, who was lying there in charred black, but he clearly saw the feelings in the other party's eyes.
There, there is no panic, no fear, just an incomprehensible calm.
Looking at the incomprehensible calm, Black Carty couldn't help but speak.
"Why?"
As if he was looking for something, he said in a voice of longing and incomprehension.
"Why do you treat death so calmly?"
The sudden question made Xiu Denan and Belope Oulu also stunned.
As for Fang Li, he turned his eyes, looked at Hei Kati, and said as if chatting: "You should understand, right?" ”
Indeed, Black Carty is understood.
Because, Black Katy is the only one who has seen the essence of Fang Li's soul.
Those who have seen the ocean condensed by death cannot fail to understand why Fang Li can treat death so calmly.
It's just because Fang Li has seen too much of this kind of existence, and even has too much, to the extent that he can't give birth to any emotions at all.
No matter what kind of creature it is, it is a matter of course to accept such a thing as "habit".
Just like eating, no one is surprised that they need to eat.
And for Fang Li, understanding death is as natural as eating.
In that case, why panic, why fear?
And Black Katy, who has seen that piece of sea, should understand this.
It's just that Black Katy just doesn't understand.
"If you are like this, even if you are alive, can you be considered alive?"
Black Carty spoke softly, as if she were talking.
"Your personal survival is too small compared to the death you have."
How small is it?
It's not a strange thing to be so small that it will be engulfed at any time.
Heikaty didn't even understand why Fang Li had survived to this day with that ocean of death.
No, it's not.
It should be said that it is because of that ocean that Fang Li can live until now.
If the ocean is too small, then Fang Li, who has no way to get used to it, is afraid that he will be tormented by the pain and despair of death.
It is precisely because the ocean is so vast, so vast that it is filled with enough death to make people get used to it and numb it, so they can ignore the pain and despair of death and survive until now.
But is that a life?
"That's just the walking dead..."
Hearing Black Katy's whisper, Fang Li finally laughed.
"Perhaps." Fang Li said lightly.
"While this is a flaw, I don't have anything else missing in terms of being a human being."
"So, I can be considered alive."
"And you, I don't know if it counts."
Black Katy fell silent.
Oh, yes.
Fang Li is at least still alive.
At least, Fang Li is very emotionally rich except for death.
He can't be sad about "death", but he can rejoice in the "life" of others.
He cannot weep for one's pain and despair, but he can respond to one's emotions and heart.
In this way, Fang Li is alive.
"But you're different."
Fang Li was as if he was talking about someone else's business, and he spoke indifferently.
"There will be no laughter, no crying."
"There is no emotion, and there is no heart."
"You are left empty, you don't have the essence of living, and you don't have what you want to do, you just blindly act according to the established reality, and even the matter of being the Great Witch of the "Masquerade Party" is just the arrangement of the alliance leader, not your own wishes."
"So, if you're like this, you don't know if you're alive or not."
Fang Li's words made Heikati silent again, and uncontrollable fluctuations appeared in his eyes.
"Qiang---!"
At this time, a heavy steel spear with a steel sound slammed in front of Fang Li, aiming the sharp tip at his throat.
"Na..."Xiu Denan looked at Fang Li condescendingly, suppressed his angry voice, and said, "Can you please not say something unpleasant to my Black Kati?" ”
"Black Katy is very important to us, please don't let her sway." Like Fang Li, Belupeolo said as if he were talking about someone else's business, as if nothing had happened: "You human being is really dangerous in every sense of the word, and it seems that the way you will be treated must be reworked next." ”
With that, Belupeolo turned around and said this to Xiudenan.
"General, please escort him back, and then we will take care of him personally, so that he can never escape again."
In a word, Fang Li's fate was decided.
At this moment, a mechanically cold prompt sound sounded in Fang Li's mind.
"Number 11273 triggers A-rank side quest: Desperate Survival."
"Mission content: Before being recaptured, escape from the hands of the Three Pillars, leave the base of the "Masquerade", and escape."
"Mission Reward: 30,000 Exchange Points."