Wu Yue came to the desk and sat down with the book, this book was written by a famous foreign psychological master, she turned to the pages with imprints with trembling hands, and read it eagerly, the more she looked at it, the more her heart sank, until it sank to the bottom.

The man mentioned in the book is really similar to her, the only difference is that the body reacts differently, the man has headaches, vomiting or stomach pain, and sometimes even shock, while she just stinks and has diarrhea.

But the author of the book also said that this kind of mental illness causes different reactions to everyone, some people have headaches, stomach pain, vomiting, some may be fainting, shock, or other symptoms, even the author himself can not fully count.

But the author also listed some of the symptoms of the patients he had come into contact with, including diarrhea and a peculiar smell in the body, when Wu Yue saw these two points, his eyes turned black for a while, and the whole person was like falling into an ice cellar.

Isn't that what she's like?

Wu Yue continued to watch, she wanted to know if this disease could be cured, she didn't want to be like this forever, she wanted to go back to the previous Wu Yue!

But she was disappointed.

The author said that there is no specific medicine for this mental illness, and it mainly depends on the patient's own willpower to overcome it, and as long as the mental health is improved, these symptoms will disappear automatically.

Of course, the author also recommends that patients with such mental illnesses take the initiative to find a psychologist for treatment, and the results will be significant, because he has cured dozens of such patients himself, and there has been no recurrence so far.

Wu Yue is very reluctant to go to the doctor, she has the same idea as Wu Zhengsi, isn't mental illness mental illness? If others knew that she was mentally ill, how would teachers, classmates, and grandparents think of her?

I'm afraid that when the time comes, she will face not care and pity, but ridicule and humiliation, right?

Wu Yue didn't even dare to think about it, she didn't want to face that embarrassing situation, she was afraid that at that time, she would be even more unbearable than the previous Wu Mei.

No!

She will never go to the doctor, she will definitely be able to overcome it herself, isn't it a psychological barrier, as long as she doesn't think about it, she will be fine.

She doesn't care if she can take the first place at all, she doesn't care about the quality of her grades at all, even if she is the first from the bottom, she won't be uncomfortable!

Wu Yue said to herself over and over again, but the more she spoke to the back, the weaker her voice became, and finally she couldn't even say a word, Wu Yue lay on the table in pain, crying silently.

How could she not care about good or bad grades?

She cares more than anyone else, she just wants to win the first place, and she feels ashamed of the second place, obviously she has always been able to easily get the first place, how can she get mental illness?

What's going on here?

Wu Mei's words sounded in his mind again: It was my mother who said that if my sister took the first place, my sister would be too stressed.

Wu Yue became more conscious, that's right, it's all her mother's fault, that is, she nagged in her ear every day, saying that others only remember the first place, and no one remembered the second and third places at all, and said that only if she took the first place, her mother's face would be bright......

"Yueyue, the porridge is already ready, Mom also fried some mustard for you, you hurry up and eat it while it's hot, review it well after eating, and strive to ...... tomorrow's exam"

He Biyun came in with a tray in her hand, her face was full of care and kindness, but Wu Yue didn't feel it at all, she only heard the familiar phrase 'strive to get the first place in tomorrow's exam'.

She didn't even have to listen to the last few words, she knew what He Biyun would say, a nameless fire rushed up, and Wu Yue yelled angrily: "First place, first place, what else do you have in your heart besides first place?" ”