PS: Today's birthday, I wish myself a happy birthday.

Sakuya and Hakkei have been living in my house for more than a week, and not to mention their own reactions, Dr. Nguyen Le is very happy to see them and thinks it can bring positive changes to my condition. However, I think that if Dr. Nguyen Le thinks that the most direct proof of my condition is the record of these days, then I probably will not have a "better" day, and I will have to do something that ordinary people would seem to be inexplicable about the mystery as the mystery spreads day by day.

When Sakuya and Hakkei and I talk about nightmares, ghosts, and Las Vegas, they still can't fully believe that what I'm saying is the truth, not a psychotic episode. Because, the only time they really came into contact with the mysterious situation was the Sakiya family. After that, whether it was the strange talk of the toilet, or the nightmare and ghosts, they could only understand the situation from my mouth, and the mysterious spread phenomenon was not very obvious in this city, and it was extremely inconsistent with my initial estimate of Yan zhòng Cheng dù, so in the case of not being able to further experience the abnormality and fear, even the abnormal phenomenon of the Sakiya family that they had personally experienced may not be so real in their hearts.

Even so, due to various subjective factors, the two of them still used their spare time to help me sort out the information I had obtained during this time, and through my retelling of nightmares and ghosts, I imagined the scene at that time out of thin air, and proposed various suggestions. I sometimes feel that they are thinking about me not to solve mysteries, but to solve my mental problems. Even though I had told them plainly, and had them witness the anomaly, after the calm had continued, the only thing they could not experience was the anomaly that occurred in me. Maybe it's more of a mental problem for me.

For ordinary people, they have experienced it personally, and the phenomenon of fear of abnormality is not recognized, and the person who can ask for help is right in front of them, but it is difficult to get forgiveness, and only they are tormented. There will be a huge psychological change that will lead to strong negative feelings for those who have a negative attitude because they can't understand. However, I am an expert in mysteries, and I am more mentally resilient when faced with such situations.

I know the reason why Sakiya and Hachikei's attitude towards mystery and anomalies has become ** again, since they have changed their attitudes because they haven't encountered more anomalies, then, from the source. It's something to be happy about. Just as Dr. Nguyen Li didn't believe in "mystery" from beginning to end, it was precisely because the world she was exposed to was very normal, her life was very peaceful, and those anomalies that could cause great harm to her did not show up in front of her eyes, isn't this exactly what I want?

If, Sakiya, Hakkei, and Dr. Nguyen Li can never be exposed to anomalies and not be harmed by the "mystery". Well, even if they don't recognize the mysterious and anomalous existence because of this. What's the big deal about the story I'm facing, the story I'm recounting, as if it's my mental problem? I was mentally ill and prepared to endure the consequences of strange stares and inability to communicate. Be prepared to face the terrible torment and fear on your own. If, as long as I carry it all alone, the people I love can find peace, it must be my luck.

So, I've never been because of the attitude of Sakuya and Hachikei. And I feel the slightest grievance and dissatisfaction, and I never refute their hints. I'm just praying for them that they won't be caught up in what happened to me. In normal times, as a mysterious expert, you should draw a line with ordinary people, and by doing so, you can avoid ordinary people being involved in the anomalies that accompany the mysterious experts, and you should have done the same when you put it on Sakuya and Hachijing at this time. It's just that, after experiencing the apocalyptic fantasy and the reality of the hospital, I already know very well that the special nature of Sakuya and Hachisei, it is destined that they will not be able to contact the mystery forever. Keeping them with you may cause them to go through something terrible, but at least I can help them in time. On the other hand, if you completely separate your own life from theirs, you may not be able to protect them when they inevitably encounter abnormalities.

Now, they treat me as a mentally ill person who needs to be taken care of, and their minds are on me, which is a relatively good result for me, both intellectually and emotionally.

The number sent by John Bull, Sakiya and Hachijing naturally saw it, and even so, they didn't say it on the surface, but I could see that they were still skeptical in their hearts. However, because the situation in Las Vegas is likely to involve the electronic demon summoning process, and Sakuya and Hakkei have also witnessed the formation of electronic demons, it is more proactive when sorting out information in this area than sorting out information about the city.

"I heard that the school has plans to organize an exchange student experience with a high school in Las Vegas, and the specific implementation plan is in charge of the student president and vice president, and the two will accompany the school leaders to Las Vegas this weekend to conduct a field trip to that high school, and there may be formal negotiations." Hachijing brought me this news after school that day.

"The president and vice president have decided to contact the electronic demon?" Sakiya confirmed to herself. It's no wonder she thinks so, although the two of them still have an unprovenance attitude towards Las Vegas information, but they can't completely deny the existence of the electronic demon summoning system. Just in the matter of dealing with me, I will regard many abnormalities that only I can see and feel as my psychopathology.

Compared with Dr. Ruan Li's firm denial of "mystery", Sakiya and Hachijing's half-belief makes them hesitate when looking at the same question, even if they already have obvious answers.

"Do you need to warn them?" Zuo Chuan raised his gaze, "The city is still calm for the time being, but once those people come back from Las Vegas, they will start to get into trouble." Rather than settle it later, it is better to make the Whisperer's position clear at the outset, so that even if they come back, they must focus on the Whisperer first. ”

"Do you take the initiative to turn yourself into the target of public criticism? Sounds interesting. Tomie said a little meanly, "We can sue sù with our fists against that garbage, even if they get the power, it's still a pile of garbage." These words are enough to prove her attitude towards the mysterious power of the electronic demon, just as Mae killed the Night Raven Quark, and Tomie also expressed strong hostility towards this mystery. This proves that the Electro Demon is indeed a very powerful force. Moreover, it is on the opposite side of the "river". And this can further prove that this mysterious background should be directly related to the "virus".

Of course, the corrosive nature of the "virus" will also appear in the electronic demon. It is inevitable that the user will be harmed. Other occult experts should also be wary of this power of unknown origin, but in the current environment, not everyone can avoid the electronic demon and restore their mystery. I am now restored to the Demon Pattern Emissary, also thanks to the power of "Jiang". In this way, the occult expert has already fallen into a trap when he has to accept the electronic demon. The rest of the party. I'm not familiar with it, so I can't talk about worrying, but John Bull and Zuo Chuan have the same hidden dangers, and I can't ignore them anyway.

Zuo Chuan is Dorothy's foreshadowing, and he has been eroded by the power of "Jiang", so it is easier to avoid the erosion of electronic demons. John Bull, by contrast, is less uncertain. It's just that her background is a cyber ball, and the electronic demon is not a direct embodiment of the "virus", and it is still possible to deal with these problems when she is already mentally prepared.

It's just that in the face of this situation where you have to expect "possibility". I'd rather find a way to avoid the negative elements of the electro-demon once and for all. The spread of the electronic demon reminds me of the past apocalyptic illusions, the spread of the psychedelic drug "Paradise" dominated by the Doomsday Shinrikyo Cult, and the expansion of the wizarding system dominated by the Mar Jones family. and the malignant infection of the "Saya" virus. In this apocalyptic fantasy, "Paradise" has also spread, "Wizard" has also become an extremely important system in "Mystery", and the "Saya" virus has been further perfected, these are large-scale erosive forces, and the appearance of diffuse electronic demons in the Nazi repeater always has a-for-tat flavor.

"No, it doesn't need to be." "If we get too strong, we risk triggering resistance in their hearts, which in turn will amplify the erosion of the electrodemon." I think that if they leave with hostility, then, when they return, they will be completely driven by the malice of their hearts, and they will have no scruples about operating in this city. On the contrary, suppressing them after they have obtained the electronic demon can strengthen the shackles in their hearts, so that even if they have evil thoughts, they have to lie dormant instead of taking radical measures in the first place. ”

"So that's what Agawa thought." Eight points nodded and agreed with this calculation: "If the electronic demon will spread, it means that there will be an endless stream of people using the electronic demon, and if we fight head-on, even if we have an absolutely strong advantage, even if we can withstand the impact of the other party repeatedly, we will not be at peace, after all, we have too few people." ”

"But it's okay to make an example, right?" Sakuya hesitated for a moment, she said it very lightly, and as soon as she heard it, she knew how much she knew about the concept of "killing one and making an example". I think that if she really uses such a cool method, I'm afraid she is the only one here who can't do it in the first place. No normal person living in an era of civilization and peace would feel that killing is a good way to stop killing. If you really want to use the method of "killing one and making an example", then, I estimate that in the initial stage, it will probably take you to accumulate dozens of electronic demon summoners and slaughter them at one time in order to make the other party shudder. After that, you have to face the hidden people and use the resources of the government to fight back.

Under the premise that electronic demons will erode people's hearts, malice will continue to grow, and people will be more inclined to confrontation than cooperation. In this way, the whisperer who initially killed a hundred must conduct a large-scale hunt for the electronic demon summoner condensed in the shadows every once in a while, and each time he has to face more enemies than the last time, the first time if only a few dozen people can be suppressed, then, the second time may require hundreds of people, even if the government does not ask, this kind of frequent killing, is not something normal people can bear. Among the whisperers, I, Tomie, and Sagawa may not be shaken by this, however, Sakiya and Hakkei are just ordinary people, killing in the name of whisperers. As one of the members of the Whisperers, it is absolutely impossible for them to stay out of it.

What's more, in this normally developing society, unless the mystery has spread to a tipping point that completely destroys the order of the past, it is necessary to take into account the pressure from the government side. A functioning government agency. It is impossible to allow this kind of hunting of dozens or hundreds of people to occur in one's own territory. Even if "mystery" is used, unless it is a powerful consciousness walker, it is absolutely impossible to completely erase the traces of this kind of hunting activity. When the time comes, the whisperer will turn from the justice of "keeping the city stable" to the lawless and evil terrorist.

Today, the Whisperers do not lack powerful occultists, but there are many aspects of their organizational structure that are too much to be a truly occult organization. Therefore, it is impossible to carry out activities while leaving aside the current social order.

"Killing a hundred people will only make the city worse." Apparently Hakkei had also taken these things into account, she shook her head and said, "Agawa's goal is to maintain the peaceful life and normal operation of the city despite the mysterious spread. This goal cannot be achieved by just one person or a few strong people. Since the Electro Demon will be the most common mysterious force, it is inevitable to cooperate with this emerging force. Otherwise, Agawa would not need to take the initiative to hand over the information of the electronic demon to the student council. Unleash kindness on them. Let them feel the pressure, guide them. The best solution is to follow a continuous and orderly way of doing things, maintaining the balance between mystery and normalcy in the city. ”

"No, actually, even if there is only one person, it is possible to accomplish this goal through strong means." Zuo Chuan suddenly said: "You haven't had much contact with mystery in the Eight Scenes. Therefore, it is not clear what kind of terrible process the mystery can reach, nor is it known that there is a mysterious power called consciousness walking. A strong consciousness walker can control the activities of consciousness within the scope of his ability. In order for people to take action, they must first develop the consciousness of action. Consciousness walkers, on the other hand, can interfere with this source. ”

Sakuya and Hakkei looked at each other and looked at Sagawa's expression, as if they were listening to a mythical story. It is true that there is no shortage of depictions of human beings in the various works of human beings, but these descriptions often highlight the limits of this power, and they will eventually be in a position to be defeated, because people are afraid of such a power, and instinctively weaken it from their own consciousness, and even do not want to admit that this power exists.

Even in the occult circle, the consciousness walker is such a feared anomaly, however, even if most people, including most occult experts, do not like the consciousness walker, they can never stop the consciousness walker's activities - perhaps, the consciousness walker who has just acquired this mystery can still be killed lightly, but once they get used to their own power, they will eliminate the possibility of being detected and attacked in an efficient and direct way from the consciousness level.

Most of the time, if the "mystery" of a mystical expert does not have the nature of consciousness interference, I am afraid that even the consciousness walker will not be able to detect it when he is around. In a situation where it is extremely difficult to find and identify a conscious walker, it is even more difficult to stop a conscious walker. Fortunately, not all consciousness walkers like to do evil, and consciousness walkers usually go toe-to-toe with each other because of their different concepts, and they will compete at the level of consciousness. Constraints from within the group of Mindwalkers make Mindwalkers often more cautious than the average occult expert.

Because only a consciousness walker can understand how terrible the mystery of consciousness is. Just as theoretically, no "mystery" is invincible, and for consciousness walkers, they will also be deeply aware of how much risk they need to take when facing other mysteries of consciousness.

The existence of the consciousness walker group is probably the biggest difference I have found in this apocalyptic illusion and the past apocalyptic illusion. This mysterious embodiment already means that the foundation that constitutes the illusion of the end has the possibility of being shaken. After all, the entire apocalyptic illusion is, in essence, a huge product of consciousness, a "mystery" that can directly have an effect on consciousness, and theoretically has the possibility of purifying LCL.

I even feel that this mysterious appearance is the real reflection of the proximity of the end for the entire apocalyptic illusion.

In scientific theory, any species that has sustainable development has an instinct for self-preservation, limiting the operation of its own power to the extent that it does not harm itself, rather than reaching its limits without limits, or even exceeding them. And the appearance of the Consciousness Walker, and the possibility of it operating that vaguely exceeds the limits, makes me have to think that this is also a sign of self-destruction by patients with doomsday syndrome, a manifestation of further deterioration of the condition.

In the work, all the forces that interfere with consciousness are necessarily flawed, cannot be diffused, and what seems to have no limit, but in fact has a limit, will destroy itself because of the triggering of the limit before destroying the world of Miè. However, in the apocalyptic vision, this restriction from human consciousness disappears. Probably because, any anomaly, any mystery in this world, may not exist to protect this world, but to promote the process of apocalypse.

So, fundamentally, the idea that Cyberball wants to be able to stop the end through the mystery, the prophecies of the prophets and the unity of the people may have been wrong in the first place. However, because the cyberball itself cannot explore the source of the "mystery", and cannot jump out of the apocalyptic fantasy of its own existence, and look at the world from a more transcendent perspective, it is impossible to realize this, or even if it is realized, it is difficult to find more evidence to make others believe this before it is proven. Moreover, "mystery" does not arise because people want or don't want it, it is a central element of the apocalyptic illusion, a mandatory premise for the existence of this world.

Therefore, the more you come into contact with the mystery, the more you will feel that the end is unstoppable. My efforts in the past, and the efforts that Netball continues to do to this day, are like a bad joke.

But it doesn't matter, now, I know what I should do and what I should do. Only monsters can deal with monsters, and only by fundamentally eradicating the "virus" can they save the patients with doomsday syndrome, and any act that seems to save the world in the Doomsday Fantasy is actually ineffective. If there is anything that the hospital cannot do in reality and must complete in the apocalyptic illusion, it must not be to fight the mystery of malice and maintain the normal operation of social order, but to use the high-dimensional nature of consciousness to find out the "virus", let "Jiang" fight it to the death, and then, ensure that "Jiang", which may have the characteristics of the real Jiang, will achieve the final victory.

I've never been the main character in my story. Gao Chuan is not the protagonist, the cyberball is not the protagonist, the super color is not the protagonist, the hospital is not the protagonist, the real protagonist, from the beginning, is "Jiang" and "virus".

So, I said to Sakiya and Hakkei, who were surprised by the new term consciousness walker, "Don't worry, no consciousness walker can defeat me. If a consciousness walker can defeat me, it means that if you kill it, you will be victorious. ”

Because, the existence of "Jiang" is doomed, and this power to defeat and destroy me in the real sense must come from the "virus".

When Zuo Chuan heard me say this, he immediately showed a shocked expression. I know why, such absolutes, as a rule, do not come out of the mouths of occult experts. My statement, in the eyes of others, is probably like boasting, and I think this attitude is very different from what I have always said.

I've always considered myself a special one, and it turns out that I'm a special one, but that doesn't mean that I always feel like I'm the most important and decisive one. I have never felt superior because I feel special, and after entering the reality of the hospital, I understand better that my own particularity, and what kind of heavy and sad result it is, is not a reason to be proud and superior at all. Just as no patient feels superior to having a terminal illness, a person with a terminal illness is of course special compared to most ordinary people.

However, I think that the conclusive tone of the previous statement against the consciousness walker will be misleading. Even though, only I know that I can say those words, it is not because of a sense of superiority, and it is by no means unpurposeful. (To be continued......)