Chapter 1107: Neither Life nor Death
"The doctor said that you were blinded by a blow to the head, and it is unlikely that you will be cured!" In the ward, Shen Mengyao sat beside the bed, and her words were full of gloom.
Although this incident was not her fault, it was Zhang Daoyi who saved her, but it was not Zhang Daoyi who pulled her into her arms at the moment of crisis, she was probably dead.
As for now, because of Zhang Daoyi, she was just a little frightened, as well as a little bruises, and there were no other problems.
The problem is Zhang Daoyi, the internal organs are slightly bleeding, and the brain is damaged due to the collision, so that he is blind, and Shen Mengyao has a feeling of guilt in his heart for Zhang Daoyi's current situation.
Zhang Daoyi didn't speak, but carefully savored the various emotions in his heart, including fear, hesitation, and despair, Zhang Daoyi himself was like a bystander, quietly watching the changes in his heart.
After three months of practice, coupled with the worldview he had cultivated before, Zhang Daoyi thought that he was fearless, after all, he was not even afraid of death, what else was he afraid of?!
But now, Zhang Daoyi knows that he is not as firm as he imagined, and losing his light means that he has to lose a lot of things, and this feeling of loss makes Zhang Daoyi hesitate.
If Zhang Daoyi hadn't practiced, I'm afraid he would have been on the verge of collapse at this moment, but now, Zhang Daoyi is very calm, all kinds of emotions are churning in his heart, and he has seen his truest self through this.
Zhang Daoyi struggled to overcome the thoughts in his heart, the fear of losing the light, the hesitation of the future, and the despair of losing everything now.
"The true meaning of cultivation is to subdue its heart, there are gains and losses, in line with the avenue, this time may not be a chance, if I can grasp it, my state of mind, may not be able to go to the next level!"
Zhang Daoyi forced himself to turn his attention to cultivation, which was the true pillar of Zhang Daoyi's soul.
The previous three months of high-intensity practice and study were enough to make ordinary people collapse ten times and hundreds of times, but Zhang Daoyi persevered.
What Zhang Daoyi relied on was his dedication to cultivation, which was the wish in his heart, and he was willing to give everything for this.
In the past, such a wish has been deceived by all kinds of red and mundane thoughts, until he met Shen Ruoyun, the dust in Zhang Daoyi's heart gradually dissipated, and his heart gradually revealed its brilliance.
Zhang Daoyi is not a genius, but he has done a lot of things that a genius can't do in three months, of course, there are reasons for Shen Ruoyun, but more importantly, Zhang Daoyi has found his wish, every move is in line with his wishes, and he can naturally burst out with unlimited potential.
The five flavors in his heart are mixed, and the tastes are varied, Zhang Daoyi firmly guards the clear thought in his heart, so as to escape into the slim void.
This is the method that Shen Ruoyun taught Zhang Daoyi to practice the soul, taking the true meaning of the four major emptiness of Buddhism, which can help people to penetrate the six senses and five aggregates, and see the original light.
The name of this method is one word 'emptiness', it is the introduction to the six reincarnation methods, the six reincarnation methods, which are the methods developed by the old monk after Nirvana, not a mortal can control, with the realm of Zhang Daoyi, if you practice strongly, you will either achieve nothing, or you will be insane, there is no third possibility.
The soul is more and more empty and empty, Zhang Daoyi seems to be the supreme god, examining every thought in his heart, this is a difficult opportunity to find, the higher the realm, the higher the grasp of emotions, it is difficult to have huge mood fluctuations on weekdays.
This also makes it difficult for cultivators to find the flaws in their souls, but now, all kinds of emotions are surging in Zhang Daoyi's heart, so that all kinds of flaws in Zhang Daoyi's heart are revealed.
Zhang Daoyi felt the flaws in his heart and tasted those complex emotions, he did not choose to forcibly wipe out those emotions, but traced the root of the emotions and unraveled them with great perseverance and wisdom.
Originally, according to Zhang Daoyi's way, it was to cut off all distracting thoughts, so as to ensure that his soul was clear and not stained with dirt.
And this time, after experiencing a car accident and a life and death, Zhang Daoyi suddenly grasped the truth of impermanence of fortune and misfortune, there is no protagonist in the world, and anything can happen.
Life and death are only in an instant, everything is fate, he met Shen Mengyao is fate, blindness is also fate, in fact, everything is in fate, fate is born and fate is extinguished, and it is inexhaustible, people are alive, in fact, they want to untie fate, not cut off fate.
As soon as this thought came out, Zhang Daoyi's heart suddenly changed, and there was already a kind of Bodhi without a tree, and the mirror was not a platform; There was nothing in the first place, where to stir up dust.
This is the realm of the six ancestors Huineng, whether it is life or death, Zhang Daoyi got a glimpse of this realm in one fell swoop by chance, but it is easy to get, it is difficult to keep the way, Zhang Daoyi has only entered this realm for a short time, with his current background, it is impossible to keep, but Rao is so, this is also a valuable experience.
All kinds of emotions were unraveled by Zhang Daoyi from the root, Zhang Daoyi did not escape, but chose to face all this, and in this process, Zhang Daoyi really calmed down.
"If you're blind, you're blind, it's not a big deal, at least I'm alive!" Zhang Daoyi said softly, his words were full of calmness, without the slightest flustery and hesitation, and he seemed very confident.
"yes, at least you're alive!" Saying that, Shen Mengyao seemed to have made up some kind of determination: "If it really can't be cured, I will take care of you in the future!" ”
When Zhang Dao heard this, he understood what Shen Mengyao was thinking, and said with a light smile: "I'm blind not because of you, you don't have to feel guilty, sometimes, don't be too kind, this will only harm yourself!" ”
"I can take care of myself, I am a martial arts practitioner, and the loss of my eyes will not have as much impact on me as you imagined!"
Zhang Daoyi naturally couldn't let Shen Mengyao take care of himself, it wasn't that he didn't have a good impression of Shen Mengyao, it was precisely because he had a good impression that he would refuse without hesitation.
If he agreed, it would only ruin Shen Mengyao's future life, she knew Shen Mengyao very well, and knew that Shen Mengyao was a very kind person in her bones, saying this might just be impulsive, but if she agreed, Shen Mengyao would definitely really take care of him because of the guilt that shouldn't exist, which is not a good thing.
"You can't see anything, how are you going to live in the future?!" Shen Mengyao thought that Zhang Daoyi was being strong, looking at the salted fish who had been shouting 666 behind her, and suddenly became like this, Shen Mengyao felt very uncomfortable, not to mention that Zhang Daoyi also saved her life.
She knows that after this change, Zhang Daoyi's life will be ten times more difficult than before, Zhang Daoyi not only can't provide for his parents, but also has to let his elderly parents take care of him, as for getting married and having children, who would want to marry his daughter to a blind man who can't do anything?!
This means that what is easy for ordinary people to get is almost impossible for Zhang Daoyi to obtain.
And Zhang Daoyi's parents will always die one day, Shen Mengyao is a little hard to imagine, after Zhang Daoyi's parents leave, what will be waiting for Zhang Daoyi.