1704 Slightly embarrassed2
Takakawa doesn't intend to deceive anyone, but sometimes, in order to avoid trouble, he keeps silent. What is the point of www.biquge.info telling the reality of the hospital to people who believe in the existence of this world and cannot observe the reality of the hospital? To whom is it beneficial to tell the reality of the hospital to those who are eager for the end of the world? The teenager Takakawa writes his adventures into the stories, while the prosthetic Takakawa keeps these stories in his own brain and hardware.
Refusing to reveal too much of what he knew to the Goth Maiden was Takakawa's decision alone, and he also understood that in a way, this practice may be one of the reasons why the camp was attacked by New Century Gospel. Even so, even though he saw the people who were camping die because of this, and the people who saw the whisperers became confused, Takakawa felt sad and painful, but he didn't feel that he should have made a different choice in the first place.
If this is your own choice, the result that you have to bear, then bear it.
Let's not talk about how painful Gao Chuan would be if all this was irreparable, but before making a choice, knowing that all this had a chance to be redeemed was also one of the reasons why he made his decision.
There are few people in the doomsday fantasy world who can go through multiple reincarnations like "Takakawa", and observe the world from different angles at the same time, even if the goth girl is really as special as she said, she has also gone through multiple doomsday illusions, and she has not been able to feel the reality of the hospital as deeply as "Takakawa".
Takakawa neither agrees with her thoughts nor her actions, the truth of the end is just a trouble for him, a distortion, a manifestation of pathology, and the reason why he feels pain and sadness for the followers of the truth of the end is simply because they are just like themselves, like everyone else, are people with doomsday syndrome, and their distortion and pathology are not what they originally wanted, the "virus" has changed everything. Takakawa's thoughts, the details of his every emotion and behavior, cannot be concealed in the presence of observant people like goth girls.
Even if there are similarities in experience, even if it is needed, Gao Chuan knows very well that there are too many differences between himself and the goth girl, unless the mind changes, the two are not all the way, and it can even be said that no matter how harmonious they are when they get along before and after, they can't change the fact that the two are enemies of each other. And if you want to change your mind, there is a particularly unequal difficulty in this apocalyptic fantasy. To change from a normal thought to a thought of the doomsday truth, it only takes a little shake, and to go from the doomsday truth to normal, to be honest, Takakawa has never seen anyone who can do it.
It's like a terminal illness, to replace a terminal illness, you only need to be infected with the relevant virus, but to eradicate a terminal disease, if it is really that easy, then it is not called a terminal disease.
Takakawa stared at the Goth Maiden calmly, unshaken by the predicament at hand: all the inferences he had made about the impact of the New Age Gospel had been verified by this moment, and he had failed to save the people who had camped and had not protected the Whisperers, let alone the others who had now fallen into the depths of the night. He wanted to do a lot of good things, but the results were always cruel in front of him.
Whether it is to accept this cruelty or to fight against this cruelty, it is a painful and hopeless thing. However, Takakawa has struggled with such grief, pain, and despair, and has struggled with an unknown number of personalities.
When the information left by the "Takakawa" in the past is all classified into the mind of the prosthetic Takakawa in the form of memories, impressions, feelings, or other levels of consciousness, the sadness, despair, and pain he experienced will also be the sum of the "Takakawa". Even so, isn't he without a breakdown?
He didn't break down, he was still fighting, and that's what he always insisted on. It is precisely because we are still persisting and thinking that this is tragic, proud, and calm.
Super Dorothy said that excluding the factor of "Jiang", he has surpassed the teenager Gao Chuan in "strength". He never thought about whether this conclusion was correct, whether it was a comfort or encouragement, but he knew very well that he was very strong, so strong that even if the "virus" appeared in front of him immediately, even if in the next moment, he would be destroyed by that inexplicable fear, and he could pull out the sword in his heart and slash at the other party in that billionth of a second before his personality collapsed.
Therefore, even if the enemy is as powerful as the Goth Maiden, and he uses all kinds of incredible means in front of him, he will not be able to make his spirit fluctuate beyond the limit. The only thing that can make his emotions boil is the moment when he shows his sword to everything that makes people desperate. It is an indisputable fact that the prosthetic Takakawa is the closest to the existence of the super Takakawa of all Takakawa.
On the other hand, although Takakawa felt that what the Goth Maiden did to the Whisperer was a disadvantage to him, it was not. The Goth Maiden is more self-conscious than he thinks. To what extent can a truly powerful consciousness walker go at intelligence acquisition? Gao Chuan has always been able to imagine and speculate according to his own personal experience, but now, the goth girl has revealed the bottom line to him a little in her own way.
"No, I don't need to listen to what you have to say. I'll only let you say some things in my own way, and then judge them in my own way. The Goth Maiden also said straight to the point: "Human beings are very good at lying, and they will forget or tamper with their true knowledge due to various factors. But it doesn't matter, I didn't listen to what other people said with their mouths a long time ago, I am a consciousness walker, I have observed people's consciousness in the human subconscious countless times, and what they think is hidden in their hearts and forgotten by themselves is completely lost, but even if their brains really don't even retain these memories, but a long time ago, when these people encountered something for the first time, when they realized it for the first time, these consciousness information had already passed through their individual consciousness, The backup is in the collective human subconscious. All I need is a coordinate to determine where that information corresponds to the collective human subconscious - so, Takagawa, all I need is to lock in to that coordinate from the moment you become conscious of my words. It doesn't matter to me what you say, or nothing at all. ”
After a pause, she described it this way: "I would make people say things that they didn't even know they knew." ”
It's scary, Takakawa thought, but it's just an idea.
Takakawa didn't think that she was here to show off her strength, to make him submit with words, or to continue to threaten him with the Whisperers who were already like empty shells.
Now that the development of the situation has verified the initial inference, it is only natural that the situation of the whisperer has also taken a turn for the better. The appearance of the whisperers now does not match the goth girl's idea of cooperation.
The goth girl jumped out of the back of the chair and stood on the air a foot above the ground, her figure as if the image had been disturbed, very unstable, as if she could barely maintain such a silhouette, Takakawa only heard her say: "Whether you deliberately cover up, or naturally forget, or even don't know yourself, it makes no sense to me, and in front of a powerful consciousness walker, it makes no sense to lock up consciousness." ”
Takakawa was silent, he didn't intend to refute, because, no matter how much he said, or how much she said, if each insisted on his own ideas, then these words were meaningless.
"Your time is coming." Takakawa said intuitively. Although this deepest night is clearly an experiment in the New Age Gospel, the Goth Maiden seems to need "unexpected changes" rather than "everything in the palm of your hand". She needed something special, out of her control, to prove something possible.
Gao Chuan believes that the little girl who may be the pseudo Jiang and the existence of the fake Gao Chuan are all what she wants, but she can't be sure of the changes that will occur in the depths of the night. Now, this change has occurred. Her image becomes unstable here, which is understandable.
The Goth Maiden may not be as relaxed as she appears at this time, and Takakawa doesn't know how much she needs to pay to catch this change, but it is clear that she must have paid something.
"No, barely sustainable." The goth girl replied, her eyes fell back into the darkness outside the door again, the formless behemoth had just touched the gray mist giant egg while the two were talking, and it seemed to be about to catch the giant egg, but the reason why it was so slow to move and grab the giant egg was so difficult was naturally because there was another force interfering with it.
Takakawa is not only an expert in mysteries, but also has the experience of walking in consciousness, and in a mysterious event, in a world of consciousness, he can infer the possibility of its occurrence with the least number of clues to the unusual situation that occurs in front of him. If the weirdness of this behemoth is not the product of the New Age Gospel, then it is a natural opposition to the Goth Maiden in the depths of the night.
It's also a change, but it doesn't seem so sudden and unexpected to the goth girl.
"So, what the hell is this monster? As you said, it is at the surface of the collective human subconscious. Takakawa asked a little puzzled, "It must have a great impact on human beings." ”
"Almost all human beings are not immune to its influence, and what you feel here is not what it really is, nor is it its true essence, but only a sense of what you feel about it, and what makes a part of it manifest itself as such." The goth girl said calmly and meaningfully: "You subconsciously depicted it, but in fact, everyone will subconsciously depict it when they encounter it, but of course, its true face is not what people portray. ”
"What the hell is it?" Takakawa asked in an equally calm voice.
"It's emotions." "It's an expression of an emotion, or a combination of emotions," said the Goth Maiden. As long as human beings possess emotions, they will always exist, and they will always operate on the surface of the collective human subconscious. It is easy for all who enter the collective human subconscious to encounter it, but no one knows what it really looks like. Because, what kind of image it appears in is determined by the observer himself. As it is now, in fact, what I see is different from what you see, whether it is felt or seen, and at the same time, it is not really what it looks like. You can feel it, Mr. Takakawa, that what you feel or look at is only a part, and the larger, more essential, more real part is in that endless darkness. ”
"Can you interfere with something like that?" Takakawa knows that the goth girl is very strong, but it is hard to imagine how strong she really is and what kind of things she can do at her limit.
"Everything about a conscious walker exists only in the concept of consciousness. All sentient beings are theoretically not immune to the intervention of consciousness walkers. If all conscious beings are interconnected from the depths of consciousness, then consciousness walkers are naturally able to use this network for anything. "Emotions are only a superficial part of human consciousness, and for the most part, it is unrestrained, but—"
After such a pause, she raised her umbrella, and the tip of the umbrella pointed to the formless, as if it was infinite darkness itself, but it could depict a certain outline from the senses.
Takakawa couldn't feel what the goth girl had done at all, and could only conclude that she must have done something from the change in the situation. The part of the "behemoth" that grabbed the Gray Mist Dome felt "stiff", and then, like glass, "shattered" - whether it was stiff or broken, it was not an observable phenomenon, but only a feeling that came from the heart.
The infinite darkness did not change under the gaze of the eyes, whether it was the chain judgment or the data on the retina screen, everything was moving as usual, but Gao Chuan felt a small vortex appear in the darkness again, releasing a huge suction force and sucking the "behemoth" into it in one go.
-- It's like a black hole.
Takagawa thought so. The power shown by the Goth Maiden was enough to make him deeply feel that in a world where the expression was biased towards consciousness or completely conscious, she would not be her opponent at all with her own strength. The sole leader of this New Century Gospel, its real opponent, is at least a monster of the level of the ultimate weapon. Or maybe it's the color hub and Super Dorothy. Judging by her feelings alone, Takakawa is also more powerful than the wheelchair man in the net ball who can also dive into the collective subconscious of human beings. (To be continued.) )