1196 Meeting place
The power of the repeater is beyond imagination, it simply creates another "doomsday illusion". In this apocalyptic fantasy, there is hardly any falsehood, or, at all, the real human society - I guess, it is a reflection of the personality consciousness formed by the power of the collective human subconscious - and after the materialized body is excluded, the "real" of human beings becomes **. And the existence of such a world also makes me even more uncertain whether the seemingly more materialistic world of the "hospital reality", as if there is no zài mystery, is the real world in the general sense. I have never walked out of the hospital, just by relying on those fragmented memories, I can't determine what the outside world is like, whether it is just as in my memory, and in the hospital, I have also experienced a series of mysterious events, but those events have been denied by doctors with various scientific theories, and the rest, the most mysterious thing, is still the "virus".
It is precisely because the incredible "virus" is stored there, and it is also stored here, like a bridge, running through the world that should be strictly divided into "unreal" and "real", so it makes people feel that every world is full of **. In the same way, "Jiang" also runs through the reality of the hospital, the me in this apocalyptic fantasy, and the me in the world of repeaters. It makes me feel that only "Jiang" and "virus" are the only existential objects that can be used as references—without them, all qiē are false, and all qiē are true. Of course, it is also possible that the opposite is true, that the world in which they exist is false, and that the world in which they do not exist is real. However, their influence on my existence and my life is so strong. How can I be sure that they are false? Moreover, if there is no zài in their world, it is real, then because of them, there is zài in the me. And my experiences, my dreams, my struggles, my struggles, what is it? I also imagined that the so-called "real" is also relative, but that assumption doesn't make any sense at all, because. Relative truth means that every qiē can be false, and I can't accept the result that "my own existence, the one qiē I love, and the world that contains myself, can become false".
I don't think there will be anyone. Be willing to admit this true relativity. Unless, that is already an inhuman being.
in my head. I think that many of the absurd assumptions are due to my attempts to understand things that I cannot understand, such as "river" and "virus". I knew that if I didn't think about these things, I might be able to alleviate my psychopathy. However, I can't turn a blind eye to them, I can't turn a blind eye to the qiē that happens because of them.
Many times, I feel about the impact of the "virus" on people with doomsday syndrome. It may also be reflected in the patient's thinking, which includes this compulsive rambling thinking, like me, who is always unable to restrain his thoughts and stop thinking. Among Dr. Nguyen Li's patients, there are also patients with insomnia, and there are many reasons for insomnia, and no matter how tired you are, you can't stop thinking cranky, which is also one of the common reasons, your mind is filled with too many thoughts, and you can't get effective rest, which leads to psychological imbalance. For such patients, a moderate amount of sleeping pills is often an effective solution, but, as I am now, even if I "fall asleep", I will only enter a nightmare that is vivid at every moment, and continue to worry about the troubles of daily life, and endlessly diverge my thinking, which must be unbearable for ordinary people.
From this point of view, the "lucky people" who obtain the electronic demon are not necessarily lucky, they are bound to bear greater psychological pressure than ordinary people, and they cannot get rest through guò "sleep". If every time you sleep, you will inevitably go into a nightmare, and if the damage you suffer in a nightmare will continue to you after you wake up, then how many people will continue to be excited about the "difference" they have achieved after obtaining the mystery?
I gathered the thoughts in my head and slowly stood up. I still have many questions that remain unanswered, but one thing is for sure, most of the electronic demon messengers will have psychological problems within a month due to the inevitable nightmare experience. Physiological oppression will cause mental abnormalities, which will then be fed back to the physiology. Their negative emotions such as fear, anxiety, and anger will grow like weeds in spring, and the world will become more chaotic.
In this way, the mysterious organization, which has more experience in solving this change, will naturally be better able to absorb members and expand at a faster rate than the outside world. The mystical spread that broke out in this repeater world has strong side effects on people's psychology and spirit, and this side effect is well hidden in the advantages brought by mystery, how many people can see through this at this time?
I pushed open the door of the watch shop, and the scenery outside was indeed restored to "normality"—under the gloomy sky, the mist flowed through the streets, but the sound that came from time to time, the figures that swayed from time to time, made the dead silence of the morning no longer exist. Over the course of a week, more and more electronic demon messengers have entered this nightmare Las Vegas, bringing vitality to the anomalous city, but also confusion at the same time. Nightmare Las Vegas is like a public square, they come here and don't know what to do and what to do. Nightmare Las Vegas seems empty, but it is not safe, this is a world of consciousness, and there is no shortage of monsters born of certain consciousness in the world of consciousness, their existence and behavior are extremely strange, ordinary people are completely incomprehensible, they may be very powerful, they may be very weak, but even experienced consciousness walkers often do not actively provoke them like most of the electronic demon messengers here.
Originally, in this nightmare, fighting was not necessary, but normal people's thinking made them think of this place as a larger battlefield, or a game of monster fighting adventure. Because they can't understand the meaning of this nightmare, many people like people to give the world a meaning that they can understand and accept. Of the electronic demon emissaries I've come into contact with, there are very few who insist that this world is a meaningless place.
I can't say that the conclusion that "Nightmare Las Vegas is meaningless" is correct. However, if it had meaning, it was definitely not the meaning that the electronic demon messengers themselves understood and forcibly recognized. In addition, there is a minority of people who agree that it must be of great significance to make the Electrodemonic Emissaries think of it. And through guò in various ways, including fighting, to carry out what they think is the meaning of this nightmare Las Vegas existence. I think this idea is at least a little more profound than the statement that "this is just a playground". Of course, that doesn't mean it's right.
I've never thought in detail about the meaning of this nightmare Las Vegas, I don't agree with any of the statements of the people who came here, and I never put forward my own because. The information I know complicates this nightmare. In the apocalyptic vision, the root cause of any mystery and anomaly will involve the physiological and conscious pathologies of the patients with doomsday syndrome, and even the "virus" itself, and once these problems are involved, they will eventually become unsolvable problems. Because, physiological pathologies may be explained by science. However, the development of science in terms of consciousness is extremely shallow. Moreover, it has been proven that the "virus" is still incomprehensible.
So, in the apocalyptic fantasy, all the topics that involve the mysterious and the anomalous, all the attempts to understand the meaning and reason of the mysterious and anomalous existence. None of them will get the results they want. The attempt to fully understand and unearth the meaning of this nightmare Las Vegas is laughable in itself. However, it is precisely because many people are trying to do this that there is a difference in philosophy and perception. These people are generally divided into several camps. People in the same camp may not really join forces, or they may have enemies with each other, but they have similar ideas and actions.
This week, in order to figure out what kind of place this nightmare Las Vegas is, the confrontation between the different camps is not fierce, compared to the number of people who enter here, this place is too big, and the anomalies that occur here are too strange, dangerous and frequent. External pressure, the lack of intelligence, give people with different ideas a reason to cooperate, but I don't think that situation will last long. Some of the information I have summarized about the relationship between the electronic demon messenger, the ghost nightmare, and the nightmare Las Vegas has also been disseminated by people with intentions, and there is a tendency to become common sense, according to my private observations, the vast majority of people who can enter the nightmare Las Vegas, use this information as a basis, and then understand the new world.
Every night, the number of people entering Nightmare Las Vegas is rising, from the initial dozens, to hundreds, to thousands, and in just one week, it has risen to 10,000, but even so, for a big city like Las Vegas, it still seems extremely empty. However, the habits of social creatures soon led people to spontaneously form fixed meeting places in certain well-known places, which were no safer than those open areas outside, but the gathering of people would always bring people a greater sense of security, and at the same time, some conventional rules would be formed. So far, there has not been a big man who can drive most of the other electronic demon users to unite the group and implement their own ideas. The strangeness and potency of the mystical power strengthens the individuality and weakens the commonality between the electronic demon messengers, and these changes are actually similar to the outside world.
During this time, I have been silently following the development in Nightmare Las Vegas, targeting some NOG people, some suspected Doomsday Shinrikyo people, but I have not found any traces of the Nazis, only from some special cases to detect signs of Nazis - not that these people have become Nazis in the actual sense, but that their way of thinking and acting is moving in the direction of the Nazis.
John Bull has also arrived, but she is not seen every night. She has some methods to strictly and effectively control her sleep, and she is also trying to adjust her subconscious through psychological hypnosis. She is not a consciousness walker, but she has a lot of experience from consciousness walkers. She was one of the first to obtain electronic demons, and as an experienced occult expert, she also has her own judgment on this mystery, and it is impossible to accept it all in a daze like the aborigines, and she has studied and transformed this mystery, although there are many personalized places. But on the larger scale, it is the crystallization of the collective wisdom of the NOG team. I don't need to analyze the other NOG mystery experts, just from John Bull, I can read the growth of Rivet and the others, compared to what I felt when I last came into contact with the ruling bureau, this team of more than 100 mystery experts has completed the run-in.
But. From John Bull's mouth, I also learned that in the short time that the team officially entered the world of repeaters, the number of team members has dropped to double digits because of some targeted actions. Among them, the damage from the Doomsday Shinrikyo naturally accounts for the vast majority. The two sides have many disputes over European and American affairs, but just like the outside world, they have been operating in this world for a long time. The Cult of Doomsday Shinrikyo with more information has always had the upper hand.
Even so, I feel that the Doomsday Shinrikyo will still give them time to develop, and to fight and not exterminate, is their strategy against NOG, and this strategy is enough to remind people of their plans behind their backs. I didn't say much in that regard, because. It's just my personal thoughts, and. I'm not part of the NOG team anymore, and I'm not the only smart guy on the team.
But even if you can't talk too much about work, chatting with John Bull is still a pleasant thing to do. After all, although they have parted ways. But the stage goals are still the same, and the circle of thinking and life also has a lot of overlap, she belongs to the net ball, and I used to belong to the net ball. Speaking of love, although the relationship has not been for a long time, she is also an old boss. In such a ** and abnormal place as Nightmare Las Vegas, we can be considered natural allies.
As usual, I went to the meeting place near the watch shop, where there is a bar, because there is no day or night in Nightmare Las Vegas, so the bar has no specific opening hours, it will always be open as long as the owner of the bar is online. However, it is said that the owner of the bar has never been offline, and many newcomers have heard this rumor and thought that the owner of the bar is a "nightmare Las Vegas NPC", but in fact, he is a mysterious expert of the NOG team, and he can be online for a long time, which is also the research result of the NOG team. It's just that if they don't say it, others can only be unaware.
A week ago, I told the five Electro Demon Emissaries I first met that if I wanted to leave Nightmare Las Vegas, I would have to go back to the location where I had entered and experience the Ghost Nightmare again. As it turned out, this was not the only way. Just as a normal person can wake up from sleep on their own, waking up from this nightmare is also a way to "wake up naturally". It seems safer to wake up naturally than to wake up voluntarily through ghost nightmares, but the way to wake up naturally cannot determine the time, place and method, so it still does not give people enough security. Moreover, because of the natural awakening of the existence of zài, therefore, among the many aboriginal electronic demon messengers, it is theoretically impossible to stay in Nightmare Las Vegas for a long time, and sleeping for a long time is naturally an extremely abnormal thing. On the contrary, there are also people who worry that leaving the nightmare Las Vegas by waking up naturally for a long time will prolong the stay in the nightmare and eventually turn themselves into a vegetative state.
All situations that go against consensus and accepted assumptions are noticeable, and the owner of the bar is such a being. The owner of the bar ignores the speculation of others' good intentions and malicious intentions, and although he also clashed with some electronic demon messengers because of this, the final winner is naturally needless to say. That bar is where the owner's haunted nightmare is, just as the watch shop is where Marceau's haunted nightmare is, and the owner of the bar naturally has a high degree of control over the inside of the bar. I learned from John Bull that the results of such a study were actually based on the information I had exchanged with them about Marceau. And this fact also proves that the difference between Marceau and other electronic demon messengers is not completely exceptional, but a mysterious way of using power that can be copied and even improved. However, Marceau's difference is not limited to her control over her ghostly nightmares, there are too many details that cannot be explained, and therefore, it cannot be denied that she has been implanted with a mysterious seed, and then the possibility of mutation.
Therefore, it is necessary to continue to analyze the situation of the female foreman, the female teacher and Zuo Chuan. To this end, I asked for two copies of the electronic demon summoning system from the NOG team through the way of the intelligence transaction, and the way to complete the transaction was handed over by John Bull in Nightmare Las Vegas - this is also a real yàn, and they want to try to see how this conscious world interferes with the material world. After all, the state of consciousness and the state of matter are never strictly separated in the "mystery".
I didn't have an appointment with John Bull, but since there are no special circumstances, I don't think John Bull will miss the appointment. By the time I arrived at the rallying point, the street was already bustling with activity, and I don't know what was so special about Nightmare Las Vegas that it had changed in popularity over the past week, but it was now one of the most recognizable large gathering places in Nightmare Las Vegas. At first glance, people of all colors, languages, genders, and attire are either mavericks or communicative, and these people are electronic demon messengers. Until now, I know only one person who can still enter a nightmare after losing his electronic demon. On weekdays, I disguised myself with silence, but John Niu and Zuo Chuan had a good relationship, and I knew what was wrong with it, and furthermore, NOG should have guessed, but this information was not spread.
Nightmare Las Vegas is not a game scene, and there is no fixed mission, after the electronic demon messenger arrives here, even if he doesn't do anything, it is okay to just wait for the natural awakening, but even in a crowded place, it may not be able to guarantee his safety. Rumors such as "people suddenly disappeared" have been confirmed to be the case. No one knows what happened to the victim and what happened to him, because the victim never showed up again. Although this kind of thing is as unpredictable as an urban legend, there is no one who can do it without caring at all. After all, the public consciousness of Nightmare Las Vegas always gives conspiracy theories a lot of market for speculation.
Even so, being scattered somewhere in the middle of the city off the beaten track makes people feel even more nervous and frightened, unless they are full of adventure, confident in their own strength, and have a reason to go, no one will deliberately leave the meeting place. In contrast, the electronic demon emissaries who actively explore the nightmare Las Vegas will be respected and recognized by most people for doing "dangerous but meaningful" things. Every day, the map of Nightmare Las Vegas is populated, and many people want to know what it's like to be outside of Las Vegas.
The place where people who have nothing to do gathers is always full of boredom and bustle. Because it often haunts the area, there are also some familiar people who take the initiative to say hello. I replied and pushed open the door of the bar, which was probably one of the liveliest places in the area.
The bar is large, and there are a few women who serve as waiters, and of course, they are also electronic demon messengers, and they do this only for fun, or for work - among them are NOG people. The owner of the bar was sitting in the corner at the very edge of the bar, drinking like a withdrawn guest. He knew who I was, and he didn't have a crush on me, but for his own sake, I didn't think he had any ill feelings. After this period of interaction, I think he is a person with a very flat personality and ideas, such a person, should not have been exposed to the raider mission of this raid on the Las Vegas repeater, but the network ball still came to visit, so he joined the team with a must-have mentality. (To be continued......)