Volume 10 Chapter 77 Memory
Wen Yufan opened the door outside the barbershop again.
She stood in the doorway, looking at the dark world outside the door, and then began to imagine.
Her construction of the dream model is the community where she has lived for more than ten years. This barber shop is also in the community. Although she left home to wander in Beijing for many years, she will never forget the appearance of her home, even if it is a brick, a tile, a tree, or a grass.
Naturally, this process is still very painful.
No matter what she imagined, eventually, she would be completely engulfed by the darkness outside, and nothing would appear.
And so it went on for more than five hours.
Yu Fan's forehead began to ooze beads of sweat, his face became more and more haggard, and he was stopped by the marquis.
Failed again.
The barbershop has begun to collapse, and if no one is found, both of them are destined to be buried in this barbershop. At this time, it was difficult for Wen Yufan to be indifferent. But this kind of thing can't be rushed.
So, the Marquis will begin to continue...... Talking to Wen Yufan about her past deepened her memories and impressions.
"There is a grocery store near the barber shop, which has been open for more than ten years, and the owner is an outsider, and my father used to ask me to go to the grocery store to buy cigarettes for him."
Wen Yufan began to recount what had happened in the past. That grocery store is the focus, and it's the closest to the barbershop. The marquis demanded that it be completely in accordance with the truth, and if the zΓ o is created out of thin air, then there will be differences in each imagination, and the effect will inevitably not be achieved. Only when you think about the exact same scene every time, and remember it to a certain extent, can you create a zΓ o!
The community is just the beginning. And continue to expand to the streets outside. Building...... Once a huge dream model is formed. Then both could be saved!
"The owner was very polite, I once forgot to take change, and he called me back. At that time, I was very grateful to him, because if I went home like this, my mother would definitely scold me to death. β
She has repeated that passage in the past three months, I don't know how many times, and she has already said everything she can remember.
If you are an ordinary person, you can do this at most.
But Wen Yufan is not an ordinary person. With her spiritual talent, she will never be able to only remember this Cheng dΓΉ.
So. The Marquis asked her another question that had been repeated many times: "What brand of cigarette did you buy that time, how much did it cost, and how much change should it be?" β
"Cigarette brand...... I really don't remember...... I was eight years old. My father's favorite cigarette is China, but my mother often nags him, so he used to smoke cheaper cigarettes, such as Baisha and Daqianmen. I'm not sure what kind of cigarette I bought that time. Does that matter? β
"It's important. The clearer the memory, the more successful it is to build a dream model. β
"But...... I don't really remember ......."
"You can remember. With your spiritual gifts, once fully developed, you will be able to recall even the memories of your own infancy. β
More than nine out of nine people in this world are unlikely to recall the events of the two or three years old. Not to mention the things that happened in infancy.
"Okay...... I'll try again......"
For three months, the Marquis had to ask this question every day. Then Yu Fan continued to reminisce.
Brands of cigarettes...... Brand...... Brand......
Human memory is actually due to many subjective factors. Mistakes and confusion often occur, and memories that people believe to be undoubted will later be proven to be false. Wen Yufan felt that the cigarettes that his father asked him to buy should be Baisha, but in his memory, the cigarettes sold in the grocery store seemed to be more common. As for the price of cigarettes, she doesn't remember it, although her father smoked more and more fiercely, Wen Yufan never asked her to buy cigarettes after high school. And Wen Yufan usually doesn't smoke, so naturally he doesn't care about the price of cigarettes.
But today, when she recalled, the scene that she had been recalling for three months reappeared in her mind......
She...... Take the money her father gave her......
Arrived at the grocery store......
And then...... The boss handed her cigarettes......
It's not white sand, it's not the big front door, it's ......
Double Happiness!
She was shocked to find that the memory had become so clear, as if it had just happened yesterday!
"It was a pack of hard box double happiness, and the price was 8 yuan. I handed over 20 yuan at the time, because my father said at that time that depending on which varieties there are, if there are red double happiness, he will buy double happiness. At that time, I took the cigarette and forgot to take the change, and after running out for a while, I was called back by the boss......"
"Little girl, your change!"
Suddenly, at this moment, outside the dark barber shop, there was a shout!
At this moment, both of them set their eyes on the outside of the barbershop!
But it was still pitch black outside......
Wen Yufan was startled, the voice just now was indeed the voice of the boss!
It really worked!
Although there are certain assumptions, the success of the verification still makes the marquis have a feeling of unreality. For the first time, he abandoned reason and sought to survive purely from an emotional point of view, and he actually succeeded.
Is it really the protagonist's aura? Still is...... What about Wen Yufan's firm will?
Rationality, as well as emotion, are important conditions for success.
At this time, Wen Yufan also looked outside and said, "This ...... It's really like a horror movie...... What I thought of could really be realized in this dream world......"
Then she stopped wasting time and continued to remember what had happened.
"You're really, you forgot to even look for money." The boss handed her the remaining twelve yuan and said, "Or can you put it with me and get rid of your money next time you come to buy cigarettes?" β
"No...... My mom will scold me! β
After taking the money, Wen Yufan hurriedly ran back. But he didn't even say a word of thanks. Now that I think about it, I really didn't know how to be a person at that time.
"The owner...... Thank you! β
Separated from time and space, and the boundary between real dreams, Yu Fan said this sentence to the darkness in front of him!
But. Nothing has changed in the dark.
Don't...... At the moment, only the sound can be revealed?
Anyway, though. This also gave Wen Yufan great encouragement.
"I can do it. Marquis, I'm sure I can do it! Wen Yufan excitedly ran to the marquis, took his other hand that had not yet become transparent, and said, "We can live, we will definitely live!" β
Speaking of this, there was already a trace of tears in her eyes. After all, for three months, she herself has been under the threat of death, and now. I finally have a life, so I cry with joy!
After a long time, she felt that something was wrong, and quickly withdrew the hand holding the marquis, and said with a little embarrassment, "I'm sorry...... I'm so excited......"
"Don't be too happy just yet." The Marquis did not forget to knock her at this time: "No one knows when the collapse of the barbershop will come. To celebrate, when we leave here and go back to the theater, whatever you want to do, I agree. β
Then......
Another few hours in vain.
The voice just now was like a flash in the pan.
"Or ...... Let's talk about my past again? Wen Yufan felt that it would not work like this, since the method just now had worked, then he should try again.
"Yes. You say. β
"Hmm...... I...... My mom is a big show-off person. It's obviously a stall, but it's always said to be a high-end necklace when you meet people. Jewelry, when meeting with neighbors in the community, is always compared, sometimes it is clothes and jewelry, sometimes it is pets, and sometimes it is children's grades. I remember one time she took me out and met a lady who lived in the opposite building. That time, they had an argument, and I remember it was very fierce, but I was only eight years old at the time, and I didn't know what they were arguing about, and I recalled it later and thought it was probably caused by my mother being comparing herself to others......"
"Can you remember?"
"I'll give it a try......"
She began to recall......
On the second day, she successfully recalled the cause and effect. At that time, the wife hated her mother for framing her father for breading and second milk outside, which made her mother quarrel with her in anger. However, my mother also knew afterwards that she had done something wrong, and she would never dare to go on a shopping spree for a month or two.
Then continue to reminisce...... Many things have a lot to do with parents.
Yu Fan found that before, she rarely seemed to seriously recall these things. However, the more I reminisce, the more I miss my parents.
"That day...... There was a summer vacation theatrical performance in the community, and my mother took me to see it. As a result, her mother herself also performed once, and she sang a song by Teresa Teng......"
Speaking of this, Yu Fan's voice paused.
She can clearly recall her mother's singing...... The melody is ringing in my ears at this moment.
Unexpectedly, my mother's singing voice is actually very good.
But I rarely hear my mother singing.
I heard my father say that my mother had the idea of becoming a singer when she was young, but then failed. Because her family background is not very good, she can't let her learn to sing, and her education is average, so her family decided to let her marry early. Because of this, my mother has always felt that she has not been able to live the life she wants, so she pinned all her hopes on the family.
She...... I really didn't get to know my mother well.
At this time, she looked out into the darkness......
Get out......
Be sure to get out......
"I've always disliked my mom for a long time, but I liked my dad more. However, Dad's personality later became a little bad. At that time, our family's economy had been relatively tight, and my father also felt a little unable to hold his head up in front of my mother. After my mother gave up singing, she pinned all her qiΔ on her father. Maybe she feels that she can't realize her dreams, at least she hopes to be able to live a prosperous life, wear beautiful clothes and jewelry. β
"I think about it later...... I was able to recall a lot of things that I didn't remember at all. When I decided to go to Beijing, my father was actually very reluctant. That day, he talked to his mother for a long time. I was half-asleep and only heard a few words. Daddy said...... He felt very sad when I walked like this. My mother helped me sort out my clothes, saying that I don't know how to change the seasons in spring and autumn, and I have to call and tell me when the time comes......"
Speaking of this, Yu Fan began to sob.
"I shouldn't have left...... I really shouldn't have gone......"
The marquis looked at Yu Fan, who was showing his true feelings at this time, and thought about himself, in order to seize the marquis title he obtained now, he killed his family with his own hands. The bits and pieces of an ordinary family are a luxury for him.
At this time......
The walls are cracking again!
The barbershop is starting to disintegrate at this time! (To be continued......)