Chapter 104: What else did she do to me?
Tang Di decided that he would not resist.
No matter what ending Ye Chengshu gave him, what fate he will face, he will not resist.
He will only accept it silently.
Even if it is death, he will accept it silently and will never make any resistance.
He wanted to slap himself a few times and ask himself, why did he always have to wait until someone died to understand? Why couldn't he have understood this earlier, even just a little earlier?
He will never understand until the person is dead, completely lost, and can no longer be recovered.
Then he tortured himself again and again in this cycle of loss and pain.
Ye Chengshu said that all the troubles and pains in his life were caused by himself. What Ye Chengshu said is not wrong at all.
Didn't he just find it himself?
Yao Xiaohan's death should make him understand and cherish the people in front of him.
Don't wait until you lose it.
But in this world, there has never been so much early knowing.
His stupidity once again made him lose Lin Xuan. And he not only lost Lin Xuan, but also lost the Tang Dynasty and lost his son.
And Bao'er......
Not once did he dare to think of the child's existence.
Just think about the child's existence, and he will be tormented by endless pain and guilt.
As long as Bao'er lives this child, he will remind him of what he has done to Lin Xuan.
He kept saying that the woman he loved the most was Lin Xuan, but he hadn't done anything to prove that he loved Lin Xuan! Nothing!
On the contrary, everything he did to Lin Xuan meant that he didn't love Lin Xuan, he only regarded Lin Xuan as a tool! A profit tool to satisfy his ambitions and desires!
Therefore, Lin Xuan didn't want to see him before he died, and he could understand it.
As much as Lin Xuan loved him, he hated him.
She begged Ye Chengshu to let him live, which was a sign of loving him and hating him.
Lin Xuan knew him and knew that if he was dead, he would definitely torture himself in endless regret and guilt. So, she wanted him to live. She wanted him to live in pain. She wants to let her death become the deepest and most intense scar in his heart, a scar that will not heal for a lifetime.
Lin Xuan wanted to let him live every day, it was extremely painful!
She did, and the minute he lived now would be in pain.
He can also choose to end his own life and this painful self-torture.
But he thought that if this was what Lin Xuan wanted, then he would not go against her will.
He will live in this world in pain and self-torture according to Lin Xuan's thoughts. As long as this is what Lin Xuan wants. And he satisfied her.
Lo and behold, he will always be like this.
Only when it is lost forever will he cherish it.
In fact, even Ye Chengshu was a little curious, why he attacked so menacingly, but it ended like that.
Only he knows the reason.
He didn't really want to trample Ye Chengshu under his feet. He just needs an outlet after Yao Xiaohan's death. And he set the outlet for venting on the body of destroying Ye Chengshu.
Actually, he didn't want to ruin Ye Chengshu at all. Because of the destruction of Ye Chengshu, Yao Xiaohan can't come back, right?
After he understands this truth, what reason does he have to compete with Ye Chengshu again?
He had no reason to compete with Ye Chengshu.
And Lin Xuan's death made him completely lose all hope of being alive.
As a result, his non-resistance became the only thing he could do.
No matter what ending or ending Ye Chengshu gave him, he just needs to accept it silently.
That's what he thought at first, and that's what he did.
When Ye Chengshu took everything he had, leaving only his life, he followed Lin Xuan's idea, drew the ground as a prison, imprisoned himself, and used self-torture to reduce the guilt and pain for Lin Xuan in his heart.
Whether it was the Tang Dynasty Group or his son with Lin Xuan, he chose to ignore it.
Once again, he was only immersed in his emotions privately, and he didn't think about it at all, what else could he do, he could still make up for it.
He had never thought about this.
So his son, Lin'er, became an orphan. Lin'er obviously has a father, but she doesn't have the same.
If it weren't for Gu Lingse, he would probably make this mistake again.
Once again, he will only be immersed in his emotions, forgetting, neglecting, he still has a son to take care of, he has not lost everything, he at least has his son!
Yao Xiaohan's death made him unable to see the way forward clearly, and he became a tool that only knew revenge.
Lin Xuan's death made him completely lose hope of being alive and became a walking corpse.
Could it be that when Lin'er is also dead, will he really understand the truth of cherishing the people in front of him?
Fortunately, Gu Lingse's head stick made him wake up in time, he still has Lin'er, he didn't lose everything!
Ye Chengshu can take away the Tang Dynasty clique from him, and he can also take away his dignity, his power, his wealth, and his pride from him. But no one can take his own son from his hands!
Ye Chengshu can't do it either!
This truth was told to him by Gu Lingse.
Gu Lingse said that Lin'er was his son, and they only helped him take care of Lin'er temporarily, and one day, they would return Lin'er to him.
At the same time, Gu Lingse also said. They are willing and must return Lin'er to him, but whether he can regain Lin'er depends on what he does. Lin'er can choose not to have him.
He had to work hard to make amends for his mistakes in order to win back his own son.
Otherwise, Gu Lingse and the others were willing to return their son to him, but his son didn't want him.
In order to one day, he can stand upright, stand tall in front of his son, and let his son call him Dad, Gu Lingse handed over the decision-making power to him, didn't he? That's why he's sitting here for that, isn't he?
He made enough mistakes in this way. He was making mistakes all the time and never did anything to make amends.
This time, he wanted to do something to make up for something.
He finally understood the truth of cherishing the people in front of him, and he would not wait until he lost to repeat the pain and experience of his previous mistakes.
Someone who only cares about him.
Tang Di's current attitude towards anyone is based on this standard.
And the only person who really cares about him is his son, Lin'er.
Even Gu Lingse, the person who wholeheartedly wanted to help him make up for his mistakes, didn't really care about him.
The reason why Gu Lingse did her best to help him was not for him, but for Lin'er. But Gu Lingse is indeed good to him. Therefore, his attitude towards Gu Lingse was gentle and polite.
And Bai Jingjing. To put it nicely, he has no relationship with Secretary Bai, Secretary Bai doesn't need to care about him, and he doesn't need to care about Secretary Bai. And to put it mildly, in Bai Jingjing's heart, what is he Tang Di? Why do you want Bai Jingjing to care about him? And here he is, too. What is Bai Jingjing, why should he care about her?
And Ye Chengshu, Quan Zimo and Zhu You have another attitude.
One, when there is a need, is a partner. When you don't need it, it's a nodding relationship.
Tang Di is very weak and cold towards any feelings now.
Including the friendship with Quan Zimo that he once cherished, now he sees it very lightly.
It's not because Quan Zimo always doesn't have a good face for him now, and it's not because he doesn't take Quan Zimo as his only friend anymore, it has nothing to do with this.
It's just a person who has experienced life and death and is enlightened, and the reason why he looks at everything indifferently.
Now only Lin'er can make Tang Di more eager, so that his emotions of not being sad or happy have become fluctuating and become like a living person.
Only Lin'er can touch Tang Di's heart. In addition, there are very few people and things that can touch Tang Di.
You can say that this is because Tang Di's personality is more gloomy and indifferent. Of course, you can also understand that Tang Di put all his feelings on his only son, and other people and things are not so important to him.
Whether it's power, wealth, ambition or career. For the current Tang Di, it is all a passing cloud, and he is tired of even taking a look.
Only family affection, only Lin'er, is the only thing Tang Di cares about now.
Tang Di is very satisfied with his current mental state.
If you care about too many things, you will be too tired in life. He is like this now, he only cares about Lin'er alone, and lives only for Lin'er alone. Such a day, although boring, is very relaxed and content.
Everything is learned, but only family affection is important.
"Huh?" Tang Di walked out of his memories, but found that the two women who were supposed to be sitting on the sofa opposite him were gone, "What about people?" ”
"Finally come back to your senses!" Hearing Tang Di's voice, Gu Lingse leaned out half of his body from behind the bookshelf and waved his hand at Tang Di, "I thought that your old monk had settled down and turned into an immortal." ”
was a lukewarm joke, but Tang Di understood that he was stuck in his own memories, and the time was definitely not short.
"Jingjing is in a hurry to make a plan to create a man with Zhuyou, so she will take a step first." Gu Lingse picked out the books she wanted from the bookshelf and tried to put them in her Hermes bag, but found that she couldn't put them in at all, so she gave up, "I'm afraid that you will really become an immortal, so I stayed with you." ”
Tang Di hummed lightly, "How long have I been in a daze?" ”
"Just look at the sky outside." Gu Lingse pointed to the floor-to-ceiling glass, "It's dark, and the company is off work." You say how long you've been in a daze. ”
She was really afraid that Tang Di would never be able to come back to her senses!
Because, Tang Di's figure and eyes when she fell into memories just now really worried her. That empty, sad, hopeless ...... She was really worried about Tang Di.
"You ......" hesitated for a moment, Gu Lingse looked at him, "It's okay, right?" ”
Tang Di smiled and pinched the bridge of his nose casually, "What can I do?" The moment the fingertips touched the bridge of his nose, Tang Di was stunned, "Is the water on my face ......?" ”
The corners of Gu Lingse's mouth twitched, "If you don't respond for a long time, Jingjing will give it to you...... Ahem - well, she threw a glass of water in your face. ”
Tang Di: "......"
"But my eyes hurt too, what's the matter?"
The corners of Gu Lingse's mouth twitched again, "Jingjing also slapped you twice." ”
Tang Di raised his eyebrows, "Two slaps?" ”
“…… Well, there are just seven or eight slaps. ”
"You might as well tell me what else she did to me."
“…… Hands-on, that's all. Other...... Well, it doesn't matter if you don't know. Right! ”