Chapter 102
Recalling the gradual increase in his desires, Tang Di also felt terrible.
At the beginning, as an inconspicuous illegitimate son of the Tang family, all he wanted was his father's attention and his mother's love. For this reason, he tried desperately to do something beautiful to show his father, so that his father could move his eyes from his brother to him.
He did it.
Because of his hard work and excellence, his father's favorite thing in his heart is his illegitimate son.
But illegitimate son, these three words are so deeply imprinted on his body. Even though his father loved him the most as a son, his father never considered handing over the Tang Dynasty group to him. Father didn't even think about it!
He had so many sons, and each one of them was outstanding. He is the most brilliant, but the most humble.
His father is willing to give him everything, but there is only one identity, and his father is unwilling to give it to him, and he can't give it to him.
As long as he speaks, his father will satisfy him.
Only, let him officially become a member of the Tang family and recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors, but his father never promised him. Every time he asked his father, why did his brothers enter the ancestral hall to bow down during the Chinese New Year, but he had to be excluded? could only stand at the door secretly, watching the brothers reluctantly bow down to the ancestors of the Tang family.
Every time he asked his father, he didn't answer anything. Later, as he grew older, he knew why.
After his mother's death, although he was taken back to the Tang family by his father, he was born and grew up in the Tang family, and he was never a member of the Tang family.
In this regard, he is the same as Gu Lingse.
They grew up in this family, but they can never be accepted and recognized by this family.
He has always been the son of the Tang family.
Father he...... has never regarded him as a member of the Tang family. He is just the son of his father, but not the Tang family. That's how his father defined his identity.
Therefore, he never thought that he would compete with his brothers for the Tang Dynasty group and the Tang family. He had always known that he was not part of the family, and that he was not qualified to compete with his brothers.
If he hadn't known the truth of that incident, he might only be a cowardly illegitimate son of the Tang family in his life, and it would be impossible for him to become the current President of Tang.
How did his mother, who had always been healthy but suddenly terminally ill, die?
This fact, after his father's death, his brothers, who would love him in front of his father, told the truth in person!
His mother was killed by those Tang family members!
And all this, his father, is clear!
Father, he clearly knew how those Tang family members planned that conspiracy, and how they let the poison eat away at his mother's life little by little! Everything, his father, is clear!
It was also because of his father's clarity that he was taken back to the Tang family by his father after his mother's death.
He thought that it was his father's love for him that he took him, an illegitimate child who had been raised outside, back to the Tang family. But he was wrong, completely wrong! His father didn't take him back to the Tang family because he loved him at all!
Father, he's guilty! It's self-blame! It was the guilt of not saving his mother that made him decide to take him back to the Tang family! His father transferred all his emotions of guilt, self-blame, guilt, etc., to his mother. That's why his father's attitude towards him has changed so much.
When his mother was by his side, his father never treated him kindly. He thought that it was because he didn't work hard and didn't make a profit. so that his father could not see him and did not pay attention to him.
So when he was taken back to the Tang family by his father, he studied hard, like a sponge, crazy to absorb all kinds of knowledge. Among them, the man's credit is indispensable!
He was the most trusted person around his father, and when his father made any decision, he would ask his opinion in private. He did not have any position in the Tang Dynasty group, but no one dared to despise him. Even his brothers, who were arrogant and didn't pay attention to anyone, saw him and called him respectfully-
Mr. Tan, okay.
Mr. Tan constituted the last unshattered truth in his childhood.
Except for Mr. Tan, the others are all lies and scams! Only Mr. Tan treats him as true, even though he is cruel and terrible, Mr. Tan has never deceived him.
On the night after his father's death, he was the only one who really cried so much that he almost fainted because of his father's death. The other brothers, who only symbolically shed tears, went to their own supporters, thinking about how to include the great Tang Dynasty in their own pockets.
Tang Di still clearly remembers that on the day of his father's funeral, apart from him, the other brothers never appeared! They just spent money and found a professional mourner to come to their father's funeral on the way, and cried all the way.
And he didn't shed a single tear.
Compared with those professional mourners, where is he professional and tactful. Simply, I didn't cry. Don't let people cry and mourn who treat him as a profession.
After returning to Tang's house from the cemetery, he was very tired, really tired. Hearing that his brothers were arguing about how to divide the Tang Dynasty group and the Tang family, he didn't have the strength to listen. He just wanted to go back to his room, get a good night's sleep, and get some rest.
But before he could reach his bedroom, he was blocked in the corner by his brothers.
They mocked him, insulted him, spit on him, insulted him.
At that time, he really didn't feel anything at all. No matter how his brothers treated him, he didn't have the slightest affection. It doesn't hurt in the body, and it doesn't hurt in the heart.
He had only one thought in his mind, when would they end playing with him as a toy? He was really tired and just wanted to go back to his room and get some sleep.
Maybe it was his painless performance and no-feeling attitude that angered his brothers. They finally told the truth about his mother's murder!
At that moment, Tang Di didn't know what kind of feeling he had.
He has hatred, pain, and grievances in his heart. But the biggest feeling in his heart at that time -
It's a sense of deception.
His father, whom he respected the most, deceived him and hid from him the truth about the cause of his mother's death. His favorite father also deceived him into thinking that his father loved him.
That deep deception swept Tang Di at that time.
Tang Di, who was only cowardly and bullied by his brothers, Tang Di, who had never resisted, that time, frantically resisted his brothers.
He didn't know where he got the strength, anyway, when he came back to his senses, several of his brothers had already collapsed at his feet with scalp bleeding.
And he has been shattered.
Mr. Tan appeared in front of him at this time.
Mr. Tan asked him, do you want revenge?
He replied, thinking.
Mr. Tan said that the best way for him to get revenge was to take away what these people cherished the most. And his brothers, the most cherished thing is not family affection, not affection, not love, but-
The desire for power and wealth.
Although Tan Jing has never sought a position in the Tang Dynasty group, his opinion is quite important. At that time, it was rumored that as long as Mr. Tan supported the person, he would definitely stand out from several brothers and become the successor of the new helmsman of the Tang Dynasty.
And so it is.
Leaving aside a few brothers who were orthodox and had worked in the Tang Dynasty for many years, Mr. Tan chose him, an illegitimate son, and cultivated him until he was pushed to the position of the helmsman of the Tang Dynasty group.
A few of his brothers, I don't know how much to talk about Mr. Tan. People with nostrils facing the sky on weekdays, when they saw Mr. Tan, they were so low that they didn't even want to be cheeky.
But Mr. Tan didn't even look at them, and only took him, an illegitimate child, with him and taught him carefully. helped him remove all his obstacles and let him sit on the throne of the Tang family.
He didn't ask Mr. Tan why this was. Why did he let his brothers choose instead of him, his illegitimate son who had no power or supporters?
Mr. Tan replied to him that he would naturally understand when he seized the Tang Dynasty group.
Yes, he understood. Why did Mr. Tan choose to let his illegitimate son become the master of the Tang family and the helmsman of the Tang Dynasty group, this reason, he already knew before he seized the Tang Dynasty and the Tang family.
Just because, the Tang family killed Mr. Tan's most beloved woman.
Mr. Tan wants to take revenge on the Tang family, and the most cruel way for him to take revenge on the Tang family is to support an illegitimate child who is not recognized by the Tang family and sit in the position of the master of the Tang family.
Only in this way can the Tang family not be blind when they die! In order to let Mr. Tan relieve the hatred in his heart.
When he found out that Mr. Tan was teaching him to study, he would always show that kind of look from time to time, and through the way he looked at another person, he already vaguely knew who Mr. Tan's beloved woman was.
It must have been his mother.
That's why on that day, Mr. Tan appeared in front of him and asked him if he wanted to seize the Tang Dynasty group.
The outside world is talking about it, saying that Mr. Tan is afraid of being tortured to death by his own hands by him, and the lackeys cook the rabbit to death, so after he won the Tang Dynasty Group, he chose to spend his old age in a small hotel.
Only he knew that Mr. Tan had long been tired of the intrigues and intrigues of the business world. After helping his most beloved woman take revenge, Mr. Tan just wants to be quiet, so that he can miss and miss the woman he loves the most, and then, spend his life.
For the Tang Dynasty group, he did not have any attachment. At the beginning, he only wanted to avenge his mother before he seized the Tang Dynasty group. During the period when he had just won the Tang Dynasty group, he was still very distressed about it.
Mr. Tan went to spend his old age in An, and he was the only one who managed the Tang Dynasty, what should he do?
Will he be able to manage the Tang Dynasty well? Will he be up to the task?
He asked himself over and over again.
Mr. Tan told him very coldly that if he wanted the Tang Dynasty to live, he should work hard to manage it. If you don't want the Tang Dynasty, then let the Tang Dynasty group ruin it.
He thought about it seriously, no matter how the Tang family treated him, he had the blood of the Tang family on his body, this is an indisputable fact, right? Since this is the case, he will not be able to listen to Mr. Tan's decision and let the Tang Dynasty clique be destroyed.
Therefore, his later desire became to let the Tang Dynasty group, like in the hands of his father and Mr. Tan, develop vigorously and vigorously. Occupy an insignificant position and position in the business community of Jiangnan Province.
If you think about it carefully, his most open desire is to get his father's attention, and later, his desire is to avenge his mother. Later, he didn't want the Tang Dynasty group to be destroyed in his hands.
And the reason why he became the helmsman of the Tang Dynasty clique was never that he was obsessed with power and wealth!
How, how...... Later, his desire became an obsession with power and wealth?