I would like to thank all of you who have supported me ever since.

I'm facing the hardest time of my life right now, not one of them.

Life is very impermanent.

There are some things that you simply can't control.

I conceived Mei Miyazaki's yin-eating hand with the intention of curing my mother's illness. I really hope that there is such a power to exist!

My mother was diagnosed with cancer more than a decade ago. Over the years, there have been relapses, but they are still manageable. I've always been worried about my mother's health. But...... What should have come is still coming. There are some things that always have to be faced. These months have been so unstable that the mother's condition is an important reason.

I'm typing with a very sad heart, I want to cry, but I can't cry! I have to be strong now, I have to be strong in the face of my mother!

I had bothered my mother for too many years, but I had done too little for her. The day has come, but I have a feeling that it is not real.

I'm afraid I won't be able to update it recently, but I have to accompany my mother now so that she can live the next day with peace of mind. I am no longer qualified to be capricious, I must mature and bear the responsibility that I should bear.

If you have healthy parents, you must cherish every day now......

I don't know what to write anymore...... That's it...... (To be continued......) R1292