Text Volume 3 Chaos Years_Chapter 0307 [Fighting Wits and Courage]
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"Sister just let that kid give it like this?" Lin Xuyang looked at Fang Jie and stopped, with a bitter smile on his face, so he asked curiously. I saw Fang Jie gently shook his head and said, "It's a pity that at that time, we didn't understand anything, although Liu Feng had read that book beforehand, but it didn't go well when it was really used." At first, I couldn't find a location after looking for a long time, so he was so anxious that he ran into it, and then he couldn't control it anymore and made me have mucus all over my body. It wasn't until I was in high school and with my boyfriend that I didn't succeed with Liu Feng that time, and my hymen was still intact. ”
Lin Xuyang looked puzzled, and asked puzzledly: "Did Liu Feng's kid have that time with you?" ”
"Alas, either the world is unpredictable, or the two of us have no fate. Within three days of our relationship, his dad was transferred, and he was transferred to another school, and he didn't say a word to me before leaving. ”
"It's such a coincidence, he may be afraid that you will be sad." Lin Xuyang was immersed in the scene and said with deep feelings.
"He won't be sad, he is good to me just because he wants to have fun, at that time, they were all little P children, how can there be any true feelings. Even at my age, I don't believe in such a thing as true feelings. Fang Jie said, suddenly feeling very haggard, a little lonely and helpless.
"Sister, you think about people's hearts too darkly." Lin Xuyang said.
"Brother, you are still young and have not been harmed, if you really reach my age, you will know, everything in this world is a lie, only money is a good thing, you can buy what you want with money, and those things that you can't buy are also things you can't use." Fang Jie said bitterly, with a wry smile on her face.
"Sister, you are so beautiful, why do you have so many feelings." Lin Xuyang asked puzzled.
"What's the use of being beautiful, beautiful is a vase for people to see, men like to look at beautiful women, but they won't marry beautiful women." Fang Jie shook her head lightly and said helplessly.
"And why?" Lin Xuyang asked curiously.
"Love and marriage are two different things. Love needs romance and urgency, while marriage needs stability and gentleness. Because after getting married, I have to face firewood, rice, oil and salt in life, all kinds of trivial things, and I have to make money to support my family, raise children, and take care of the elderly. Fang Jie suddenly shook her hair like crazy, as if she had been stimulated by something.
"Sister, what's wrong with you, don't be so excited." Lin Xuyang calmly persuaded.
"Brother, you don't know, my sister sometimes envies those women who take their children to the park to play, they are actually ordinary women, but why is my sister not as happy as them, my sister really can't figure it out." Fang Jie cried sadly as she spoke, and she gently rested her head on Lin Xuyang's shoulder.
"Sister, don't cry, it's late at night, don't wake people up." Lin Xuyang patted Fang Jie's shoulder and persuaded him. Lin Xuyang thought to himself: I didn't expect such a romantic beauty to have an innocent era, and also have unimaginable pain, it's really incredible.
After a while, Lin Xuyang found that Fang Jie was really asleep, so he moved her to the bed and covered her with a quilt. Looking at Fang Jie's beautiful face, Lin Xuyang couldn't help but think of his mother Lin Dan, thinking that his mother also had the same bright face, but his mother's fate was even more bitter, and Lin Xuyang sometimes didn't understand, why did his mother give birth to him? She has always disliked herself, what did she do when she was born? If she didn't have her own support, she could have remarried to a good family with her appearance at that time.
Lin Xuyang pondered for a long time, and finally understood that whether it was his mother Lin Dan or Fang Jie in front of him, it was because of the unbearable experience that they were hurt too deeply, so that they lost their trust in men, and even completely denied the entire society, which is also the fundamental reason for their tragedy.
In the early morning, the warm sunlight pours in through the bright floor-to-ceiling windows, creating a warm and harmonious atmosphere. Lin Xuyang slowly opened his eyes and found that he was holding a sleeping woman, the woman had long eyelashes, a high nose bridge, ruddy lips, and beautiful long hair scattered behind her head, only to see her sleeping sweetly. Lin Xuyang was a little confused, what did he do this night? A lone man and a widow, coupled with the effect of alcohol, must have had a chemical reaction. Lin Xuyang couldn't help but check his body, but he couldn't remember what happened at night, maybe he didn't want to mention it subconsciously, Lin Xuyang thought, otherwise he couldn't face the reality and the future, if he always thought in his heart that he fell in love with the woman his father loved, he would definitely have a shadow in his heart, what a sin it would be.
Lin Xuyang thought about it for a while, feeling that this was a place of right and wrong, and he couldn't stay for a long time, so he simply got dressed, didn't even say hello, and walked out of the hotel. After coming out, Lin Xuyang patted his head and thought: Where is my car? Suddenly remembered, he put the car under Fang Jie's house, so he stopped a taxi and rushed over to pick it up.
When the taxi driver saw Lin Xuyang running towards the luxurious Lexus sports car, he shook his head with a smile and said to himself, "This kid must have gone again." ”
Lin Xuyang sat in his sports car, driving on the wide road, his mood gradually calmed down, but he was a little sad and lost. He suddenly felt like he didn't know what he needed, what could make him happy. Is it the happy environment that makes you insensitive? Or did he become depraved. Because of his momentary loss and indulgence, he actually fell in love with his father's woman, this kind of thing is unforgivable, and he is still a decent man and gentleman, he is simply a big bastard who is not even as good as a beast.
Lin Xuyang turned on the music casually, and a melodious singing voice came from it: "Don't ask me how many people I have loved in my life, you don't understand how deep my wounds are, it's always cruel to peel off the wounds, I advise you not to be an infatuated person, and keep a few points for the time being." I don't like to be lonely, but I'm afraid of two people getting along, this is clearly a pain, the most silent when there are many people, and the smile is also lonely, in the red dust, find someone to love me, when I avoid your tenderness, tears began to fall. Don't you dare not want to don't want to, thank you for your love, I have to exist, like a speck of dust, it will still hurt you. “
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