[474] Night talk
"Mai Trin...... To be honest, I was suddenly scared......"
Li Aichuan looked at the quiet starry sky above his head, and felt the huge existence of nature, not knowing himself, how far away from those stars in the sky?
"I'm afraid of dying...... I'm afraid that after losing my life, I won't see those familiar people again. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"There are so many wonderful choices in life...... Some choose ordinary, but happy; Some of the options are wonderful and fulfilling at the same time. Li Aichuan, I don't know what kind of path Jean took when facing these choices because of your character, but I can believe that I will never let myself regret it. For the sake of the girl I love, even if I fight once, so what, it is impossible to continue to live with regret and sadness......"
Li Aichuan nodded, although now that he was lying flat, Mikoto Misaka might not be able to see it, but that didn't matter anymore.
"I know that I have decided my own path, but when I am about to face all this, I feel panicked inexplicably, I am afraid that I will not be able to live, and I am even more afraid that after I have done everything, I can't stop everything in the end, I am so afraid, I am really afraid of ......"
"It seems that you really care about girls. Because I care too much, I'm too scared," Mikoto Misaka stretched out, "It's man-made, do what we can do, and let God decide the rest!" ”
Li Aichuan felt that the depression and boredom in his heart were much better for a while, without the depression he had before, and he was full of confidence in the future and life.
Although he may not be able to defeat the Flying Fish, and although he may not be able to regain the trajectory of the hotel's operation, he believes that with his courage to always move forward towards the future, it is enough to create any miracle.
"I can't imagine that this beautiful Xingluo Lake will be destroyed by us like this......" Mikoto Misaka looked at the firelight in the distance, and suddenly had some feelings, "Tomorrow's battle, I don't know what it will be like to destroy this place, and the rest of you are right, we and the CIA are completely fighting a meaningless war."
"It's just for the sake of our respective beliefs that this battle has to be fought!" Li Aichuan stood up, the cold starlight sprinkled on his face, his long figure, accompanied by the wind blowing at night, made Mikoto Misaka look at Li Aichuan, and there was a feeling that he was getting taller and taller.
"Human beings are such contradictory creatures, born for beliefs, but also for beliefs, and now our seemingly meaningless decisive battle is actually a battle of beliefs between the CIA and the organization, and the significance is quite significant." Mikoto Misaka stepped in and stood side by side with Li Aichuan, "The calm Weihai City, the quiet Xingluo Lake, the current world is like these quiet scenery in front of us, because from birth to now, we always feel that war is a conflict of small countries in the corner of the world reported on the screen, so far away from us, it seems that the peace and tranquility in front of us will always continue like this." ”
Mikoto Misaka lowered her body, pinched a grasshopper crawling on the ground, put it in the palm of her hand, and lifted it up, "This insect, living in this calm and beautiful Xingluo Lake, would not have thought that from tomorrow, this place will become a battlefield." It's like the comfortable and quiet world we live in, but we don't know that there is a stream inside, and we are far away from the battlefield, it does not mean that there is no war in this world, we are not living in the First and Second World Wars, it does not mean that there is no Third World War in this world. ”
The grasshopper in Mikoto's hand spread its wings, flapped and flew out, gliding in the air a few gracefully, and falling into a nest of grass.
"If you divide for a long time, you will be together, and you will be divided for a long time. The theory of yin and yang also represents the change of the world situation, peace that is too long ago will eventually usher in war, and war that is too cruel will eventually lead to peace. ”
Mikoto Misaka looked at the sky, the galaxy hung horizontally, flashing with a crystal light, "Just like the world in front of us, it has been peaceful for too long and too long, what I'm worried about is that the outbreak of the third world war, of course, is not the so-called Cold War, but a world war that has really entered the atomic age, and I am worried that the day will come, will it destroy the entire human race!?" ”
"So we fight, so our country fights, not for war, but for peacekeeping, to stop war, we do whatever it takes! And all this requires us to have the most sensitive ears, the most blazing eyes, all the work of intelligence and counterintelligence, in this sense, worthy of respect. Li Aichuan...... This is also the reason why I am determined to devote myself to the work of the organization, I am not a good person, but I can say that I have been fighting hard for the peace of this country! ”
Mikoto Misaka's eyes already have something crystal clear.
Li Aichuan nodded, "It's like when I arrested those wanted criminals before, before I saw the faces of the innocent people killed in those photos, I never felt that death was so close to me, as if there was no such body in the prime of life next to me, except for a car accident, there would never be such a body that was in the prime of life but lost its life, at that moment, I felt scared at the same time, but also felt anger, anger from the bottom of my heart." ”
"When the squad leader was kidnapped, I felt a kind of powerless despair for the first time, that is, I was afraid of the people I cared about, and suddenly lost the irreparable despair, so I desperately protected and fought desperately," Li Aichuan smiled slightly, "Perhaps, it is because of these things around me that I have gradually grown up......"
There will always be Weihai City where the sun shines on every street, there will always be islands where plane leaves fall, there will always be intricate wires like spider webs, and there will always be telephone poles that stand in the golden sunset without knowing where they go and where they come from, and there will always be rusty mailboxes hanging at the door, everything that I thought would stay in time and never change, maybe after the war comes, everything will be fragile and dissipate.
We never know what will happen in the next moment, but fortunately, we have a gift from the Creator called "cherishing".
Li Aichuan turned his face, with unprecedented perseverance and glory, and looked at Mikoto Misaka, "Listen, tomorrow's battle, I will definitely go all out, no matter what clever and powerful weapons and strength they have in those flying fish, I will let them be defeated!" (To be continued.) )