Chapter 0222: Misunderstanding and Hate
At the time, she didn't believe it.
Although he didn't raise him in front of him, but that was his own child, his eldest son, how could he harm his younger son?
However, the sixth elder brother couldn't afford to get sick, and after a few months, he was gone.
She can't hate Tong Jia's family, she can't hate the emperor...... But it is clear that the child was born by him with great difficulty, but he was raised in front of other women and called other women Eniang.
And what about her? Raising a child to the age of six, saying that there is no more, there is no more......
She thought about everything, for example, the fourth master was still young, the fourth master just missed for a while, and the fourth master and the sixth master were just playing.
Even, the imperial doctor also said that the sixth elder brother was already weak......
However, as a mother, I watched my child who had been sick for a few months die in her arms, and that kind of hatred cannot be forgiven.
And all of this was twisted just when she was about to hate another child of her own.
Therefore, over the years, after Tong Jia's death, even if he recognizes the fourth child, he can only be far away......
can't be close, but you can't really deny it.
At that time, the concubine was just a concubine, with an average position and a bad background......
I can't keep my eldest son, and I can't keep my second son......
Therefore, after having the fourteenth master, Concubine De became more and more nervous, and almost single-handedly protected it until now.
And the fourth master ...... grew up, no longer needed the care of his mother, and the mother and son gradually drifted apart.
With this misunderstanding that can't be explained clearly in a lifetime, go on with embarrassment.
The next day, the fourth master went out of the palace first to the household department, and there was something yesterday, although it was not a big matter, but after learning that Concubine De was fine, the fourth master did not want to stay in the depressing atmosphere in the palace.
Actually, this is wrong, this is what the always cautious fourth master should not do.
But the fourth master really felt depressed in his heart, and he couldn't even take care of it.
Perhaps, as cautious as the fourth master, when facing his biological mother, he is always more emotional, right?
At least...... Now it's like this.
When Concubine De woke up, she was waiting for Sifujin and Aunt Cai.
Aunt Cai didn't sleep all night, her face was sallow, her eyes were red, and she was worried about carrying water to serve Concubine De to drink water.
In contrast, although Sifujin's face is also ugly, compared with Aunt Cai, it is much worse.
Although she also looked haggard, after all, it was impossible to sleep well last night.
However, in the end, she is not as haggard as Aunt Cai.
In the eyes of Concubine De, she just doesn't care much about her.
Originally, I was a little moved, but now there is not much left.
Seeing that the fourth master was not there, the shadow in his heart became bigger and bigger.
When the fourteenth master is not there, Concubine De will think of all kinds of explanations, after all, she loves her very much, but the fourth master is not there, in addition to being unhappy, she only has the feeling that she has left.
Concubine De didn't ask, but Sifujin still had to explain.
"The fourth master guarded Eniang all night, that is, just now, he used some food to go to the household. The imperial doctor said that Eniang was fine, and the fourth master was also relieved. The daughter-in-law is not filial and is willing to serve the mother until the mother is well. ”
Concubine De slowly drank the porridge that Aunt Cai fed her, without saying a word.
After drinking, he poured in Sifujin's anxious waiting: "Then you will have to work." ”
didn't even mention the words of the fourth master.
Sifujin was stunned, and she had some doubts in her heart.
In the past, Concubine De would never trouble her. In the past few years, she has always had a headache and brain fever, and she never needs her to serve the sick...... This time......
However, if her mother-in-law is sick, she should serve her illness. Anyway, filial piety is a good thing, isn't it?
She served Concubine De in the palace for a long time, and it was also a good reputation to spread out.
It's for the future...... It's good, isn't it?
"Serving Eniang is the daughter-in-law's business, and the daughter-in-law is naturally duty-bound. It's just that the daughter-in-law can't do a lot of things, and if she can't do it well, please don't be patient, and if something is wrong, she will teach her daughter-in-law. ”
Sifujin smiled and said.
She has a good background, since she was a child, she has never done this work of serving people.
When she was at home, even if E-Niang and Ama were sick, she didn't need to serve them.
Serving a cup of tea is considered to have done something.
After entering the mansion, serving the fourth master is naturally different from the elders. The words still have to be said in the head.
Concubine De just said lightly: "You are so polite." And he was no longer angry.
Aunt Cai and the two girls waited for Concubine De to wash and change clothes and drink medicine, and Sifujin had no choice but to come up and serve.
The fourth master returned to Yonghe Palace again, two hours later.
Concubine De had already slept again.
Although Fujin didn't say it explicitly, he also hinted that Eniang didn't say a word about you in advance......
The fourth master hummed indifferently, but his heart hurt.
At lunchtime, the mother and son finally met again.
The fourth master asked Concubine De everything with concern, and Concubine De politely answered everything.
It seems that between their mother and son, they didn't say anything yesterday. It's just that I'm sick, I see a doctor, and then I'm fine.
Concubine De did not ask the fourth master to continue to stay, but asked the fourth master to stay and serve, and asked the fourth master to go back to the house alone.
Although the fourth master was surprised, he did not object, Eniang this time, it was a big deal.
After the fourth master left the palace, Sifujin served Concubine De to drink medicine.
Concubine De drank the medicine and said lightly: "I'm tired of you." At these times, the fourth child doesn't have to come often, and the affairs of the household department also matter, after all, he is not a child, and now, he is also a few children's Amma. ”
How dare Sifujin say no, of course, it means that the fourth master should be busy, and I, as a daughter-in-law, should serve myself.
"I don't care much about the affairs of your house, and now, there are two elder brothers in the house, but it's a pity that there is no son-in-law." Concubine De sighed.
Fu Jin was speechless, so he had to say that he was incompetent.
After she went out, Concubine De let out a long breath.
Yes, she doesn't like the fourth child, but she doesn't like it again, the fourth child is also a piece of meat that fell from her body......
She really can't bear to toss, and she can't bear to say that he is not filial and not. At that time yesterday, it was because I was confused that I would say it......
Today, when she is uncomfortable, she would rather let the Ulanala clan follow the uncomfortable, the fourth ...... Just say a few words.
Don't think that just because she doesn't care about things, she doesn't know anything.
On the fourth house, why is there no child in the Li family? How did the previous Geng's child disappear?
A few years ago, why couldn't any of Song's children be saved?
If it weren't for the fact that there were no children in the main courtyard, the third elder brother from the concubine might not have been born!
She, let's just knock Fujin.
As for her heart, whether it is good or bad, she will never harm her son and grandson.
It's one thing to love them or not, but if she hurts them, she's sorry! She couldn't bear it!