Chapter 671: Finally Cathartic-
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Rita is really a bad spirit, Arthur and Ryunosuke Akasaka are completely contradictory because of her words, and the key is that the two have to cooperate!
"I didn't want to be here, I just wanted to make a game......"
Ryunosuke Akasaka enters Arthur's room and mixes the order of the music and adds it to the program engine.
"Of course, it's best to think like this, I don't like BL."
Arthur pouted.
"I'm not that kind of person! Give me a little respect! ”
Akasaka snorted softly.
"Ahh......h
Rita sat proudly on the couch and ate fruit.
"Whose fault is this!"
"Give me enough to stop!"
Akasaka and Arthur roared at the same time, the relationship between the two was not bad, after all, sometimes Arthur prepared some tomato sandwiches and other breakfast for Akasaka, and Akasaka also helped Arthur find some lucrative jobs, so they could be regarded as taking what they needed, but now they are arguing because of inexplicable things.
"Rita...... Help me ......."
At this moment, Mahaku appeared at the door of Arthur's room and looked at Rita.
"Do you need to? It doesn't seem like you need to, you can continue even if you don't have my true whiteness, but you have a talent that I can't have even if my head is broken! ”
Rita's smiling face grew cold.
"I want ...... If you want to keep the memories, Rita's drawings are great, and they will definitely help my ...... 'please' you......"
Shiina said timidly with his hands on his chest, a little scared......
"Please don't say that word!! I don't draw anymore! ”
There was only indifference in Rita's eyes, "Don't put your feelings on me casually, you can definitely do everything if you have the talent!" ”
"Why? Why give up ......"
Shiina's voice trembled a little......
"Who do you think this is doing! It's all you, okay? Thanks to your kicking, I 'successfully' gave up painting. Thank you so much! ”
Rita said with a sneer, maybe self-deprecating?
"Why? I haven't done anything ......."
The brush in Shiina's hand fell to the ground.
"You didn't do anything, but that's how you drove us all into the abyss!
Do you remember the children who studied painting with me and Mahaku in Grandpa's studio? Do you notice that the children disappear from the studio one by one every month? No, you only have your own paintings in your eyes, and you really don't know anything.
I used to like to paint, but because I knew Mashiro, I began to hate my favorite paintings, more than anything else, and I didn't even want to see the canvas, easel, and brush.
The children gathered in Grandpa's studio are all talented, and sooner or later all of them will become famous artists. And everyone gathers in the studio to find opponents who move forward with each other, and Mahaku has become the center of everyone's admiration, and everyone is chasing you, but no matter how hard you try, you can't become the same as Mahaku, and we can't compare at all!
Mashiro's eyes didn't look at us at all, and Mashiro used an invisible knife to chop up the children who were just alive and gathered in the studio just for painting, and ravaged the dreams of his peers who were aspiring to be painters as painlessly as they are now. When you look at the painting, you think, 'Ah, our world is different.' 'Experiencing first-hand what a true talent is.
Even so, I believed in myself and struggled painfully. When he looked up thinking he was moving forward, he saw that Maharo had already reached the place ahead...... It's as if she's the only one with wings......
In the end, I was the only one left, and there were originally thirty of them...... All of them were driven away by Mashiro unconsciously and without emotion, even if everyone left. Mashiro's expression still hasn't changed, and he doesn't care at all......
I can't forgive that kind of whiteness...... So I hope you disappear and I hope you disappear soon, which will help you become a cartoonist. They also teach you how to use a computer and even help you with the procedures for coming to Japan. It's all about hoping that you draw boring comics, be criticized as worthless, and then don't go well, and you'll know how we feel when you're physically and mentally traumatized, but I didn't expect you to make your debut!
Now it's even more unforgivable, blank you have gained something more precious than anything (love), and you can work hard for it, you really have everything, I have been envious of you all the time, you have everything, and you want someone who has destroyed your dreams to help you achieve another goal, it's really cruel, I hate you the most, it's really white!! ”
Rita indifferently walked away from Shiina's side, stomped off the paintbrush on the ground, and ran out......
A tear flowed down from her white eyes, as if she had been abandoned by the world, and she didn't show such an expression even when she was unilaterally rejected by Arthur, which can only show that this incident has had a great impact on Shiina......
"Akasaka, please, be sure to find her and write back to me......"
Arthur pushed Ryunosuke Akasaka out with both hands, then closed the door and hugged Shiina in his arms.
"Why me, really...... You owe me! ”
Ryunosuke Akasaka sighed, he hates contact with girls the most!
"If you don't agree, there will be no tomato special breakfast in the future......"
Arthur threatened.
"Really, you're going to give me a bigger portion in the future!"
Ryunosuke Akasaka walked away.
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Now, Arthur can't be calm anymore, the Shiina who is usually completely like a nobody, is crying bitterly in his arms, and the waves are constantly stirring up in his heart, no matter what, there is no way to calm down, sure enough, he cares about Shiina, if everything in this world can be easily let go, then feelings are not too simple for human memory.
Constantly intertwined, chaotic, and then the last burst of emotions only stay in the room of memory, consuming a lot of brain cells but still this result, then life is not a waste of time, rather than to keep the feelings better to sleep, if everything experienced is meaningless, people's minds will enter the stage of withering death......
"If it's painful, chase it, you can't let go, if this relationship is turbulent to the point of no return, then let's go to the end, Mashiro, if just this moment of time can shatter the relationship between you, then ten years is really boring, isn't it?
Come, if you don't have strength, I'll lend you strength, if you can't run, I'll hold you, and if you're in pain, I'll share your pain......"
After Arthur received Akasaka's text message, he rushed out with Shiina in his hand, nothing that cannot be changed face to face, as long as he looks into the eyes of the other party, he can discover his existence from it. (To be continued.) )