Her gentle words are like dandelions floating in the sky, in the embrace of a breeze, floating between heaven and earth. But as the wind blew, it slowly spread out and splashed in all directions, and I wanted to reach out and grab it, but I didn't know which one to catch. I can't find which is the real seed, and I can't find which is her true heart, until it completely dissipates, but it still can't touch everything.

"Actually, I also think it's strange how I care about him so much. When I first learned that he was a reincarnated person, I was ordered to go over and fabricate a new identity. The people in that small mountain village are very simple, and they can give me a completely normal identity by covering their eyes with ghosts. I was his little sister, and I was supposed to grow up with him, but I died in the end. Actually, I didn't care at the time, I always felt that I was completing the order. ”

"Later, when he's a little older, he'll run. The boys in the mountains are a little wild, and so do he. But despite this, my heart is still a little weak. When the friends went to dig out the bird's nest, he squirmed and refused to go up under the tree, and was ridiculed by the people for being a bad seed. I was curious, worried that the reincarnated person was a coward, so I pretended to be a passing aunt and asked him why he refused to climb the tree. He said that although the clothes were old, they were sewn by his mother's own hands, and if he accidentally broke them and stained them, he would trouble his mother when he went back, even if she didn't say it, but he felt sorry for his mother. Perhaps it was then that I noticed that this boy was different, that he was a little different from the rest of the villagers in that sinister and cunning little mountain village. In fact, to put it bluntly, it is the old donkey who knows how to take care of others, different from others, and thinks about the crops in the field and the cowshed all day long. ”

"Maybe it was because it was too boring to wait for him to grow up, so I started watching him grow up. Honestly, it feels a bit like a watcher, but I have a lot of fun. Every morning, he would carry a small schoolbag sewn from linen cloth and climb the mountain road to read. The children went out with a lunchbox, and everyone's lunch box was full of pickles and soybeans, but he was different, there would always be a few pieces of meat. Once, I was curious and followed him to school, but found that he didn't eat any meat, and it was all distributed to the little girl next to me who had some disabled legs and feet. He was like a little hero, gently watching others finish eating, and when he went back, he praised his mother's braised pork for being the most delicious. ”

"I thought it was because of innocence, and when he grew up a little more, everything would change as worldly thoughts entered his heart. I watched him finish junior high school, hoping to see a different person. Indeed, I saw it too. After becoming a little adult, he began to have a lot of strange ideas, perhaps because he had peeked at me taking a shower, and he became much stranger than before. Some behaviors are incomprehensible, frustrating, and always tugging at my heart, and I suddenly think that I am not his other mother, who takes care of him every day. The boy used to like to sit on the old bluestone carving on the top of the mountain in the early morning and read aloud, but then at dusk, he still sat there, holding an old dry smoke gun with copper paint that had long fallen, and staring blankly ahead with the smoke. ”

"When I met him again, he was already a real man. When I was held in his arms for the first time, I cried and was afraid. I told him, don't do this, I'm afraid of you. But somehow, my heart was very happy, and I wanted to stay in his arms for a few more seconds. But I felt scared and didn't want to give myself to him just like that. So, when he kissed me for the first time, I knocked him unconscious and lay quietly in his arms. For the first time, it was really the first time to look at him who had grown up so seriously. The heartbeat was so strong and powerful, and the face was not handsome, but it was also attractive. ”

"Actually, I hated him too, when he first violently pushed me down. I really hated it, but I didn't hate him for getting me, but I felt a little angry, and I hoped that the first time I had a formal relationship with him, it would be much more romantic. Even if there are no flowers, at least I want to hear love words, but in the end, I really heard them. In the woods of the barren mountains and mountains, he obviously pressed on me domineeringly, but he spoke to me gently. He said he was too poor to climb me, but the young man promised me that wherever I went, he would chase me after me. You have to change for me, read Zhang Ailing's sentences for me, and get out of that small mountain village for me. At that time, I was a little tempted, and I felt that men like to talk about love, but when this fragile little guy really walked out of the mountain village and stood in front of me, I could only say...... Hearts melted. ”

"He has always been obedient to my words and has unconditional trust in me. I said I wanted to climb high, and he tried to climb high, tired to the point of wounds, exhausted, and tired of losing his dignity. But he never told me what was going on, and he never showed me the best version of himself. I've been watching him, I've been cheating on him, and he's been cheating on me. He never told me how many times he had almost died under a knife. He never told me that he had abandoned all dignity and knelt before others like a lost dog. He never told me how many times I had to wrestle, how many times I cried, how many times I had to roar to climb this pyramid called fate. He would only tell me one thing, and that was that whenever he lay down next to me, he would gently tell me that he missed me. ”

"He has changed a lot over the years, but his soul has never changed. is still the man who thinks about the people around him, from the little hero who took care of his table at the beginning, to the big man who will protect everyone now. This man was born poor, his skills were not strong, his mind was not very good, he was occasionally very honest, and occasionally he was very cunning. But he always remembered that his shoulders were high in the sky, and the people he cared about lived safely and happily under this sky. Enough for this man, who has never had any luxury. ”

"Originally, you asked me why, and I didn't think there was a reason, but I felt like I had to say something. Who knows that after saying so much, he still can't find a reason to love him. At this time, I can only use Zhang Ailing's sentence to say: You ask me if it's worth it to love you, in fact, you should know that love is not worth it. I'm not anybody outstanding, I'm just plain by her side, so small that it's easy to forget, so simple that it's not going to surprise people. ”

"If you want to ask who the most humble and cunning man is, I will not hesitate to say that it is Jiang Cheng. But if you ask me who is the man most worthy of love, I will not hesitate to say...... It's Jiang Cheng. ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Xue had already closed her eyes. Two lines of tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and I felt so distressed that I wanted to take a step forward, only to find that there was an invisible wall in front of me. But I saw that Li Hongchen stretched out his hand to me at some point, and it was he who was manipulating the wall.

"Let me in...... Let me in......"

I wanted to escape, but I fell to my knees weakly, but I clenched my fist and slammed against the wall, and my voice was full of pleading.

"When she made this decision, if you come back, you will only fail her......" Li Hongchen said softly, he suddenly put his hand on Jiang Xue's forehead, and said gently, "I will fulfill you, and there will be no pain." ”

"Don't ...... No! ”

I stared at Li Hongchen with wide eyes and horror. His hand suddenly emitted a rich white light, and the moment Jiang Xue was illuminated by the white light, she suddenly showed a gentle smile, then turned her head to look at me and waved to me, as if saying goodbye.

I couldn't hear her, I could only see the shape of her mouth. When she said a few characters, she was suddenly covered in white light, and before I could react, her body turned into countless starlight dots and floated in the air. At this time, Li Hongchen suddenly pinched his hand lightly, and the countless remnant souls were suddenly shattered again, and returned to the sky without leaving a trace.

I stared blankly at the sky, my mind looping back to the previous scene. This scene is engraved in my heart, and I will never forget it, and I will sink into pain.

She was talking to me......

I hate you so much.