Unconsciously, the book stopped for more than a month, and time flew by, reluctant to give up day and night.

After stopping the update this time, the fairy finally understood why many authors would become eunuchs once they stopped updating for too long. That's because the length is too long, if you don't write for a long time, you will forget a lot of things, you can't connect the front and back, the plot behind you can't be promoted, and the clues are complicated, so you can only do everything.

Fortunately, the fairy made a lot of memos while writing the article, and at the same time, it took a long time to roughly read the previous text, straighten out the clues, and clarify the ideas, so that he could continue to update.

In this month, my father has been receiving chemotherapy treatment in the hospital, and there are currently two courses of treatment, fortunately, there is no big chemotherapy reaction, except for a few days during the use of the drug, there is a loss of appetite, vomiting after eating, and a slight weight loss, after the end of the drug, through recuperation and recuperation, all signs have returned to normal, appetite is not bad, and the weight has also increased.

In the past two months, the fairy's state of mind is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs, gains and losses, depression, and confusion...... After all, my father is my only dear relative in this world. As one of my junior high school classmates said, his father had esophageal cancer and metastasized lung cancer, and after a course of chemotherapy at Shanghai Ruijin Hospital, he couldn't bear it and went home to recuperate with traditional Chinese medicine. He said that the process of treating cancer is always cautious, like moving forward in the dark, everything can only be groped, I don't know what the next step will be, I can't predict the future, everything is fate......

Fortunately, in this most difficult moment, there is a group of sincere friends who silently support and encourage the fairy.

Thanks to the "Gundam in the Sky" dude, he insisted on voting and tipping every day throughout the month. To be honest and snobbish, there was even a time when the first thing I woke up to do every day was to turn on my phone and see if Gouda had voted and rewarded. Perhaps this has become a valuable spiritual comfort for my anxious life, and even a spiritual habit for me. Actually, I sometimes feel uneasy and ashamed, because I wonder what kind of capital do I have to let him vote every day when I meet Brother Gundam, and what qualifications do I have to make him unconditionally support me and comfort me? But I guess it's a camaraderie. Xiao Mingzhou has a good saying - "When you succeed, the most rare thing is that you have no enemies, and when you fail, the most rare thing is that you still have friends." "Now I may be at a low point in my life, and I am grateful that I still have friends by my side when I am at a low point. Thank you, brother, thank you Lord Attack, you don't have to reward every day in the future, after all, the money is your hard-earned money, you have to support your family, you have to save money for the elderly, the future is still a long way, you and I will continue to flow.

Thanks to the "Sky Star Enlightenment" brother, my brother and I also met in Pingshui, and we didn't meet in reality, but only occasionally through a few phone calls, and we talked very happily. When he learned that my father had relapsed and was hospitalized, and that he had to spend a lot of money on treatment after spending a huge amount of medical expenses, he unexpectedly remitted a large sum of money to me. I know that my brother's life is not rich, and it is a rare friendship to support me so much at this time. I wanted to go back, but my dude insisted that I take it. I was so moved that I didn't know what to say, and I couldn't imagine why my brother trusted me so much in this era when people were separated from each other. In addition to being moved, it is still moving. No matter what life throws me in, I will pick myself up and develop my career again, so that I can help my brother when he needs it.

Thanks to Sister "Ember Cang", when my father was hospitalized in 2014, she traveled thousands of miles to visit me in the hospital. At that time, I had been in the hospital for several months, and my discharge was far away, so I was extremely dazed and lonely, and even my birthday was spent in the hospital. Unexpectedly, on her birthday, she actually sent a box of cakes and sent them to the hospital in person, which was really unexpected and warm. This time, she called again to encourage and encourage, and I realized that I am not alone in life, and there are many friends who care about me and care about me, and I still have many people to cherish in this world.

Thanks to the "Xiao Maniac" brothers, who have known each other for three years, often chat and fart, although everyone pounces together, but there is a mutual spiritual support. When the brother heard the news, he hurriedly called to ask for comfort, chatted for a long time, and his mood improved. It is a great strength to have someone to support in the face of adversity.

Thanks to the beauty "Li Yafan", who has known me for many years, has always tolerated my presumptuousness, understood some of my strange theories, studied together, and made progress together. When she was in a low mood this time, she was very worried, and hurriedly called to inquire, and after talking for a long time, she untied many knots in my heart and made me no longer so depressed.

Thanks to the "Yun Mengchu" brothers, who learned of my situation and left messages of encouragement under the pages of my book every day, gave examples and analysis, and persuaded and encouraged me in simple terms. For a while, what I fixed to do every day was to click on the post and see what the dude said. People are lonely creatures who need to communicate, and knowing that someone cares often has a sense of joy and openness. Thank you brother for insisting on leaving messages of encouragement every day.

Thanks to the brothers who are "difficult to educate people", they vote every day, leave messages every day, ask private messages from time to time, and persuade and comfort, which is really rare. My brother and I also met in Pingshui, but I was very touched to be able to treat each other so sincerely. Brothers come to vote and leave messages every day, it is difficult for ordinary people to do it, but brothers have done it, how is it not a deep friendship.

There are still many people who need to be thanked, "Listening to Flowers in the Middle of the Night", "Liangke No. 1", "Love Ruoruo", "Dragon Torture", "Yue Dance", "High Autumn Moonlight", "Society, Brother Song", ...... Many, many of them helped and supported me when I needed support.

Always be grateful and full of gratitude. On the road of life, because of these friends of you, I am more refined. It's hard to say, on the road in the future, we will continue our friendship!

Thanksgiving, salute—— fairy is silent (to be continued.) )