1053 The real and the unreal are only in a thought

With Xiuze's departure, Shenqi's matter seemed to come to an end, but Lin Luo didn't think that the matter would end here, because what Xiuze said before leaving, it was obvious that Shenqi had been entrusted to him, and looking at Shenqi's reaction, there seemed to be no intention of refusing. elder brother

Whether they trusted themselves too much, or the legendary sage lord too much, Lin Luo felt that this problem was big or small, in short, he was under a lot of pressure

And what made him feel even more pressured was, how should he arrange Shenqi next?

To be honest, Lin Luo had a feeling that he didn't know where to start, after all, he still had two oil bottles with him.

Probably because of the life-and-death battle that we had just experienced together, or because I suddenly discovered the truth of the facts, which made Shenqi's mood fluctuate a lot, so although I had known Lin Luo for less than a day, I didn't see much when I spoke, and said: "I will become a demon NV because I have cultivated the secret book that my mother gave me, and then she was cruel to me, I always thought that she deliberately made me a demon NV, in order to keep her throne forever, after all, before I became a demon NV, I already have the support of the majority of the people, and it is only a matter of time before I ascend to the throne. But now I know that I had been wrong about her all along, and that she had given me everything she could, and that I had imagined her so much...... You don't think I'm unfilial? ”

Lin Luo was slightly stunned, and then said: "Actually, from your standpoint, it is not surprising that you would have such an idea, but I still think that as a mother, I will not harm my own children." ”

Shenqi smiled bitterly, "Yes, how can a mother harm her child, I should have known this a long time ago, but I have always been too biased, and by the time I realized it, it was too late...... In the Demon Clan, I am already a dead princess, and now and beyond, I will never be able to go back. I'll never see her again, I can't say sorry to her, say thank you, and I'll forget about her person forever in the near future, ...... I do."

At this, tears welled up in her eyes again, and her face was full of sorrow.

Lin Luo looked at her like this, and sighed secretly in his heart. He stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder, and said softly, "If you want to cry, cry, it's always bad to hold back." ”

Shenqi was still suppressing her feelings, but this sentence completely turned on the switch of her feelings, and she immediately fell into Lin Luo's arms, tears and sadness and remorse could no longer be suppressed. "Woooooooooo......oo I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Woowoo...... I don't want to forget, I don't want to forget......"

Shenqi screamed while crying, as if he wanted to vent all the sadness in his heart, Lin Luo let her cry, not speaking or comforting, he knew that no matter what kind of words and what kind of comfort he said now, there was no meaning, and some things could only be survived by himself. No one else can help.

There's a saying that says, cry, laugh, and then go on.

I don't know how long it took for Shenqi's crying to gradually stop, and then left Lin Luo's embrace, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and smiled apologetically at him. "Sorry, I lost my temper just now. Let you see the joke. ”

"It's fine. I'm not going to laugh at you. Lin Luo shrugged his shoulders and said indifferently.

Shenqi chuckled.

After a cry. Her eyes had turned a little red, but the god Jīng looked good, and there was no sadness between her eyebrows.

Shenqi walked past Lin Luo, looked at the sky and stretched out his hands, and suddenly said loudly: "I have decided!" ”

"What was decided?" Lin Luo asked subconsciously.

Shenqi turned around, with a confident smile on his face, "I decided to record everything that happened to me before, now, and even in the future, even if my memories disappear, but these records will not disappear, even if these records will disappear, but my soul will definitely remember..."

As long as my soul does not disappear, then, even if I forget one day, my soul will definitely help me remember again! ”

Lin Luo was stunned for a moment when he heard this, if Shenqi recorded all this, even if the real garden would record her and erase her mother's existence, but he couldn't do this, then ...... Won't the traces of his own stay in this era disappear?

If you don't completely disappear into this era, and someone still remembers you, then the conflict with the future ...... Wrong!

Lin Luo suddenly thought that things didn't seem to be what he imagined, because he didn't meet Shenqi when he first entered Gensokyo, and no one knew whether Shenqi remembered himself or didn't remember himself at that time...... On the other hand, it doesn't seem to matter if she remembers herself?

Although he thought so, Lin Luo was still a little uneasy.

At this time, Shenqi said again: "Although I feel very grateful for my mother's dedication to me, I still feel that her approach is wrong, so if I have my own children in the future, I will definitely not be like her, I will definitely give my children meticulous care and love, I don't need to be very strong, and I don't need to be a big man, as long as I can live happily and freely, it is enough." ”

"Mother asked Xiuze to cut off my wings, I know that she is freeing me from the shackles of the demon clan, not as a demon, not as a demon NV, but as a god Qi to find my own way of life, then...... The path that is very different from my mother's is the way I choose to live. ”

Lin Luo was stunned again, isn't what Shenqi is saying now the way to treat Alice in the future? So suppose that Shenqi's current memory is gone, then there is a possibility of conflict with Alice's future?

In an instant, Lin Luo húnluàn.

"What? Is there something wrong? Seeing Lin Luo's stunned expression, Shen Qi couldn't help asking.

Lin Luo hurriedly shook his head, "No, there's nothing wrong, it's just that I thought of some other things myself, so I was distracted." ”

"Your own business? Ah, yes! As soon as he heard this, Shen Qi thought violently, he still didn't know Lin Luo's name, and suddenly said, "You saved me and helped me so much, I don't even know who you are, can you tell me?" ”

"That's right, I've never introduced myself." Lin Luo nodded, and then briefly introduced himself. Of course, it does not include the identity of being a person of the future.

Then he pointed to his surroundings and asked, "It seems that this place can't stay anymore, what are your plans for the future?" ”

For this sea of no regrets, Shenqi likes it very much, because it is very quiet, and no one will disturb it, except for the good werewolf last time. She has lived here very steadily for more than ten years, and over time she has developed feelings, so when she looks at the messy environment around her, her eyes are somewhat sad.

But this feeling quickly disappeared from her face, after all, she had already experienced more sad things than this. Listening to Lin Luo's words, she hesitated slightly for a moment, then raised her head and looked at him fixedly, "I don't have any place to go for the time being, can I follow you?" ”

Lin Luo is embarrassed, he really plans to rely on himself, you are also a little reserved.

Although Lin Luo knew that it would be this answer, he really heard Shenqi's unhesitating tone. He was still a little embarrassed. Of course, this is also the reason why he doesn't understand the demon clan's nv sub xìng character, unlike the reserved human nv child, the demon nv child has always dared to love and hate, and once he falls in love, it is an unswerving feeling.

And Shenqi's experience is also different from that of ordinary demon clan nv children, she was first in a high position, one person below ten thousand people, maybe when she was a princess, a little bit of Ren xìng. It's a bit coquettish. But since the change of the demon NV. was demoted from the demon clan and left alone in the world. Living in this remote sea of no regrets for more than ten years, its loneliness and loneliness can be imagined.

Coupled with the previous life-and-death battle, as well as the truth about his mother, although these things did not happen for a long time, the impact on Shenqi was incomparably great...... When she was hated and abandoned by everyone, Lin Luo was unswervingly on her side, no matter what the reason was, this kindness was no longer kindness, it was more of a reliance and a kind of recognition.

It is because of this recognition that she has the courage to continue to live.

And her mother's matter also let her know that there is only one opportunity, and once she misses it, she will only regret it at that time, so Shenqi doesn't want to miss it.

Although she has not yet risen to the height of love for Lin Luo, she knows that this is someone she can absolutely believe in and rely on, and maybe she is the only person in the world who agrees with her, so she doesn't want to miss it, no matter what kind of development it will be in the future, she will not regret it.

At least, if she can feel at ease by this person's side, that is enough.

As for being reserved or something, this thing is simply dispensable.

"Will it bother you if I follow you?" Seeing that Lin Luo seemed to be a little hesitant, Shenqi suddenly asked cautiously.

Lin Luo smiled and said, "It's not bothering, it's just that I live in the East, and the customs on both sides are a little different, I'm afraid that you will not adapt to the soil or something." ”

Shenqi didn't know if Lin Luo was joking or really worried, so he suddenly said: "I came to this world from the demon clan, and I haven't experienced adaptation, and there is no difference between the east and the west." ”

"You have a point." Lin Luo nodded, "Okay, since you have already made a decision, and the sage of your family also said that I am your nobleman, if I don't send the Buddha to the west, it will be a bit unkind." ”

"Really? Thank you so much! Hearing that Lin Luo had agreed, Shenqi immediately became excited.

However, Lin Luo poured a basin of cold water on her at the right time, and said: "Don't be too happy, you may not be able to enjoy happiness with me, at least then we must rush to the east at full speed...... After all, I still have two little apprentices at home, although they are very smart, but there will be any accidents in this world, and I don't know if anything happened for more than a day after I left this day, and I must go back immediately to see if I can rest assured. ”

Since he had already promised to bring Shenqi, naturally there was no need to hide the existence of Xiaozi and Youxiang, Lin Luosuo said it generously.

But it didn't matter if he said that Xiao Zi and Youxiang existed, but Shen Qi was slightly stunned when he heard it, and hurriedly asked, "You said you came from the East?" ”

"Well, the easternmost part of this continent is closer to the border." Lin Luo didn't know why she asked this question, and answered truthfully.

Shenqi's eyes rolled, "You've only been out for more than a day?" ”

"yes, what's wrong?" Lin Luo felt that Shenqi's IQ was a little not very good...... Probably, after all, he had made it very clear just now.

It's just that Shen Qi's next sentence made him dumbfounded, and he only heard her say: "The eastern border is quite a long distance away from this place, and with the footsteps of ordinary masters plus the necessary rest, it will take at least ten days, even if I open the Demon Wing." You have to go for a day, and you came here from the eastern border in one day, right...... You already knew I was going to be besieged? So you came out of it to save me? ”

"......" Lin Luo was speechless, it turned out that it was not that Shenqi had a problem with his IQ, but that his own brain was in water, and he didn't even think of these most basic things. However, this can't be blamed on him, after all, as a quasi-heaven level master, he has long ignored the existence of distance. Just like those high-ranking bigwigs, except for a few who have a little conscience, who cares about whether the lives of the people below are well-off, local tyrants, or refugees?

Lin Luo didn't know what to say for a while, and hesitated for a moment. Only then did he say: "Actually, I came to the West to find something, so I came in a hurry, and then what I was looking for happened to be in the sea of no regrets, and when I found what I wanted, I happened to find that you were besieged, so I happened to see the injustice and draw a knife to help...... Do you believe that? ”

Shenqi shook her head, if Lin Luo didn't ask the last sentence, she might believe it. But when Lin Luo asked, she really didn't believe it...... This is obviously made up, and she is not a fool.

"Well, we'll talk about that later." Lin Luo had nothing to say, not to mention that Shenqi didn't believe it, even he didn't believe it.

Shen Qi has no opinion, anyway, she doesn't care what the truth is, no matter whether Lin Luo deliberately came to save her or saved her by accident, the result is the same.

A moment later. Lin Luo rushed to the east with Shenqi...... Of course. Before leaving, he hadn't forgotten the long sword that killed the West Wolf King in seconds. Maybe I'll have to collide with werewolves in the future, and it won't be a bad thing to hold this thing.

Just when Lin Luo left with Shenqi, in an unknown place, under the mysterious starry sky, there was a star-shaped shining array, and above that array, there was a young man with long hair.

Shao NV looked up at the starry sky, a wise breath flowed from her face, the long hair of the water sè flew without wind, and the light of the array and the starlight in the sky reflected each other, making people faintly feel her mystery.

Shao NV seemed to be petrified, standing motionless on the formation diagram, and I don't know how long it took, her expression suddenly changed, and then the entire formation exploded...... With a bang, in the earth-shattering explosion, Shao NV was completely submerged in the white mist.

However, even with such a violent explosion, the young NV was still unscathed, as if it had exploded

The movement did not cause the slightest impact on her, but her figure began to become a little strange, flashing and flashing, sometimes transparent, real and complete, as if between the unreal and the real.

"I'm real! I'm real! I'm not illusory, I'm real! Suddenly, Shao NV raised her head to the sky and shouted, and her beautiful face became a little crazy.

She clasped her hands and began to struggle violently, the lines between real and illusory clearly extending out of her body, as if to separate her completely.

"I don't want to be unreal! I don't want not to exist! I'm real! Shao NV hugged his body tightly and roared with all his might, but that

The lines grew faster and faster, more and more, and her body became lighter and lighter, as if it was going to disappear at any moment.

Shao NV knew that if she continued like this, she would inevitably disappear, but she was unwilling!

The resurrection of the life that had been lost in this era filled her with unexpected joy, but the cruel fate made her as invisible as a rat crossing the street. In order to maintain her own existence, she endured for countless years, and she hid for countless years...... The human world, the gods, the demons, and even hell, the small world, the big world...... There are her footprints everywhere, and she has made countless efforts for it, but in the end, she still has to face the end of disappearing completely, and she is unwilling!

"No, it won't end like this!"

Suddenly, Shao NV raised his head and looked at the boundless sky again, his crazy expression gradually calmed down, and his desperate eyes regained their composure again, "Since I have come back to life, there must be a meaning for my existence, I don't exist to disappear again, since I have been given a true name, I will not be defeated by the illusory...... Yes, I'm still hiding! Hide where no one can find it! Whether it's a little demon or a red aya, even if it's Qiqi, and my dear brother...... None of you can find me! ”

Speaking of this, Shao NV stretched out his right hand and waved it forward.

"The Mirror of Reality! Immortal! Take me away! ”

When the words fell, an ordinary mirror suddenly appeared in front of her, and then this mirror shè shè out a faint glimmer, under the light shè, less nv on the body

The pattern gradually began to calm down, and then, the void cracked, and Shao NV directly grabbed the mirror and jumped in.

Almost at the same time that mirror appeared, the demon sitting in the sky city suddenly stood up violently, and his face changed drastically, "Impossible! Could it be her?! ”

At the same time, Lin Xiaoke, who was in the other world, also flashed a look of surprise in his eyes.

Then, in a world full of murderous aura, a twelve or thirteen-year-old young NV, her heart also suddenly moved.