Chapter 1292: The Curse of Going to Hades Together
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Arthur took Brünnhilde to experience ordinary daily life, a scene that had nothing to do with romance, but it made Brünnhilde feel warm. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
These daily experiences and frolicking are very satisfying for Brünnhilde, which is beyond the reach of her high Valkyrie, and perhaps there will be true happiness in the ordinary, and those singing and crying poems and romantic and sympathetic love left on history are filled with most of the illusory world floating cases, leaving only the unreachable distant!
And this ordinary happiness can only be held in one hand, breathed, looked at, tasted...... Everything becomes colorful, not romantic, but full of warmth.
She didn't know if she was in love with Arthur, out of the epic of Brunhilde and Siegrude, just as a girl, she couldn't understand this emotion, she had never experienced it, but she wanted to go on like this!
Needless to say, Arthur is an upright teenager who doesn't lie, goes straight to her goal, and never gives up on anything that can be saved, all of which are qualities she loves.
It was through this warmth that she realized that the so-called love was not meant to be framed in a gorgeous shell, it was simple and pure, buried in the dull stone soil, an undeveloped rough diamond.
Now she can understand why Qing Ji will be happy to accompany Arthur's side, there is no reason, in the final analysis, the communication between people is all from the heart, and all kinds of feelings will sprout when there are waves in the heart, or love or hate or resentment or infatuation......
It is this kind of plain warmth that Kiyohime is pursuing.
So, what kind of heart ripple does she, Brunhilde, want?
Unreasonable understanding, inability to understand, exhaustive exploration, may be a truth that cannot be understood in a lifetime, or it may be a truth that can be judged in an instant.
"It's almost darkness, it's the last daylight of the week, and the dusk is beautiful, isn't it?"
Arthur sits side by side with Brünnhilde and Kiyohime on a mountain in the middle of nowhere, watching the sun go down.
"Is it because Valhalla hasn't been able to continue the strategy?"
Brünnhilde leaned on Arthur's shoulder as Kiyohime did.
"Well, darkness breeds evil, evil breeds evil, sin ushers in destruction, destruction is rebirth, this world is so mysterious, there will never be a day of stopping, time is slowly advancing, for humans or gods, there are not many things that can be left, clothes, food, supplies, weapons, armor...... Everything will be buried with the years, but the situation left in the heart will not change.
I'm actually a very boring person, I don't know how to be romantic, I don't know how to enjoy, I don't know how to taste, I don't know how to please, a desperately persistent simple girl, all I can give to the people around me is protection and ordinary warmth, and I never had the luxury of hoping to get much friendship, love, and affection......
Even so, I am trying to live, and sometimes I don't understand why this attachment exists, but the moment I see you smiling, the moment I feel the warmth of my heart, I suddenly think, ah, this is not pain, but happiness, and everyone has a different meaning for happiness in their hearts......
Well, these may be a little sentimental, but what I want to convey to you has been conveyed, and if there is anything left unconveyed, it is an oath that cannot be spoken.
What we are doing now is very much like a couple, but I must be honest, I don't have the slightest love for you, of course, to say this kind of thing to a girl, I really want to fight, but as I said at the beginning, I am just your knight, and the knight's duty is only to guard, as for the love between the knight and the princess, it is only a dream in the epic.
I can't say love easily, the only people who are qualified to say love are those lovers who can do everything without hesitation and can even be life and death.
You and Qing Ji are qualified, I am not qualified, I was originally made this decision to attack you, I have a different heart, I am not worthy of love, you are such a perfect and pure girl, it is too precious to me, I want to say those shameful words will only blaspheme your purity. ”
Arthur said self-deprecatingly.
"Indeed, I can understand, and I know that you are just trying to attack me, or kill me, to make me like you, and you can't attack you, or be satisfied and end this battle, your purpose is not me, but the long distance, I am just a scenery in the middle of your stand.
But ......"
Brünnhilde shed warm tears-
"I, O of this short ordinary, have experienced the highest level of happiness for me! Even Siegrud can't do it, although you are ordinary, but no one can be ordinary, people put on a mask of hypocrisy in order to live, and you are naked, you are ordinary to the point that you can't touch......
I am touched that you are still putting yourself in my shoes even in this situation, hoping that I can understand this happiness and then set foot on the battlefield without any worries, my crying is that the deeper my feelings for you, the more I can't stop, maybe I will let you down, I become more and more want to kill you!
I am the cursed Valkyrie!
The man who gave me tenderness will eventually die under the gun I throw, and the more I experience this satisfaction, the more desperate I want to kill you, I am a hopeless woman, and I don't deserve this happiness!
But I'm greedy for satisfaction from you, Arthur, I'm sorry, I can't restrain myself, the tiger loves you, the more I want to kill you, it's my Brünnhilde's curse......
In the final moments, I can satisfy your desires. Hopefully, after this, I will kill you, but then I will kill myself, and all I can do is spend a long eternity with you in Hades. ”
"I see, curse? I'm not unhappy, on the contrary, I'm happy, because I can let you touch this happiness, I'm the hopeless person, even if it's a blackened me, in the face of a sincere girl like you, I desperately want to fill your emptiness, this is the only thing I can do......
If there's anything you want, it's—
I hope you don't blame yourself, because there is no filth in this short time we have spent, then you and I have no reason to blame ourselves or regret it, even if you kill me in the future, let me finally see the corners of your smiling mouth, in fact, your smile is very beautiful......"
Arthur understands that this final moment is inevitable, and they still have to kill each other!! (To be continued.) )