954 That life, let's go in a second!
954 that life, let's go in one second!
Lin Luo's contact with the girl's "body" was only for a moment, but for him, it seemed to be forever, he could no longer see himself, no longer see the other party, and never see the starry sky again...... The eye has lost the meaning of its existence, and he can't see all of it. 9vk friends
Even he has lost his consciousness, he only has one feeling, that is, water and milk, fluttering like a fairy...... Wrong! It's not that he has this feeling, it's that he incarnates this feeling.
He is no longer a person, or even a thing, he has become the purest "enlightenment"!
More happy than everything in this world, more chic than everything in this world, more free than everything in this world, more unrestrained than everything in this world...... Everything must be subordinated to this "enlightenment"!
That state can only be understood, not spoken.
His eyes obviously can't see anything anymore, but his "enlightenment" allows him to "see" a lot of things, what does he see? The first thing he saw was darkness, and then he saw a woman, a woman he didn't know at all, but with a loving countenance...... Suddenly he understood, who this woman was, she was nobody, she was a "mother"!
He first saw the darkness, and now he saw the "mother", why is this happening?
Through enlightenment, Lin Luo quickly understood again, because he had become a baby.
The baby in the mother's hand was him, but when he thought about it, he felt that it was not, he was just an outsider, attached to this baby, but he was clear about the feeling of this baby, as if he had really become this baby...... Half baby, half him!
The baby is a girl, born in a very ordinary family, without the power to cover the sky with one hand, without the net worth of thousands of family fortunes, and without the ability to penetrate the world, but her father and mother love and are very happy.
The baby's name is Zhai Xin.
Then time flies, the baby grows up, and "he" grows up with the baby, because he is her, and in this world, they are one, and he can feel all of her.
Eight years have passed, and the baby has finally grown into a little girl, innocent and lively, cute and kind. Her father ran the clinic, her mother worked as an assistant in the clinic, and she followed her parents as a child, learning medicine and helping patients.
Although her father did not have miraculous medical skills, he was called a miracle doctor by the people of the town, because he saved many people, and he charged the least amount of money for the poor, and she was proud of her father, and she was determined to be like him.
However, she did not succeed.
Because good people don't get good rewards.
The father inadvertently offended the powerful, and the powerful took action, and the family was ruined.
Seeing her parents die in front of her eyes, she knelt in the flames, heartbroken, unable to cry, letting the fire spread to herself, but she was indifferent. If she can be liberated by death, then she is still happy, but life is also difficult, and death is even harder!
When she was about to be covered by the sea of fire, the pouring rain fell from the sky, allowing her to pick up her life, although the death of her parents made her worse than death, but as a descendant of a doctor, she knew the preciousness of life, and she would not give up her life easily, but at the age of eight, she had no ability to survive at all.
Dragging her weak body, she asked for help from those who had been helped by her parents, but those people saw her as if they were avoiding the plague, and in the face of her helpless expression, they did not lend a helping hand, but closed the door tightly.
She was saddened by this, but she did not complain, because these people did not dare to offend the powerful, and if they had helped her, they would have been ruined like her.
So, she became a little beggar on the side of the street.
When the powerful learned that they had not cut the grass and eradicated the roots, they did not take it to heart and left her to fend for herself. A person who has no background and no power, and even has difficulty surviving, is like an ant, which is insignificant.
The tragedy at home, the ruthlessness of passers-by, all this became an indelible grief in her heart, but she did not give up kindness because of this, even if she was hungry to death, she still gave half of the steamed buns she finally picked up to the little beggar who was also hungry.
But her kindness was not reciprocated, the beggar ate the steamed bun she sent, and came to snatch the trowel in her hand, although she tried her best to resist, but the eight-year-old had no strength, not only the last food was snatched, but even provoked a violent beating.
Lying in the alley where no one passed, drenched in the heavy rain falling from the sky, she was hungry and cold, the pain was unbearable, tears were rolling in her eyes, but she didn't cry, she just looked up to the sky and questioned in her heart.
"Heavenly Dao, why are you so unfair? Why are good people not rewarded? Why should the good be deceived? Heavenly Dao Heavenly Dao, where the hell are you? Heavenly Dao, Heavenly Dao, have you ever glanced at me? β
Lin Luo looked at her pain, felt her pain, and wanted to ask: Why is the world so unfair? Why should such a kind girl be bullied like this?
But he didn't question it, because he knew that there was never fairness in this world.
Tired of crying, crying hoarse, in the instinct of life, she continued to stagger out in search of food...... She and the wild dog grabbed food, but could not grab the wild dog, but was bitten to the flesh, she and the wild cat to grab food but not as fast as the wild cat, in order to survive, she can only eat the wild cat and wild dog disdain to eat the "food".
Survived, she survived!
However, life is better than death!
Survival is such a difficult thing for an eight-year-old girl!
Don't cry, don't cry, I want to live, this is the life that my father and mother gave me, I can't give up no matter what...... Whenever she thinks of her grief, the girl wants to cry, but after being beaten countless times and sneering at her countless times, she has learned to be strong, to be armed, and to learn how to protect herself.
Her parents' revenge can't be avenged, and she doesn't want to see her in a sad place, so she can only leave this town, dragging her scarred body and broken heart, step by step...... When you fall, you get up again, when you are hungry, you eat the roots and weeds of the trees by the roadside, and when you are thirsty, you drink the rain from the sky...... Don't cry, don't cry, never cry!
Don't cry, don't cry, you have to live, you must live!
Lin Luo felt the girl's grief, but he couldn't do anything but cheer her up in his heart.
However, without food, water, and any ability to survive, she could not survive at all, and finally she fainted on the muddy mountain road, and her life was on the verge of death.
When she woke up, she saw an old couple, she saw her beautiful face, she saw the simple but clean clothes on her body, and she saw the fragrant food...... Good people are rewarded, and when her life was hanging by a thread, she was discovered by the old couple, who saw that she was pitiful, and took her home and treated her like their own child.
Under the sincere treatment of the old couple, she finally let go of her arms and started a normal life again. She can let go of her hatred because she knows what her parents want most and not want her revenge, but that she can live, so she can forget her grief and start a new life, but!
A bright future is just a flash in the pan.
After a short period of happiness, they met a bandit in a market, and the old couple was killed on the spot, while she was born beautiful and escaped her life, but was sold to the slave market by the bandits at a high price.
hating the injustice of the sky, hating the injustice of the earth, hating the tragic death of relatives...... However, she was powerless to resist.
Although she was still very young, the slave owners could already foresee the future of her, intending to train her to become the best prostitute and earn more money.
However, she does not follow!
Even if her life is humble, even if her survival is difficult, even if she has seen too much of the squalor of this world, but ...... Whether it's body or soul, she doesn't want to be defiled, even the slightest!
Desperately resisting, insignificant in the face of great power, in order to make her willingly trained, she was thrown into a water prison...... She was so uncomfortable with the pain of the water that she wanted to cry, but she didn't cry, because the tears had long since dried up in the hundreds of lonely and cold nights that had been.
She was beaten and in pain, but she gritted her teeth; Without food, she was so hungry that her hands and feet were weak, and she gritted her teeth; She was so thirsty that she didn't give water to drink, but she still gritted her teeth.
If your hand is broken, don't cry!
Broken leg, don't cry!
No matter what kind of punishment she receives, her answer will always be only three words, "I don't follow!" β
The girl's strong and unyielding character had already moved Lin Luo, every time she saw her being punished, every time she saw her covered in bruises, she couldn't help but cry, but she didn't impress the slave owner, her tenacity aroused the ferocity of these people even more.
In the end, they threw her into the gladiatorial arena, hoping that she would be eaten alive by the monster in order to recoup the lost money.
In the face of the vicious monster, the girl was powerless to resist, but she did not die, and at the moment when she was about to be torn apart by the monster, a light saved her and took her out of that world.
The name of that light is calledβThe Book of Discord!
Having received a great source of strength, she did not be ecstatic, but recalled all the things that had happened, and ten years of time flew by in her mind, and finally she gave up two things - innocence and kindness!
"Good people can't get good rewards, and kindness can't get good treatment, then from now on, I will embark on the path of evil! All those who bully me, all those who look down on me, kill them all! β
Since the world is unfair, and since the way of heaven is ruthless, there is no need to continue to exist.
"Whether it's a person or a thing, as long as it stands in my way, kill it! Come one to kill one, come one to kill one pair, come to thousands and thousands, and I will kill thousands and thousands! β
"If there is no end to killing, then I will kill to the top of the world, to the end of the sky!"
"Kill, kill, kill! Never stop! Kill Kill Kill! Kill everything! β
"Forge the supreme evil path with endless slaughter!"
"From then on, I ...... It's the evil king! The strongest and most evil being! β
Cui Xin in the past, the evil king now, this ...... It's her whole life!
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