703 Deceive everything, my meaning exists for you
"Why? Why are you here? Why were you able to find me? Over here...... It's a forever static nothingness, even if it's impossible for you! ”
Looking at Lin Luo in front of him, CC's face was full of shock.
The void space created by Code will be separated from the world, from reincarnation, from the roots, forever hovering outside of everything, and in the end even existence will disappear. It is precisely because of this that she chose to end her life in this way.
Because ordinary ways of dying are useless to her, she can't end her life by herself, and the only ones who can kill her are walkers, but Lin Luo will definitely not let this happen, and she won't do it, after all, once she is killed, it will also cause great harm to the people around her.
Only here!
Only by choosing this way, no one will notice it, even if Lin Luo finds out, it is impossible for him to enter this void space...... Taking a step back, even if Lin Luo really came in, he couldn't speak or act, let alone find her and take her out.
This time, CC really chose to die, and she had been preparing for a long time, but she never expected that even so, Lin Luo would still be able to come in and find her, which was simply a fantasy.
Therefore, CC's tone was full of shock and doubt, as well as a hint of inexplicable fear.
"You ask me, then I will ask you, why are you able to speak? Able to act? ”
Lin Luo didn't answer the rhetorical question, and this question suddenly made CC speechless, because it was too sudden before, she didn't realize that she had actually gotten out of stillness, and at this moment, she suddenly realized, even she herself was shocked. She immediately thought that the power of Code had been broken, but Code was connected to herself, and if Code was broken, this void space would not exist.
In other words, there is another force that is resisting Code...... Is it the root? CC is not clear.
Then, without waiting for her to speak, Lin Luo suddenly pulled, hugged her tightly in his arms, looked down, and asked, "Why did you choose this way to disappear?" Why do you want to die? ”
There will be no matter in this void space, so at this moment, the two of them are all **, and their bodies are in contact in an extremely intimate way, which makes CC's heart have a strange feeling, but for her, this feeling is not enough to make her lose her mind, let alone shake her.
"You know, my wish is to die." Don't think about the reason why Lin Luo came here for a while, CC replied.
"Yes, that's what you really want? But why do I see it differently? ”
"What do you see?"
"Isn't it loved?"
CC's body trembled slightly, but then he calmed down, pushed his hands away, broke away from Lin Luo's embrace, and said disdainfully, "Love? I remember telling you before that the first GAESS I got was to be loved, and no matter who I was, under the influence of this force, they would fall in love with me, even if I told that person to die, the other party would not refuse. Although the power of GAESS has disappeared since I got the Code, the power of being loved still exists, but I don't need to activate it myself, but it will silently affect the people around me, do you think, love, such a cheap thing will be my wish? ”
Hearing her say this, Lin Luo suddenly understood that when CC got the code, it was also when she was possessed by the heart of the world, so she said that she had not given GAESS to others, because she was different at that time, but!
"You once said that the reason why snow is white is because it has forgotten its color. The same applies to you, why don't you confess love? Because you forgot how to be loved. ”
"Even so, so what, forgetting is forgetting."
CCiman said nonchalantly, "Because for me, being loved is still cheap." For example, you came to me this time, do you think it's because you love me? Even if it is, is that love of your own volition? ”
"I don't know, maybe it's because of love, maybe it's because of **, maybe it's just that I don't want you to die." Lin Luo replied truthfully, and didn't say anything about loving you to the point of being old.
CC immediately laughed, "Your answer was beyond my expectations, but in this case, what you said before is not true, if it is true that my original desire was to be loved, but you did not fall in love with me, then my wish will not be fulfilled." ”
"It's true as you say, but in the same way, since I'm not in love with you, it means that your power to be loved doesn't work on me, do you still think that being loved is cheap?" Lin Luo also asked with a smile.
"You ......" CC was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Lin Luo to refute her in this way, although being loved doesn't have much to do with the current matter, but it fundamentally overturns her values.
And going further down the line, if being loved is not cheap, it means that CC has misjudged, which also refutes CC's desire to die on the other hand, because she is wrong.
However, CC has made up his mind to die, and obviously will not be refuted like this, "Maybe my original wish is indeed to be loved, but the past is history, and now my wish is death, there is no doubt about this, if you want to fulfill my wish, then let me die here." ”
Lin Luo shook his head, "The past, present and future are all on the same parallel line, it cannot be denied, what I want to fulfill is your original wish, not the false wish you believe in front of you." "For example, even if I admit your words, you are not in love with me." "I'm just saying maybe, because love is too simple and complicated, I can't be sure if my feelings for you are love or not, but I came here, and my intention to let you live is real."
"But you can't fulfill my wish." CC is still denying, and since Lin Luo circled her argument on her original desire, then she used her original wish to refute it.
"I can!" Lin Luo pressed CC's hand to the heart of his chest, and said, "I'm not sure or deny, but I can deceive, deceive myself, deceive you, deceive the world, this intention to let you live is love!" ”
"Since it's a deception, it's false and meaningless." CC withdrew his hand and leaned back.
"Whether it is false or not, whether it is meaningful or not, you need to experience it yourself, because you are the one who is loved.
......" CC was silent again, for some reason, she found that her wisdom was a little insufficient, and she couldn't find the words to refute it, Lin Luo's heart that wanted her to live was love, she didn't know, because she had long forgotten what it was like to be truly loved.
"I want to disappear here, I want to be silent here, because I don't have the meaning to exist. If you love me, you will accept everything about me, and accompany me here to disappear and fall silent together, and I will admit that your love is real. "It doesn't matter if I don't know, but CC knows how to deny it, and she doesn't think Lin Luo will stay here.
And this is indeed the case, Lin Luo shook his head without hesitation, "My life is not my own, my disappearance will bother many people and hurt many people, so I can't be here." ”
CC still chooses to deny, "Then your heart is not love......"
"But!" Lin Luo interrupted CC's words, stretched out his hand, and said loudly, "Although I can't go to your side, I want to save you, so come to my side, CC!"
This sentence makes CC unable to refute, because if it is love, the important thing is not where it is, but whether it yearns for together, so she can't deny that Lin Luo's heart is not love, and if she refuses, then the conditions she asks to stay here are also meaningless.
Her defenses were being broken down, but she still had one last wall.
"My history is death, I have fallen into hell, the history of hell binds me, with me, you must go to hell. So, are you willing to accompany me to hell? ”
CC held out his hand.
"Pull you out of hell...... As in duty bound! Lin Luo smiled and stretched out his hand.
Then, the two of them held hands together, and then the void space began to transform...... Lin Luo soon discovered that it was the history of CC, a whole hundred years of experience.
And when history began to roll around, he felt death.
burned, drowned, skinned, decapitated, suffocated...... Countless ways to die, countless ways to die, this is the history of CC, this is everything that CC has experienced, and it is also what Lin Luo did not see when he signed the contract of the heart. And at the moment, he is experiencing these deaths with CC...... A whole hundred years, so long, but fleeting.
In the end, they stay at the end of history.
When all the death was out of consciousness, Lin Luo opened his eyes, and CC was still standing in front of him.
"How many deaths have we experienced?"
"81 times."
"81 deaths, can you find a meaning in existence?"
"Nope."
"Then, it's up to me to give you the meaning of existence."
Lin Luo looked into her eyes and gave orders like a king, "From now on, you will exist for me." Before you find the true meaning, take my existence as the meaning of your life, as long as I live, you will not allow death, if I die, you will go and resurrect my existence, forever and ever, live for me! ”
"You're really going to be tough...... CCtf smiled wryly, but then said, "but it's okay to try, as you say, to deceive myself, to deceive everyone, to deceive the world." ”
Then, she took the initiative to put her arms around Lin Luo's neck, "Then make a contract here, it only belongs to you and me forever, my life...... Exist for you! After saying that, CC took the initiative to kiss it.
It's a kiss of contract.
It was also a long and short kiss, and when the two kissed and parted their lips, the void began to disintegrate...... That's the power of CC's Code, and it's also the power of her original heart to unlock all the seals of the heart of the world after her favorability reaches a hundred.
PS: Well, there are only three shifts, and sure enough, the speed is still not enough.
(To be continued)