However, Master Liu didn't seem to be willing to give a specific explanation to this same kind of person, and he said a little tiredly: "This involves Shen Xing's personal affairs, so I won't say more, in another room at the end of this corridor, you can go see Shen Xing." ”

As soon as Brother Chengxin heard this, he stood up and left, and I quickly followed behind Brother Chengxin, standing in the corridor, I grabbed Brother Chengxin, and I said: "Brother Chengxin, I know that Shen Xing is a very good girl, and it is normal for men to like her!" But time is short after all, and I want you to put it down. ”

Brother Chengxin's eyes were a little red, caused by insomnia and fatigue for several days, he looked at me with red eyes like this, and then leaned weakly against the wall, and then his hoarse voice because of fatigue and sadness came to my ears: "Chengyi, Ruxue is perfect, right?" Therefore, I used to be tempted by Ruxue, and I had a good feeling, but it was just tempting, just like it from afar, and I didn't think about having it! Because it is like snow to me, like the clouds on the edge of the sky, it is beautiful, but it is also far away."

When it comes to Ruxue, I was silent, the feeling described by Brother Chengxin was the first time I saw Ruxue, I also had it, she was very beautiful, she was also far away, but I and her were unable to escape fate, just like the song sang, you who were casual at first, and me who was young and careless, the love in the red dust, just because of the hurried and silent glue of life

I was a little sad, but Brother Chengxin continued to say: "But, what is Shen Xing to me? It's the happiness I thought was at my fingertips! She is very real in my life, not as far away as snow, she is beautiful, smart, introverted, tenacious, I like all the characteristics of the girl in her, the most important thing, I also pity her, when I hear her alone in the old woods, I am still curious about her, people say that liking a person starts from curiosity, and you are still curious about her when you like it, it will become love! Chengyi, I don't know how to tell you clearly, you know? When I was a child, I lived with Master, and after Master left, that loneliness went deep into my bones."

I looked up and said, "I know! "Yes, the loneliness and sorrow that goes deep into the bone marrow!

"But in this case, there is a girl you like appearing, her appearance makes you see the hope that you will not be lonely in the future, and that love becomes deep love, not strange! I just don't want to say it on the surface, I'm the same as you, I've been lonely for too long, I'm afraid of getting hurt, so I will cover up that you don't use time to measure my feelings, the last day, get along with her, laugh together, walk the streets and alleys together, drink together, watch the sky together, it's really like a dream, she is very cruel, when my dream is the most beautiful, let me wake up fiercely, but I don't want to wake up, so I want to keep her, you don't want to tell me any big truth, I really want to "Brother Chengxin said in the end, like a whisper to himself, Actually, I know our four brothers and sisters very well, because we all have the same wounds, otherwise don't let us put in the feelings, once we put in the feelings, it will already be extremely deep.

seems to be a flower, warm and jade, quite popular with girls, and the same is true for the indulgent and uninhibited Chengxin brother!

I can't say what I can't say now, because such a weak brother Chengxin is the first time I saw it, I just was silent for a while, and said: "Let's go, go and see Shen Xing, we don't go well, you are dead, and I am born, but I have to face it, don't you?" ”

Brother Chengxin didn't say anything more, followed me, and entered the room at the other end of the corridor.

Stepping into this room, I think this should be the cleanest and warmest room in Master Liu's small building

Small, neat bookshelves, clean-wiped wardrobes, desks with some pretty knick-knacks, and floral curtains that match the color of the sheets

There was also a big rag doll on the bed, and there was a picture frame on the bedside table, and I didn't open my eyes, so I haven't seen Shen Xing yet.

As soon as Brother Chengxin walked in, he was a little cramped and uneasy, so he was pressed by me and sat down on the small double sofa next to him.

I didn't rush to open my eyes, but walked over, picked up the photo frame, and looked at it, in the photo frame was a photo, the background of the photo was a suburb full of mountains and flowers, and there were two people in the photo who were just the right age, smiling so brightly, one of them was Shen Xing.

At that time, she was a little more youthful than the one we saw, she put her arms around the neck of the other person in the photo, smiling so happily, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of flying happiness

And the other person in the photo is a man, who looks white and clean, wearing a pair of glasses, compared to Shen Xing's happy and unassuming appearance, he is a little shy, and his smile is also a lot more subtle, in the photo, his eyes still fall on Shen Xing's body, and his eyes are full of love and pity.

Just by looking at such a photo, you can know that the two people in the photo are in love.

"Can you show me the picture?" Brother Chengxin whispered.

I don't know if the happiness burned on this photo will also be a harm to Brother Chengxin, but we are people in the line of Lao Li, and we have long understood that life is not only about facing good things, and Brother Chengxin should not be so fragile, so I just hesitated a little and handed the photo to Brother Chengxin.

Brother Chengxin took the photo and looked at it with some 'greed', just looked at it for a while, he took off his glasses, and let the tears drip on the glass of the photo frame, and after a long time, he said: "He looks like a good person, he looks like he loves Shen Xing, is this a level that he can't pass?" ”

I didn't answer, but at this time, a voice seemed to come into our minds at the same time: "Yes, he is a level I can't pass, his name is Guan Rui, he is the most important person in my 27 years of life, the year he died, we were about to get married." ”

This is the unique way of communication of the spirit body, and it is still such a familiar voice, it is Shen Xing.

At that moment, I opened the eyes of heaven and saw Shen Xing for the first time, under my eyes of heaven, she was still wearing the light beige windbreaker she wore on the day of her death, she looked very refreshing, and her expression was also very calm sitting on the bed.

As soon as Brother Chengxin heard Shen Xing's voice, he collapsed, he stood up all of a sudden, tears suddenly flowed out, and then he sat down again, holding his head, and cried in a low voice: "Shen Xing, where are you, I can't see you"

I sat down next to Brother Chengxin, patted Brother Chengxin's shoulder to show comfort, I pointed to the side of the bed, and whispered to Brother Chengxin: "She is there, don't be excited." ”

"Yes, can you two eldest children be a little calmer, like a mature man, especially you, Su Chengxin, in my heart you are not such a fragile person, it is really worrying, uneasy, it makes me feel that I have hurt you very deeply, do you want me to let me go?" Shen Xing spoke.

Brother Chengxin quickly wiped away his tears, from the bottom of his heart, Brother Chengxin was also kind, he wanted to keep Shen Xing, but Shen Xing just expressed his intention to leave, and he didn't want Shen Xing to go unhappy.

We were silent for a while, and finally it was Shen Xing who spoke first: "Actually, Master Liu has a way to let you see me, otherwise, with my little ability, how could I speak to you so clearly?" Unless you're in a dream, I'm dreaming! But I refused, and when I finally chose to leave, I didn't want you to worry about me a little more, Su Chengxin, do you understand? ”

Brother Chengxin shook his head and said, "I don't understand, and I don't want to understand!" I can make you happy again, why do you insist on choosing this way? ”

"Hehe, in fact, I don't know if I was right or wrong in this choice, but I know too much about my own extremes, don't look at me very rational, in fact, I am very radical in my bones because I am a child with no relatives, I grew up in an orphanage, so I am very extreme and very defensive. I can't tolerate my cherished feelings being profaned. Shen Xing's voice came faintly.

I didn't speak, but I saw her expression suddenly became sad, I didn't plan to explain this problem to Brother Chengxin, it would only make him more sad, and it was also Shen Xing's wish not to let Brother Chengxin have a little more concern.

I was silent, but Brother Chengxin's voice was full of anger: "Why blasphemy? How is it blasphemy? I don't understand, I really don't understand you! ”

Actually, I understand what Shen Xing means, but it's only because I'm not a person from the authorities, and I won't be a fan of the authorities.

"Because because I found out I'm going to like you, or eventually fall in love with you." Shen Xing's voice began to be sad.

Brother Chengxin fell off the sofa suddenly, and then he stared at the bed that seemed empty to him, and said, "Why? Why? Why is it blasphemy that you like me? ”

After speaking, Brother Chengxin excitedly picked up the photo and asked, "Is it because of him?" ”