The feeling of being at home is warm, it coincides with the summer vacation, and the two sisters also sent my two nephews here, and some of the Sichuan people have nephews and nephews who are not divided, in fact, I think it's pretty good, and I don't have a foreign word to be intimate.

After so many years, the two little guys have grown up, but now they are not close to Huigen'er, they just said hello to me, and after taking the gift, the two boys took Huigen'er to mutter in other rooms.

It wasn't until I called Huigen'er to come out to eat that these two guys let Huigen'er go and ran out to play by themselves, saying that they were going to roast corn.

Since I was a child, I have loved to eat braised pork ribs made by my mother, and this time of course this is indispensable on the dinner table, along with a few of my favorite dishes, and I also made eggs for Huigen'er and delicious eggplant boxes in different ways.

Huigen'er and I both ate very deliciously, just thinking about eating at home, and Huigen'er and I deliberately didn't eat on the road.

My mother is still in the old habit, I keep serving me and Huigen'er when I eat, my dad is next to me, and after a while, he touched out the wine bottle, and under the noisy shouting of my mother, under the pretext of drinking two glasses with my son, he happily poured me and him a glass of wine.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was very warm, my mother and I were holding a homely meal, and she said, "Sanwa, do you want to go up the mountain to have a look?" Your father and I have to go up the mountain every year to clean up, and by the way, we will worship your uncle and aunt. ”

I was stunned, and a tingling pain swelled in my heart unconsciously, is this all like this? Desolate enough for my parents to clean up? I used to leave the Bamboo Forest Building, but in fact, I knew that we would go back, or the place where there was a Master was the Bamboo Forest Building, but now I don't dare to go back, because every year on Uncle Li's death day, I worship at home by myself, not only me, but we are all very afraid of going to that place, and the memories are too sad.

I put down my chopsticks almost involuntarily, and subconsciously took a big sip of the wine glass, the spicy wine flowed through my throat, and my chest and abdomen suddenly felt a hot feeling, and I finally suppressed some heartache.

It's not just me, even Huigen'er's eating movements have slowed down.

With a 'snap', my dad put down his wine glass, slapped the table heavily, and yelled: "Old woman, what are you not good at mentioning, you are mentioning this?" Your son has just come back, so you can't say you're happy. ”

On weekdays, where does my dad dare to yell at my mother like this, where can my mom let him yell like this, but this time when my dad yelled, my mom didn't dare to speak, and it is estimated that she also felt that she was too talkative.

I gave Hui Gen'er a look, quickly pretended to be a natural smile, and said to my parents: "Okay, Dad, I'm not sad, I was stunned just now, I just felt that I was too unduly responsible, and I want to trouble you to clean up." ”

"That's it, that's it, it's not good." Hui Gen'er was on the side to help.

My mother's face looked a little better, and she quickly said, "Oh, that's good, I thought my old woman said the wrong thing." ”

"What an old woman, my mother is a beauty, not an old woman." I quickly changed the subject and amused my mother.

"What a beautiful woman, they're so old, it's all nonsense." My mom blamed me, but the smile on her face betrayed her.

"It's just a beauty, Mom, I've been in so many cities, and I've never seen an old lady prettier than you, really."

"Hmph, beauty" my dad said 'disdain' next to him, and of course he was scolded by my mom again.

But the atmosphere has finally returned to warmth again.

I stayed in the village for five days, and every day I tried to accompany my parents as much as possible, although facing the familiar scenery every day always seduces a lot of memories, but the warm family affection can always soothe me, and my heart is at peace.

Hui Gener is also very happy, because this mountain and field is the children's world, compared to the park, the amusement park or something is not bad at all, he took my two nephews to play happily, which proves that this kid is definitely not a precocious kind of person, 18-year-old child, although he reads late, but he will take the college entrance examination next year, I have never seen him like this and go up the tree to dig eggs, go down to the river to catch fish.

Five days later, close to the due date of Liu Chunyan's child, I took my parents to the city where the crispy meat was located, and the two nephews refused to leave the village, because they were familiar with the children in the village, but it was fine, and my parents couldn't go for a few days anyway, so they simply asked the two nephews to the neighbors.

Although the times have made people more and more indifferent to each other, the affection of these old folks is always there, and it is also worth reassuring.

On the way back, we received a call from Crispy Meat, his voice was a little trembling on the phone, and he said to me: "Chunyan is going to give birth today, even today, it has been pushed forward, pushed to Sanwa'er, I really, I'm really nervous." ”

"Today?" I couldn't help but smile, my heart was also excited, this is the first time in my life to welcome a new life, or my good brother's child, also half of my child, I almost shouted excitedly on the phone: "I'm almost there, I'm leaving early this morning, I'm almost there, I'm waiting for me." ”

"I'm X, why are you waiting for this child? Do you tell the doctor to tell my daughter-in-law to hold back and wait for you to come and regenerate? The crispy meat laughed angrily.

There was also laughter next to the phone, and I heard the voice of Qin Huai and Ruyue.

My parents also laughed at me stupidly in the back of the car, and even I blushed a little, and said to the crispy meat: "Then don't be verbose, I estimate that there will be 1 hour left, hurry up, I'll drive faster." ”

After speaking, I hung up the phone, I couldn't help but drive the car a little faster, in these 32 years of life, I have experienced life and death, but I have not faced a new life, the birth of my two nephews was also missed by me, this time I am unwilling to miss again, because there is something more moving than the touch brought by life.

The car was running a little fast, and my mother, who had always been worried about me driving fast, didn't complain this time, but the two old people couldn't help but sigh, and my mother even said: "Crispy meat gives birth to a child, I'm happy, but when will you let me hold my grandson?" ”

I was silent, I didn't dare to answer, to be honest, I wanted my parents to hold their grandchildren more than anyone else, but I couldn't go against my heart and have a child with a woman I didn't love, I sometimes fantasized that if I had a child with Ruxue, that kind of happiness would just think about it, and the corners of my mouth would be smiling, but I would soon be shattered by reality Such an idea, in the end, I simply didn't dare to think about it.

But in the face of my parents, will I compromise one day? I don't know life, there are too many things that are difficult to do both, in other words, how can I let my parents regret it for the rest of my life?

But how can I lose my love?

I frowned, and in the middle of the drive, I took out a cigarette and lit it, I was my mother's son, I was really irritable, she couldn't see it, she didn't speak, and my dad didn't say anything.

I glanced at their eyes through the rearview mirror, what a look of longing and disappointment, and my heart ached again.

Besides, I am determined to follow in the footsteps of the Master, am I qualified to have a child?

As the car drove, I gradually forgot about this incident, we didn't even go home, so we hurried to the hospital where Liu Chunyan was waiting to give birth, and asked where the crispy meat was.

As soon as I got there, I saw the figure of crispy meat walking around anxiously, Qin Huai leaned lazily against the wall, but he still cared about the appearance of his watch from time to time, as for Ruyue, he was the most calm one, just staring at the operating room, even when I came, I didn't see it.

I also knew a few other friends of Crispy Meat, but they saw me first.

This makes me have to sigh, this kid is so lively, even his daughter-in-law has so many children.

Before I could speak, I saw the parents of the crispy meat running from nowhere, holding some baby necessities in their hands, and the mother of the crispy meat said at the same time: "Look at me happy, I even forgot to bring some things." ”

At this time, my parents and Hui Gen'er also arrived.

After a pleasant greeting, everyone fell into an anxious wait, crispy meat next to me, and muttered to me: "It's you, let my daughter-in-law wait for you, isn't this suffocating?" ”

I'm embarrassed to scratch my head, and I'm not going to fight with this guy who wants to be a dad at this time.

Qin Huai came over and hugged the two of us, and said, "I didn't say it, Brother Chengqing gave him a name, we will be godfathers, and there will be no shortage of gifts for the little guy." ”

Ruyue also walked over, and just as she wanted to speak, Crispy Meat said to Ruyue: "Ruyue girl, I warn you, don't give my child a spider or something." ”

Ruyue said angrily: "I still want to comfort you with two words, don't worry, you squeeze me, I will never give me a goddaughter or a godson, just give you a spider." ”

"Don't, I'm fragile, my heart can't bear it." After the crispy meat was finished, we burst into laughter, and the tense atmosphere was diluted a lot.

It's just that after laughing, Crispy Meat wanted to cry a little and said: "My child is so lucky, before he was born, there are so many godfathers, godmothers, so many people hurt." ”

Yes, crispy meat can be regarded as the first person in our group to have children.

At this moment, a crisp cry came into everyone's ears, almost unanimous, and everyone showed a happy smile.

What could be more touching than this, crispy meat cried, Ruyue also shed tears, and even the eyes of me and Qin Huai were red.

The adventures of the past squeezed into our minds, when we were all young and young, and now we have a new life together!

New Life!