Chapter 80: I won't let go

This discovery makes me feel a little embarrassed, could it be that Johnny is also Chinese? Otherwise, how would you like Chinese baijiu? But Sister Jenny didn't say that, he should still be Indian.

Thanks to Wal-Mart all the way, because of religious beliefs in India, it is not a country that drinks and sells alcohol very freely, and ordinary wine also needs a certain channel, not to mention the famous wine in China?

Wal-Mart was still confused with the wine bottle, and it took a few seconds before he asked me, "Chengyi, what did the gentleman in that room say, and why did I hear it in a daze?" ”

Wal-Mart said this, it reminded me of a question, the people in the room should speak English, but not Indian English, English is popular in the world, but due to the differences in accents in various countries, the same is English, maybe the British people can't understand the English full of unique accents of Indians.

Wal-Mart has always spoken Chinese with us, but when speaking English, there is also a strong Indian flavor, but the person in the room obviously does not speak Indian English, but seems to be in the tone of English spoken by Chinese people, no wonder Wal-Mart is confused.

"Well, he speaks English, but the tune is different from yours, probably so that we can buy the same wine before we can come to see him, I said Wal-Mart, do you have a way to get it?" I briefly explained to Wal-Mart, apparently more concerned about whether Wal-Mart could get a bottle of Wuliangye in India.

"Huaxia's famous wine?" Wal-Mart only then remembered to pick up the bottle in his hand to observe it, and recognized the wine bottle in his hand when he opened his mouth.

"Fuck, how can there be such an expensive Chinese wine in the slums? Ordinary people can't get it even if they have money, but this can't be difficult for me Wal-Mart, at most I can get it tomorrow, and if I need to, I can even get a lot. Wal-Mart's eyes gleamed with pride.

This proud word was obviously heard by Xiao Chengqian, he raised his eyebrows, and walked to Walmart with great pride: "Since you can get wine, why don't you help us get a few bottles of red wine, I won't pick it, just ordinary Lafite, don't want the 1982 one that everyone is looking after, it's customary, just get a few bottles of 1959." ”

Wal-Mart blinked, he didn't understand what Xiao Chengqian meant for a while, and Xiao Chengqian was still dancing and saying: "What about red wine, it's best to go with cheese, Wal-Mart, you have to get some milk that can be entered, and 59-year-old Lafite needs to be matched."

Brother Chengxin stepped forward, covered Xiao Chengqian's mouth, smiled apologetically at Wal-Mart, and said, "Ignore him, he's sick." ”

"He's sick?" Wal-Mart was unusually surprised.

"The eldest young master is sick." Brother Chengxin smiled unusually elegantly.

"Hurry up, don't make a noise at my door, don't know poor man, the only pleasure is an afternoon sleep?" While we were talking, there was another burst of English scolding from inside the tin house, which made us afraid to speak.

My heart moved, and I couldn't help but step forward and ask loudly, "Hey, can I ask a question, are you Johnny?" ”

"Fuck you, everything will wait for the wine to be brought." The people in the room seemed to be very short-tempered, and in the face of my question, not only did not answer me, but scolded me directly.

It made me a little embarrassed, but I was unwilling to give up this rare clue, so I could only be silent for a while, beckoning everyone to leave.

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I have to admit that Wal-Mart is very capable, and originally said that Wuliangye could only be obtained the next day, but someone came to the door that night and sent a Wuliangye very respectfully.

"I guess that's enough, right?" After Wal-Mart got the wine, he came to me very proudly to ask for credit, and before I could praise a few words, I found that Ruyue had come to my room.

"Third brother, let's talk for a while?" Ruyue said this to me.

Then Wal-Mart walked away with a sense of wine, but I clearly saw him walk a few steps, and became happy again, because he walked towards Xiao Chengqian's room, probably looking for Xiao Chengqian to praise him.

Ruyue also saw this scene, couldn't help but laugh, and then said to me, "Wal-Mart is very interesting. ”

"Yes, although our days are not very peaceful, we have met a lot of interesting people. Are you okay? I asked casually.

"The recovery is not bad, after returning to the village, I have to find a way to find a witch to remove the scar, I am afraid that there will be a scar." Ruyue looked a little worried when she said this.

"Actually, you don't have to worry so much, the big witch in the village should have a way, but it really doesn't work, let Brother Chengxin find a way to help you transfer this scar. Girls are just troublesome, I don't think Qin Huai cares. I said to Ruyue half jokingly, half comfortingly.

Ruyue's face turned red when she said this, and she couldn't help but take a sip of me, saying, "Who cares if he doesn't care anymore?" It's my own concern. ”

Looking at Ruyue's appearance at this time, she was as delicate as a little girl, and she had a little willful feeling, which reminded me of her when she was a child, and during her mood swings, I couldn't help but habitually touch her black hair, and said seriously: "Girl, you will be very happy in the future, Qinhuai is a good person." ”

"You're going to speak for your brother." Ruyue glanced at me, and then said seriously: "But, third brother, you also want to be happy." ”

I'm noncommittal, bliss? The happiness I want seems to be far away from me, so far away that I don't want to hope for it anymore, not to mention the woman who was once the one I pinned on happiness poured a basin of cold water on me with her coldness, what do I use now to say happiness?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but take out a cigarette, light it, and then asked Ruyue: "Girl, what are you talking to me about?" ”

"It's about your happiness." Ruyue's expression became serious, and she looked out the window and said faintly: "Third brother, although our days are now adrift, although they are unimaginable to ordinary people, no matter how wonderful the days are, they will eventually return to peaceful years, and that may be the real years, just like everyone ordinary people, with a home, a companion, can accompany their parents, raise children or something, isn't it?" ”

"yes, but that seems a little far away from me." I took a puff of my cigarette, and then asked lightly, "Girl, something is wrong with you tonight, what do you want to say?" ”

"I just want to say, third brother, you let go of my sister and forget her." Ruyue hesitated for a moment, and finally said such words in one breath.

My brow furrowed, and I subconsciously resisted such words.

"Third brother, you have parents, you have to be filial to your parents after all, and in short, you should find a warm girl to accompany you and live an ordinary life with you, instead of always thinking about my sister." Seeing that I was silent, Ruyue simply accentuated her tone again.

"Okay, I'm a little tired tonight and don't want to talk about that." I am as cold as snow in my attitude towards me, but this does not mean that I do not love her, I am willing to let go of her, she is like the most untouchable place in my heart, it hurts when I touch it, and the pain will make me irritable, I don't want to have a seizure.

"Third brother, can you not run away? It's clear that there is no hope, and you are torturing two people like this. Ruyue didn't pay attention to my resistance at all, but said further, poking my heart hurt.

"Torturing two people? Which two people? Suddenly, my voice went cold.

"My sister, isn't she?" Ruyue ignored my attitude.

"You think she's going to be tortured? Don't you know that when she appeared, she didn't even mean to see me? ”

"Since there is no hope, it is in vain to see it, don't you understand? That doesn't mean my sister isn't distressed! Besides, third brother, it's you, you haven't let go of the hope of being with my sister at all, so you will have such a grudge, if you don't complain, you can know the reason why my sister is missing like a bystander, then I don't have to come to you tonight to say this. Maybe you know, but knowing it can't offset her resentment for refusing to see you, right? Feelings have always been a fan of the authorities, bystanders, you may think that I don't have a backache when I stand and talk, then you just feel sorry for my sister, feel sorry for her in that isolated place, and worry about a man who refuses to let go of her, guilty of his refusal to let go, for fear of delaying his happiness, you can't bear to let her carry this? Ruyue already had tears in her eyes when she spoke.

"Get out!" It's the first time I've lost so much temper with Ruyue, and I pushed Ruyue out of the door directly, I know it's irrational to do this, but love is such a thing, if you can be sensible, I'm afraid it's not deep enough!

I must admit that I love this woman to the point that I resist even when others persuade me to forget to let go of it, and no one can annihilate my hope, whether I am cold-hearted or resentful, or ruthless, but I just can't, I can't let go of her.

"Third brother, have you forgotten what Grandpa Jiang said to you? Hongchen trains the heart, letting go is a kind of tempering, don't you want this? Ruyue's voice came from outside the door.

I leaned my back against the door, smoking a cigarette, looking out the window at the moonlight, squinting and refusing to speak.

"Third brother, I couldn't let go of you once, I don't know if I can be with him with peace of mind after I marry Qin Huai! However, I have been forcing myself to do it, until a few days ago, I blocked the knife for you, and at that time I told myself, okay, Ruyue, who likes the third brother, has died since that day, if it is the love owed to you in the previous life, it will be paid off at that moment in this life, and after waking up, I see Qin Huai, and I can really accept him. Third brother, don't you resist, okay? You try to do it. Ruyue's voice was crying, and it looked extremely pitiful.

When I heard these words, I already felt that something was wrong, so I suddenly opened the door, looked at Ruyue, and said, "Who asked you to come and say these words to me?" You never persuaded me like that before! ”

Ruyue first looked at me, and when she heard me ask, she suddenly lowered her head, and then said, "It's me, third brother, think about it carefully." ”

After speaking, Ruyue went downstairs, and I looked at Ruyue's back, the corners of my mouth were bitter, like snow, why are you so hard, let Ruyue persuade me like this?

Outside the window, the moon is cold and the wind is clear, do you want me to say to you like I did to the master many years ago: "I won't let go." "What?