I wondered why Gao Ning left me a letter, but when I thought that he had said that no friends confided in me, I knew it again in my heart. But when I think of how rebellious Gao Ning's heart is, I can't help but feel my heartbeat intensifying, over there in Beijing, my parents live there temporarily, if Gao Ning leaves me a letter, what if my parents see it?

"Did you leave a letter before?" I couldn't help but ask.

But Gao Ning didn't answer my question, just looked at the infinitely better sunset and said: "Chen Chengyi, if you have the heart to bury me, bury me here, it's not bad to be close to the village where grandma has lived since childhood." If you don't want to hide me, let me die here, in short, it's life and death, and it doesn't matter if you don't bury it. ”

I felt a little sad in my heart, Gao Ning, who was still alive in front of me at this time, had no more than ten minutes left in his life, I couldn't help but feel sad, and said as calmly as possible: "There's no reason not to bury you, don't worry." ”

"What am I worried about? My parents are long gone, and when I die, I'm afraid no one will shed a tear for me. However, thank you, Chen Chengyi, for giving me a place to live after I die. Without further ado, let's get started. Gao Ning didn't look back, looked at his side face, and only found that a tear had fallen.

I trembled and picked up the golden talisman

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Heiyan Miao Village and his entourage finally came to an end on this day, and the village that was full of people and grievances before going has completely become a deserted village at this moment.

What was left was Gao Ning's lonely desertion on the hillside, and a simple tombstone made of wood in front of the tomb, on which I wrote Gao Ning's tomb, and there was no extra language.

Such a result is somewhat bleak.

We were all tired, and we didn't have any extra words to say when we walked out of this mountain, but the task had been completed perfectly, and we were not in a hurry on the way back.

Master seems to be the most tired one, after getting on the motorcycle, he just keeps taking a nap, and when he wakes up for a while, he is also full of worries and does not want to speak.

I didn't ask anything more, this time I just looked at the unbelievable, watching so many lives disappear, watching prosperity turn into desolation, it was a great test for my state of mind, I didn't want to ask more.

It wasn't until the afternoon of the next day, when we returned to the town again, that Master finally spoke, "Chengyi, your parents may not be used to living in Beijing, so take them back to Sichuan." You and I will go back to Sichuan for a few days, and we will live in the bamboo forest for a few more days to find that quiet state of mind. ”

Bamboo grove building? My heart is a little one, my thoughts are flying, as if I have returned to the days of more than ten years, the simple life at that time, depending on each other, the quiet bamboo building master does not say that it is okay, a say, I found that after this time, I miss the bamboo forest building madly.

It would be nice to go back and stay there for a while.

"As for your family, it's like two girls, if they want to stay in Beijing, they can stay, and if they don't, they can go back to their original place. You go and do something, I'll wait for you in the bamboo forest. By the way, remember to bring Yuanxi girl, I said that I always have to take her for a while. Master said this to me.

I nodded in agreement, but Uncle Hui didn't know when he came out, and suddenly said, "E, I'll live in Beijing for a while, and when Huigen'er has spring break, I'll bring him here." ”

"Who wants you to come?" Master said without raising his eyes.

"Eh, you want to come, do you want to be rare? Can you handle it? "Uncle Hui looks like an old god is there.

Looking at this familiar scene, my heart was warm and funny, but I was afraid that if they continued, they would fight alone. But at this time, Grandma Ling Qing also spoke: "Sichuan is a place to raise people, the water and gas are good, I will also go to live for a while." Ruyue girl follow me, but unfortunately Ruxue girl won't come, it's okay if you don't come."

After the war, the tense nerves were finally relaxed, Grandma Ling Qing talked about Ruxue at this time, my heart was sour, longing and sad, so I simply kept silent, and Ruyue's expression was also a little gloomy, biting her lower lip, and suddenly said to Grandma Ling Qing: "Grandma, I won't go, I want to go back to the village to accompany my sister." ”

Grandma Ling Qing is such a smart woman, she has already sensed the undercurrent of emotions, and she suddenly said: "If you don't say that you don't want to ask, it doesn't mean that you just let go." When can you achieve the same feelings in your heart, talk about it calmly, face it bravely, and your mood is a higher realm. Well, then I won't go first, I'll go back to Yueyan first, and I'll also go to see the girl like snow. In a few days, maybe come back to the bamboo forest building. ”

Grandma Ling Qing, I'm afraid the state of mind you said is the state of mind between you and Master, I asked myself if I can't do it now, but when I think of Ruxue, I am inevitably a little crazy, I want to see her again and hug her.

I thought that Grandma Ling Qing would suddenly not go, and the master would be a little disappointed, but I didn't want the master to be very indifferent, so I just said: "It's okay, then you go back to Yueyan first, I always build in the bamboo forest, and it's okay for you to come to the day." ”

I always felt that there was something wrong with this sentence, but my heart was already filled with the warm plan of living in the bamboo forest in the future, and I didn't think much about it.

In this way, after a brief discussion, we took a day of recuperation in the town and set off separately.

I went to Beijing with Uncle Hui, Grandma Ling Qing took Ruyue back to Yueyan, Uncle Chen and Brother Chengxin went back to Hangzhou, as for Uncle Wang found Chengzhen who stayed in the town, God knows where he planned to wander.

Reunion is always short-lived, and parting is also hurried.

Besides, we are together for a battle. When will such a gathering be enjoyable?

I have returned to Beijing, which has not been back for more than half a year, I am in a hurry, there are too many people I care about here, my family, Qinhuai, Crispy Meat, Jingyi's sister-in-law, Yuan Xi, Brother Yuanyi, Uncle Li, Brother Chengqing, Xiao Huigener miss them very much.

Uncle Hui said that he was going to pick up Hui Gen'er from school, gave him a 'scare', and said goodbye to me at a fork in the road, and I almost trotted back to the familiar courtyard, and finally stood in front of the gate panting.

The tiredness of the heart, the dust on the heart, always have to be washed away with the warm trickle of family affection, in order to be appeased

Pushing open the door with some trembling, the breath of home came to my face, this day was the noon of the weekend, my two sisters and their families, always had to accompany my parents to eat, a door was closed, it was this lively and warm scene.

"Uncle, it's uncle" The first to see me was my eldest nephew, and after shouting happily, he flew towards me, and I hugged him, and couldn't help but touch his little forehead.

"Hehehehehe" The nephew laughed happily, then pinched his nose and said, "Uncle, you have a prickly beard, you stink." ”

I didn't have time to say anything, I felt a light on my shoulder, but I saw my father's back, I didn't pay attention, he had already helped me take off the backpack, and hurriedly put it in the house, and said in my mouth: "If it stinks, go take a bath." Or don't say goodbye, eat first. ”

I thought it was funny and touched, and my mother had already come over there, touched my face with both hands, and said, "Let me see, my son has lost weight and shaved off this beard, and he looks older than your father." ”

That's it, that's all I want, as if the whole person suddenly relaxed and warmed. This time, it was another half a year away from home.

This son, this younger brother, will always leave only one word to the family - wait! When will I be able to end this wandering life?

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In this way, I arrived in Beijing and was reunited with my family again, and after Uncle Hui picked up Hui Gen'er from school, he also came to our house, and he said that he would live with us during this time.

I didn't have time to tell my parents about Master's specific arrangements, and after the hurried washing, I still had to meet a lot of people.

It seems to be a little busy, but for me, it is a happy rush and busyness.

The first thing I want to see, of course, is Qin Huai and Crispy Meat, now I'm back, they are free, I remember Qin Huai's scolding at me on the phone, if I come back, don't be the first to find them, I guess these two guys won't recognize me as a brother.

It's just that before leaving, I specifically asked my parents if they had any letters to me, but the answer I got was inexplicable, that is, no.

Could it be that Gao Ning lied to me? What reason does he have to lie to me?