Chapter Seventy-Five: The Extrapolated Change
I didn't expect that there was such a love story behind the ghost rakshasa, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time! When I put the photo back in that file, I suddenly had a deeper understanding of what Master had said about letting go.
Yu Cuizi should be a woman who can only pick up, but has not learned to let go, and this does not let go contains too much dependence on other people's lives, she lost her parents, lost her possible children, lost her own dreams, she built her own world in Chen Nuo's world, without her own pillars, in other people's world, then once there is a wind and grass there, her world will collapse!
Respecting one's own life is also a kind of respect for the Tao, oneself already exists in the world, what reason should not cherish and respect oneself? Only this respect for oneself will give people the courage to let go, obviously Yu Cuizi does not.
She attached her life and even love to Chen Nuo, but she didn't understand her own life, and no one was responsible for her! She also doesn't understand, feelings are not lent out, there are borrowed and repaid, you come and go, feelings are once you pay, you are willing, you can't complain about anyone, and don't ask for anything in return! It's a paranoid road from which there is no turning back, how can you ask the world to be in harmony with your heart?
She is pitiful, pitiful in putting the pursuit of love and dreams on others, pitiful, he is her life, but she no longer values her life!
As for Chen Nuo, I don't have anything to evaluate, Yu Cuizi is certainly paranoid, without Chen Nuo to ignite her paranoid nerves, the tragedy would not have happened!
Chen Nuo is a man who doesn't know how to love, all he wants is a perfection, the perfect 'goddess' in elementary school, after being not so perfect, he naturally has to pursue the shortcomings in his heart.
If a man really loves, that woman for her rough hands and her slightly old appearance will definitely not cause his disgust, but the pity in his heart!
So, what do I have to say about him? Everything is just an excuse, one cause and one effect, if you take the love that you promise with your life, then you will pay it back with your life! He happened to meet a woman who was more dependent, and he wanted to repay the fruit
I was in a daze, and at this time Lu Shan had been helped out by Tao Bai, sat down next to me, and handed me a cigarette.
"What are you thinking? This woman named Yu Cuizi? Is Ghost Rakshasa her? "On the way, I looked into the distance with me, but in fact, there was something far away, and everywhere I looked around, it was the cold ghost fog.
I lit a cigarette, took a deep puff, and said, "She's a ghost rakshasa, that's for sure." β
"This woman is pitiful and paranoid, and she knows how to put on a red dress before the execution, smear blood on her face, seal her grievances, and it is possible to become a ghost, but I didn't expect it to be a ghost rakshasa, you must know that this lake of ten thousand ghosts has existed for so many years" Lu Shan also lit a cigarette for himself, and his question was actually what I couldn't figure out in my heart, if the ghost rakshasa could take shape in just a few years, then the lake of ten thousand ghosts was not all ghost rakshasas?
I was silent for a long time before I said, "It may be a little different from other ghosts, after all, it was dressed in red before the execution, and it also smeared blood on its face, this is one of the opportunities." I'm afraid I won't know until I go to the Lake of Ten Thousand Ghosts! But then again, who took it upon themselves to make it wear red? "I said to the end, in fact, there have been some complaints, people think that wearing red clothes and dying at a certain moment, incarnating into a ghost is a folk nonsense, in fact, it is not true, although it may not be able to incarnate a ghost, but it is really particular.
Don't think it's ridiculous that color has an effect on things, like if you wear a white dress in the summer or a black dress, which one will be hotter?
"In fact, before the death row prisoner is about to be sentenced, he will care for it humanely, plus this case was too famous back then, there are actually many people who sympathize with Yu Cuizi, it is the prison guard who has made a little convenience to Yu Cuizi, and he is also one of the people who sympathize with her! As for the blood smeared on her face, it was something that others didn't expect, she spit the blood in her mouth on her shoulder, and then just before the gunshot, she muddled her face, and she was still thinking about revenge until she died, and we men may not necessarily be able to understand women, and the division of labor in society has long determined that women have always valued feelings more heavily than men. Lu Shan took a puff of cigarette, and it is estimated that he doesn't know how to evaluate it.
is not among them, no matter how rational you look, you can't understand Yu Cuizi's complete mental journey! And this file can be said to be a crime file, which contains a lot of neighbors' statements, as well as Yu Cuizi's own oral statements, even if it is too detailed, how can we fully interpret her heart?
I put down this file, I don't want to think about this anymore, the only thing I have to think about is, knowing what happened to the ghost rakshasa, how to resolve it?
I'm afraid it's a little difficult, huh? I smoked a cigarette and looked at the dark sky, and my heart was heavy! Once a person has turned into a ghost, he can't look at it with the eyes of a human being, and even if it still retains all its memories, it is ultimately instructed by resentment!
Just like Li Fengxian was not kind when she was alive? But it almost slaughtered the village! Wasn't the old village chief a good person when he was alive? Not only did it kill everyone, but it also caused their souls to be subjected to endless horrific reincarnation! Comparatively speaking, this ghost rakshasa has not made a big move, and so far it has only taken 16 lives!
Or maybe I'm a bit ruthless in saying this, but a ghost rakshasa records in the classics, hundreds of human lives are simply merciful.
"What are you thinking?" Lu Shan asked me suddenly.
"No, as you said, let's take it one step at a time, how bad could it be?" I snuffed out the cigarette, and I don't know if it was my delusion, but the smoke of the blood calamus seemed to have weakened, and the ghostly fog was getting closer to the house!
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From this day on, we couldn't stay at the door to observe the situation, because on this night, the ghost fog suddenly began to approach in a large area, and it was already very dangerous to stay at the door again!
The door is closed, and the door god pasted on the door is Uncle Zheng's treasure, and there are mysterious runes painted on it, that is to say, the two door god paintings at the door are blessed and pleased, and there is a real door god's will on the gate.
But so what? No one could sleep peacefully that night, and the knock on the door kept ringing, and the name of each and every one of the more than 300 people who were crowded in the house was called.
Already the ghosts have come out of the fog and are officially 'harassing' us.
I sat on the roof of the building with Uncle Zheng, Uncle Zheng said to invite me to drink the rice wine that has been treasured, this statement is a little strange, in the village of ten thousand ghosts is late at night, when the power of ghosts is very strong, he actually asked me to go to the roof with him to drink rice wine, is this a pleasure in suffering?
Uncle Zheng's rice wine is not so much wine as it is because of its age, it has become a sticky thing like syrup, but judging from the transparent amber color, this wine is really good!
Uncle Zheng and I sat on the roof of the building, just taking a small sip of the rice wine in the bowl, with a small pile of peanuts in front of us.
"Chengyi." After taking a sip of rice wine, Uncle Zheng suddenly called me solemnly.
I was stunned, I was always called a little doll in his mouth, and suddenly called it Chengyi, which made me a little uncomfortable!
"Look at this fog, can you see any clues?" Uncle Zheng said seriously!
I took another sip of rice wine, which was actually quite intoxicating, and I didn't dare to take a big sip of it, until the sweetness in my mouth slid down my throat and exploded in my stomach, and then I said, "I saw some problems, but I didn't figure it out." β
Yes, in the past two days, I didn't find any problems, and as soon as I went to the roof today, I really saw a little difference at a glance, but Uncle Zheng insisted on beckoning me to drink rice wine and saying some strange things that didn't matter, and I couldn't bear to ask.
I know that Uncle Zheng will always get to the point, sure enough
"It's normal that I haven't figured it out, but there are also people in our village who are good at estimating, as early as the first day of the Ghost Fog Wai Village, we have already carried out a calculation, but I don't want to" Uncle Zheng suddenly looked surprised.
"But you don't want anything?" I asked Uncle Zheng.
"But I don't want your Lao Li people to be even more powerful, the things that the people in our village can't calculate the results of, not only were the changes that would happen calculated by that kid, but even the causes and consequences were also calculated." The admiration in Uncle Zheng's mouth was so sincere.
"You mean Brother Chengqing?" I asked, surprised.
"Yes, it's that Mu Chengqing, very powerful! Therefore, I invite you to the top of the building tonight, just so that you can see the results of this calculation with me, and then I will ask you for one more thing. Uncle Zheng said to me solemnly.
What could it be? I put down the wine bowl, and before I knew it, I had already drunk a small bowl of rice wine, and I was a little drunk, and from the roof of the building, there was a distant churning mist, and the mist from the direction of the Lake of Ten Thousand Ghosts was much lighter