Chapter 123: Rage
Idea is a subtle way of communication, not limited by language, can make people understand what it wants to express, just like Wu Laogui back then, if it wants, it can also break free from the shackles of the Northeast accent, purely with the idea to communicate.
When she 'spoke', I knew she was speaking to Patel, even though she didn't say it, she was speaking to Patel.
The idea is very mysterious, and can not be described in specific words, I only keep sorting out in my heart, only to restore the original intention of Qianya, and in the transmission of this idea, I seem to hear the voice of Qianya full of sadness, faint voice, through a hundred years of time, in the past and present again.
"This is a land full of faith, and my belief in 'love' is my whole life, because the reason behind this is not only the hope for the consummation of love, but also the yearning for fairness and freedom. My family didn't know about it, my brother didn't know about it, I thought you did, Patel. ”
"If we are together, it is a beautiful victory, crossed caste and family views, full of free and radiant love, and I can declare that this land has finally bloomed in me with fairness. This hope is strength, and it eventually became my faith. I used my life to fulfill this faith, but I lost! Thank you, Patel, for giving me so many wonderful years with lies, for holding me steady and weaving good hopes, and for saying that you have the same will as I do. But in a traitor-like way, you fulfilled your ambitions, vented your twisted cruelty, and let me go home only to see the tragedy of our family, which was the few years I sank into your lies, and then you are not the fighter in my heart at all, you are just a poor person full of ambition, blinded by hatred, and never able to escape the caste, and you bring inferiority! How can I pity you with a heart for the noble caste that I have turned into a noble caste of hatred, Patel? Pity you have never let go at all, hiding a good inferiority? ”
In the story, I thought that Lady was an innocent and innocent deceived woman, but listening to her speak, I knew that it was not at all, she was so thoughtful, so connotative, and what she was obsessed with was not just her appearance.
It turns out that in the whole story, the fighter from beginning to end is not Patel at all, but this soft-looking Quea, Patel just wants to turn herself into the upper class, while Tya is eager to use her love to fight against the injustice of the whole society, even if it is just a small victory, maybe she can see a little hope blooming in the motherland.
The significance of this victory, even if small, is extraordinary, and it may have an impact in society, because she is the noblest Brahmin, with the oldest surname of the Brahmin, and is a nobleman among the Brahmins! And Patel is the lowest Dalit, and this contrast will be the most shocking 'confrontation'.
It's a pity that Lady Ya is a woman, she still has the weaknesses of a woman, and no woman can escape the encirclement of sweet words, even if it is a lie, it may not be recognized, just because they are willing to believe it.
"Brother, do you remember a girl who didn't have a name? She is a slave to our family. Aya's thoughts continued to echo in our minds, her mind seemed to jump, and suddenly she said something completely unrelated, while Uncle Johnny, who was asked by name, shook his head completely blankly.
"Hmm," she sighed, then sat down on the edge of the rock and said to herself, "You won't remember, that girl is just an ordinary child attached to our many slave families, how can you remember?" But she was the one who lit a fire in my heart. Brother, after you left, she was my only playmate, I don't mind approaching her, I don't care if she's a lower caste, because our family has even adopted Dalits, would we care about coming into contact with a lower caste? I thought my parents were different, I thought you and Patel were different, it was my ignorant childhood. ”
Speaking of this, Qianya smiled again, with bitterness, but it still did not affect her smile and was still like a blooming flower.
"She's a wonderful girl, she doesn't have to be bad. Her skin was dark, but it was as delicate as velvet, and she had big eyes like me and a sweet smile. She's self-motivated, shy, kind, and we're happy together, and she's made up for a hole in my heart that you and Patel left to tear apart. But do you want to know her end? After my brother quietly took her to a high-class banquet, her life withered as a personal servant. Because of her beauty, she was given to several hungry wolves in human skin, and after the incident, she hanged herself at home. Those hungry wolves are noble, they are all Kshatriyas! You know? Originally, there was no punishment, and after a fresh and beautiful life was wantonly ruined and withered, the people who destroyed her did not have any punishment! Speaking of this, Xia Ya looked back at Uncle Johnny, and then said word by word: "It was I who fought against my father strongly at home and used my father's power to get a little pitiful punishment and some monetary subsidies, do you think you can comfort her who passed away?" ”
Uncle Johnny was speechless, and there was deep worry between his eyebrows and eyes, and the kind of distress that suddenly understood his sister.
"I haven't told anyone about the not-so-good old days, except you, Patel." Yaya's thoughts were so peaceful, but the deep pool was slightly wavy, but it seemed to be a little excited in response.
But Lai Ya didn't pay attention to those waves, and looked into the distance and became distant: "I thought you understood the meaning behind this story, you have to become a hero in front of my stage, for the sake of the deceased, and for our love, to carry out a heroic confrontation of unequal strength." What else do I have to say goodbye to Patel? My hero is long dead! And I use my life to make up for my mistakes, not to say that I am disappointed in love, my faith has never been lost, the freedom and fairness behind love, I just make up for it as a pampered daughter, but let my parents be sad to such an extent, so sad that I can't accept filial piety under my knees, and I have to bear the torture after you become a devil! I thought that my death could make you stop, it could awaken some of your conscience, this is the meaning of my death, this is the only thing I can do for my parents. ”
"Your death didn't make Patel wake up and forgive him in the end, to the point where he couldn't stop it." Uncle Johnny's voice was full of sadness and regret, echoing above the rocks.
There were too many misunderstandings between their families, but unfortunately, at that time, she gave all her trust to Patel, who was also of the lower caste, and she thought he was a hero. If misunderstandings can be solved, there are no ifs in life!
"I know that because of suicide, my soul can't be freed, of course I know that he didn't stop, in fact, his soul has fused with the 'devil', how can he stop?" Speaking of this, Rya stood up and said softly, "I don't regret my decision, after all, I still have the courage to burn my life and make up for my mistakes, even if it was wrong." Brother, do you remember that long letter? I was an escapist in the letter, just to keep my parents from being too upset, and perhaps disappointing me would make them less painful when I went. But when I said this, Lya's expression became very sad, as if she wanted to cry, but unfortunately there were no tears in her soul.
"But if I had another time, I would like to spend a few more years with them."
When Rya said this, Uncle Johnny's tears slipped again, or that sentence There is no if in life at all.
She put away her sad expression and sighed, "How can I say goodbye to you?" Patel! If there is another life, I hope that the person I love is a real hero, who will withstand all the pressure, hold my hand, and fight non-stop in this land, even if it costs my life, I will follow him. Patel, I thank you for bringing me the seed of a flower, a red, unknown wildflower, you remember that it was the first flower you gave me, picked on the side of the road, and shyly handed it to me, but Patel, you lied to me to make me a chess piece, and did a lot of inexplicable things that I didn't mean in the first place. After you died, you actually found me like this, influenced me with the breath of the devil in you, and let my soul also carry the power of the 'devil', killing so many innocent people. ”
The water of the deep pool churned again, and the drizzle at the beginning had turned into a torrential downpour, pouring down, was this Patel's mood in the face of Tyra?
"Before I was born, I was an evasive person, addicted to lies, and in the end I had to use my life to stop it, hoping that after the tragedy stopped, after death, you still want me to pay off the debts of these innocent souls who were imprisoned by me." She said word by word, and then suddenly turned to Uncle Johnny and said, "Brother, don't stop me." ”
I have predicted what will happen, these unjust souls died because of Grace, so whether Grace wants to or not, their souls are passively 'imprisoned', just like the innocent souls who will follow the murderer in the Yang World the most, the formed fetus will be beaten out, and they will also follow their parents, unless it is a case of transcendence and Grace, if she wants to untie this kind of imprisonment, it is not just as simple as transcendence, she must burn her soul to unlock this imprisonment.
"Aoya" Uncle Johnny's voice from his throat was so painful.
And at this time, the entire deep pool finally boiled, and a hoarse and unfamiliar voice suddenly sounded throughout the deep pool: "No, Qianya, I won't let you leave me!" No possibility! ”
The violent wind suddenly blew, and the red rain began to gather strangely, pouring violently towards a certain point in the deep pool, which was the place where Patel stayed!
"Chengyi, move the formation!" Uncle Johnny screamed.
Where do I still need Uncle Johnny's reminder, I am already sitting in the middle of the formation at this time, and I have begun to recite the mantra with everyone.