My parents didn't expect that I would carry the key to the old house with me, and when we walked into the almost deserted house, the family was silent, and all kinds of feelings came to our hearts. ()

What does this old house represent? And what is inscribed? I think my family knows that here, the period when our family depended on each other was recorded, and it was also the only time when the family was together.

Compared with now, those days can be regarded as bitter, but those days were so warm. Those days, but never come back

We were walking around the old house almost without any direction, and suddenly I heard the cry of the eldest sister, and I turned my head to see that her hand was touching the wall, crying against the wall.

Apparently her cry attracted the attention of the family, and everyone rushed there, except for me, who did not move with tears in my eyes, because I remember that it was when I left, and carved a line of writing on the wall.

Mom, Dam, Sister, I love you, in my heart, we will always be together and will not be separated.

-- Chen Chengyi.

Unexpectedly, eight years of time have not been able to kill that line of words, and today it was discovered by my eldest sister.

My eldest sister was crying, and my second sister couldn't help but shed tears next to her, and my mother leaned on my dad and said with a crying voice: "Over the years, I just don't dare to look at this old house with you, for fear of thinking about our three children, and I can't see people for so many years." ”

My eldest sister cried and said to my eldest brother-in-law: "My brother is very bitter, he has not dared to live at home since he was a child, he has to leave home at a young age, and he can't contact his family, my brother is pitiful."

The eldest brother-in-law comforted the eldest sister, and my second sister was more introverted and couldn't say anything, but the tears fell more than anyone else, and the second brother-in-law was also busy comforting, but compared to the iron-blooded temperament of the eldest brother-in-law's soldiers, the second brother-in-law is a literati, and his personality is more sensitive, I saw him staring at the words on the wall, and his eyes were red.

Yes, how deep is the pain of parting, so that the young man back then will carve this line of words on his abandoned old house?

Only the little nephew I was holding was a little puzzled, why the adults were crying, I didn't want this trip to be so sad, swallowed the tears back, and deliberately said happily: "What are you crying, aren't I coming back?" ”

However, in my heart, I am sadder than anyone else, I have lived for 23 years, and I think that the most fulfilling years are always with my family and Master in a beautiful place, but this is an easy dream for ordinary people, but for me, it can only be a dream.

Life has been like this since ancient times, everyone's pursuit is so different, but some pursuits are so ordinary when put on others, is this the embodiment of unsatisfactory life? Therefore, you can only live in the moment, cherish what you have, and be content, because in the case that you don't know, what you have may be someone else's lifelong dream, why not be satisfied?

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Our family's lunch was eaten in the bamboo forest building, and no one expected that the early morning departure was already three o'clock in the afternoon when we arrived at the bamboo forest building.

Not surprisingly, the beautiful scenery of the bamboo forest building provoked the eldest brother-in-law and the second brother-in-law to be amazed, and it was not surprising that the formation outside the bamboo forest building had been deserted, and no one took care of it.

Fortunately, the terrain here is so remote, for so many years, no one has found a bamboo forest building.

Seeing Zhulin Xiaozhu again, I was the most uncalm, but today I have too many feelings, I don't want to think about anything anymore, force myself to be calm, I was like a nervous disorder, took a chapter of handkerchief from my luggage, and actually began to wipe Zhulin Xiaozhu.

My actions may seem amazing to outsiders, how can anyone wipe a house, but my parents and my sisters can understand, they pull me and say, "After eating, let's wipe together." ”

In the evening, the bamboo forest building was really wiped by our family, I said earlier, I want to live in the bamboo forest for a few days, my parents also insisted on accompanying me, so I brought a quilt or something.

And today, my sisters, brothers-in-law and husbands have stayed.

This night of bamboo forest construction made me return to the past, but whether there will be any more years in this time, who knows? Sitting on the corridor of the bamboo forest, I thought a little sadly, and my two brothers-in-law had already become 120,000 curious about me along the way.

Of course, they have more or less heard my sisters talk about me, for some reason, they are somewhat unbelieving in the case of secrecy, thinking that it is exaggerated, after this way, even if they want to believe it or not, they feel a little difficult, so they can't help but ask.

But after all, the brothers-in-law are just ordinary people, although I also have a good impression of them, but it doesn't mean that many things can be said to them, I tried to avoid the important and said some things, and tried to explain metaphysics in a tone that was closer to science and less mysterious, and that's it, which also caused the brothers-in-law to be amazed.

I lived with my parents in the bamboo forest for 5 days.

In the past 5 days, I personally cooked for my parents, and the most I ate in the bamboo forest was bamboo shoots, fish from the stream, mushrooms, and some game, and now I also make them for my parents to eat.

Although it is difficult to cook on this mountain with nothing but some simple cooking utensils brought by my parents, it does not affect the sweetness of our family's food, and those tastes are the tastes of those years that I have missed for a long time.

In the past 5 days, I have been to the tomb of the hungry ghost once, and what I saw was indeed an artillery processing factory, and there was almost no trace of the traces of that year, which made me feel the thunderous means of the country.

In the past 5 days, I have also gone to see the tombs of Yu Xiaohong and Li Fengxian once, and sure enough, as Guo Er said, the repair is extremely gorgeous, but what is the use of the tomb no matter how gorgeous it is? These are all foreign objects, can the disappeared person or relationship come back?

Over the years, as I mature, I have more and more admiration for the relationship between Li Fengxian and Yu Xiaohong, in my opinion, no matter what, the relationship is not wrong, it is pure, whether outsiders understand it or not, how to look at this pair of taboo lovers, but in my heart, I will always selfishly compile a picture of them being beautiful and happy together, no more regrets, no more endings like this, a person guarding his thoughts, dying in another country, a person with resentment, and his soul is scattered.

A month seems like a long time, but in fact it is very short, I have lived such a happy month, and it is finally time to leave.

When I packed my luggage and prepared to leave in the morning, it was the same as when I left, it was drizzling, and this rainy and humid winter in Sichuan always made the parting person sad.

My mother got up early to make breakfast for me, forced me to finish it, and prepared a large bag of snacks made by her, but my luggage was not much, and these snacks made my luggage an extra bag.

My dad was watching me finish eating, and then said to me, "I can't go on anymore, I'll come back, I'm old, I'm not afraid of big disasters, I care more about my son." ”

I'm silent, I care more about my parents, no matter how old you are, I don't want you to go through any big or small disasters.

My mother said, "Remember to keep in touch with us often, write letters first, this time it costs a lot of money, and your father and I have to put on the phone and call home often." Master Jiang said that you can get along with us for a month every year, but he didn't say that he can't contact us now, you remember to contact. ”

I nodded, this time, I will definitely contact my parents often, I don't want them to be like the past eight years, only imagining my son's life in dreams.

"Three years later, find Master Jiang and bring him here, we miss him." My dad said suddenly.

I felt a pain in my heart and said, "Yes, my master often says that my mother's cooking is delicious. ”

"Alright, let's go, son." My dad said dryly, and went out with a bag of my luggage.

At the door, Uncle Hu was already waiting for me in a car, but my father waved his hand and said, "Old Hu, you go to xx (the way out of the county) and wait for us, I'll take my son by bicycle." ”

Uncle Hu was responsible for sending me to the prefecture-level city to take a bus to Chengdu, but I didn't expect my dad to send me by bicycle.

Looking at the familiar old Erba at the door, I didn't shirk and handed over the luggage to Uncle Hu, and my big man stepped directly onto the bicycle.

In the car, because the legs are too long, you have to curl up, not so comfortable, and some pedestrians think it is funny and puzzled, why is an old man carrying a young man with a bicycle?

But my dad and I didn't care, just like back then, the wind blew my dad's hair, which was already more gray and less black. When I left that year, I was most afraid to come back and see such a scene, but I didn't expect it to come true.

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say anything, but my father's voice came faintly from the front: "Sanwa'er, my father was in the past, and I wanted you to have a great future." Until now, Dad wants you to be safe. ”