Chapter 43 Constraints
I wasn't seriously injured, but I was lying on the hospital bed a little blankly, looking at a piece of paper in my hand repeatedly, this letter was placed in the box that looked advanced, there were three injection-like things in the box, and the rest was this letter.
At that time, in the bamboo forest Xiaozhu, Brother Sheng was always doing some research, reading, writing and writing, I had seen Brother Sheng's handwriting, and it seemed that it was a pain to have a good memory, just like now I look at the note, staring at the handwriting that I have not forgotten, but I feel like another person is talking to me.
The note first wrote the usage of the injections in the box, and then a paragraph from Brother Sheng.
Cheng Yi;
At this point, there is no point in concealing it, and perhaps you have already guessed something from all kinds of clues.
You don't have to persuade me to do anything, the only two words in my life dictionary that can't be have are regret.
Regret is useless for what has already happened, in other words, regret is the most meaningless thing.
And for a scholar, wasting time on meaningless things is a crime and a waste of life.
My friendship with you, although the time is short, but it is not limited by time, a farewell to the deserted village, I am willing to talk to you before leaving, which is the best proof, not entirely to use, because I can also choose to leave in other ways,
It's just that I personally think that I should explain a thing or two to you, and you really win my heart and trust.
However, no matter how deep the friendship is, there are limits, forgive me for liking to use a ruler to measure anything, including feelings.
So, this is the last time I try to help you, and from now on, I should have nothing to do with it.
As a word of advice, don't fall into too deep a whirlpool, life is not controlled by yourself, after all, it is a painful thing.
Stop your investigative behavior, this is the last time to say a sincere word to you from the perspective of a friend, of course, you and I can become friends, there must be similarities, that is, we will not listen to people's persuasion, but will only move towards our own goals.
So I am, and so do you.
Nonsense, please don't mind, just never, never you will be a stone in my way, that is the last thing I want to see.
Attach:
There's still a lot I haven't figured out in my research, and there are too many obstacles in the way of moving forward.
I want to say that, according to the general practice, if you are attacked and injured, you will not be infected.
After all, I'm not completely cold, and I'm not willing to gamble with your life, so I'll offer three reagents, the scientific principle doesn't have to be explained to you, in short, it's just a scratch and bite, and after injecting this reagent, there is no risk at all.
But it's really just the last time!
Finally, I want to ask you, am I excessive? Is it too much from my personal point of view? X, X,
Why is it that what a country does is right and what I personally do is wrong?
They just failed, so the atomic bomb exploded!
But, Chen Chengyi, you remember, I will never fail, never- no.
Yang Sheng.
Looking at it again, I found that I was numb, wrong or right? There is no strict boundary between wrong and right, I have obsessions, my master has obsessions, and Yang Sheng also has obsessions, is my obsession noble, and his obsession is low?
Silently put down the letter, but a little silently thought, no wonder no matter which religion will make people let go of obsession, this double-edged sword, is indeed full of 'temptation', but also full of harm.
The summer rainstorm came quickly, only for a short while, there was already lightning and thunder outside the window, I stood up, silently walked to the window, watching the rainstorm pouring down, I can't say what it feels like in my heart.
This secret hospital for the department is so quiet, and it is my heart that contrasts with its quietness.
"Always, there's always something bigger than an obsession." I unconsciously stroking the cold glass window, and silently said to myself that the one who supported my belief was the stupid girl who didn't have a deep intersection with me - Guan Laidi.
Yes, I once wanted to give up the idea of getting clues from Master Liu several times, because I didn't want to do something that violated my conscience, which is a good and beautiful part, and that is an important part of the most transparent human heart.
You can have obsessions, but you must not be manipulated by your obsessions, you should have a bottom limit - called your own heart, the part that is originally beautiful and clear should be your own bottom line.
Perhaps, Master has an obsession, so he often tells me about his heart.
Perhaps, Master saw that I was sad and would not be obsessed in the future, so he often asked me to cultivate my own heart and practice my heart.
And Brother Sheng, but he was manipulated by obsession, and lost his most important heart step by step, but he frantically thought that he was right, that was his pursuit.
Yes, I figured it out, no one's obsession is higher than anyone's, Brother Sheng is wrong, he forgot the most precious heart of man, and was manipulated by his obsession to go farther and farther
'Boom', a thunderclap, exploded from afar, my face actually brought a faint smile, it turned out that the feeling of sudden realization was so good, so relaxed, the original pain of the heart also became peaceful.
I didn't expect to be able to figure this out on such a rainy night with lightning and thunder, when footsteps sounded behind me and I saw a nurse walk into the ward.
Before she could speak, I walked over, took the three injections from the box, explained her how to use them, and said to her, "Wait a minute, you can inject each of us with a prepared liquid." ”
The nurse didn't ask anything, silently took the injection, working in such a hospital, the staff here have already learned some things, such as not asking more, not talking, after receiving the injection, she said to me: "You go to the director's office, I have your phone." ”
I didn't ask anything, I turned around and walked out of the ward, and then went straight to the director's office at the end of the corridor, and the director smiled when he saw me come in, then stood up and said, "Someone is looking for you, answer the phone, I'll go out for a while." ”
It seems that he is also taboo to hear any secrets, and knowing too many secrets is not a beautiful thing, but a burden.
When I went out, he gently closed the door and said to me sincerely: "It's safe to talk here." ”
I smiled at him, thanked him, and then picked up the phone, and as soon as I said 'hey', Jiang Yi's calm and calm voice came from the other end of the phone: "Little guy, it's good, I poked a hole in the sky, and the person is fine." ”
"Boss Jiang, seriously, I'm very annoyed by so-called powerful people like you, speaking in an emotionless tone, I have a stomach of questions I want to ask, but the first thing I want to ask is, calling, what's the matter?" I don't pay attention to this kind of emotionless ridicule, I always feel that Jiang Yi is an old fox, and it is better for me to figure out his purpose first.
"The purpose of calling is to tell you not to give up the investigation of the little ghost, I got the news, Yan Yi is actually swaggering around with the doppelganger of the little ghost, is there no one in China?" Jiang Yi may have accepted my opinion, and his words finally had a hint of humanity, at least I heard a hint of anger.
"You say you don't give up? Look, what did you delegate to me? A warehouse almost wiped us out, what qualifications do I have not to give up? "I'm also a little angry, in fact, I don't plan to give up, but I have to let this Jiang Yi give some more 'benefits'.
"That's a mistake in our intelligence, Company A has been doing a lot of things recently, but I didn't expect it" Speaking of this, Jiang Yi's voice paused, and then said: "But definitely not exclusive, there is the possibility of a little ghost ontology, Chengyi, the evidence is very important, and you don't give up the qualifications Didn't you understand just now?" ”
"Yes, the evidence is very important, because everyone has to punish the little ghost, and even someone as arrogant as Yan Yi doesn't dare to admit that he is a little ghost, right? As long as you have evidence, you can mobilize a lot of forces to eliminate the thorn in your side in one fell swoop, you are really hypocritical! If you are unhappy, beat him, this is the correct attitude towards life. "I'm talking nonsense.
Jiang Yi probably couldn't cry or laugh over there, and it took a long time before he said, "Are you teaching me a lesson?" ”
"No, no, no, where do you dare? You just said that I have the qualifications to understand that I will not give up, do you mean that Sister Jenny? She, she's a little weird, isn't she? "I suddenly remembered the scene where she teased Hui Gen'er, and I always felt that this eldest sister was too weird.
"She's weird? Heh" Jiang Yi let out a rare laugh, and then asked me: "Isn't your master weird?" ”
My Master? I suddenly shed a few cold sweats, and the image of my master came to mind, cheating, sloppy, greedy, lustful, 'cheap', bullying juniors, and there was no discipline to say that he was weird, it was just an adjective to give him face.
"Lack of confidence, huh? Boy, you are not qualified to understand Jenny now, even I may not be qualified, maybe the more real the person, the more complicated his appearance will be, but you can't annihilate their truth, you remember this sentence. Jiang Yi said to me.
"But why did Jenny suddenly appear there? Too much of a coincidence? "I suddenly asked, after all, life is not about making movies.
I can't expect a hero to fall from the sky at any time in my crisis, right?
"You ask that? You may also want to ask, why is Yan Yi there? And why did the police show up so quickly? Can I tell you that not long after you entered the warehouse area, there was an 'earthquake' outside, and all the forces of all the parties rushed there, all huddled there? Jiang Yi answered me quickly.
"If that's the case, why didn't Yan Yi do it in advance, and Sister Jenny didn't make a move in advance, did she wait until the critical time to come out and be a hero?" I asked, a little puzzled.
"It's simple, because of the constraints!" Jiang said word by word.