Chapter 67: Collision
"How big?" Facing my question, Gu Xindao's expression was a little weird, and after a while he said: "How big is here, no one can say clearly, with my qualifications, I have only come here twice, but I have heard some exchanges before, that"
Gu Xindao said this, as if he didn't know how to say it, but this aroused my curiosity, and he urged him repeatedly: "Brother Xindao, you should say it quickly, I'm tickled." ”
"I didn't know how to describe it before, so I might as well tell you a few facts, someone crossed the mountain gate, where it is a continuous mountain range, the beautiful scenery is like the golden top of Emei, and the Taoist priest opened the altar to preach, the way he preached, the meaning is mysterious and mysterious, people do not understand, but suddenly there is a comprehension in the heart, and the gain is great. But someone crossed the mountain gate, and the place where he was was turned out to be a vast desert, the sun rose and sunset, and there were many facts about the Tao of heaven and earth, in short, this is an unclear place. "Gu Xindao organized the language for a long time before he could roughly describe to me how big this place is.
I was shocked when I heard this, I personally went to pursue the so-called Kunlun because of the disappearance of my master, so that I couldn't find it all over, and in my heart I rejected the so-called space theory, but helplessly, I still had to prove it and pursue it.
This ghost city, according to Gu Xindao, has such a vast space, is it proving the space to me? Or, is there a space as big as the heart? Implying the supreme truth of Buddhism, the world of idealism, contained in the sand, in a leaf, whether it is big or small, lies in your heart, the heart of the world, and then you will see what?
But I didn't want to confide in this heart, so I just said to Gu Xindao: "Those people you said have discovered the existence of the Dao here, but we haven't found much in this ordinary town?" ”
Gu Xindao glanced at me with a smile and said, "You put down the transaction and calm down to appreciate this town, it is not that there is no way of heaven and earth in it." ”
Mind cultivation has always been my weakness, Master said that it was my personality that caused me to worry too much, not decisive, and I couldn't see through, looking at Gu Xindao's expression, in the heart path, he was not a little stronger than me.
I listened to what he said, put aside the transaction for the time being, let go of Kunlun, and began to savor this town from the perspective of a bystander, after all, I am a cultivator, a Taoist priest, I can't help but pay attention to my Dao heart, even if the possibility of its consummation is very small.
In this way, I walked in this town, sometimes stopping, sometimes contemplating, here, I saw the ordinary, I saw the ordinary, I saw the bustling and lively, and I saw the loneliness of the green light
I don't know how long I walked, I suddenly found that I saw life or it is red dust, and when I stood in the perspective of a bystander to experience it, I found that all the trajectories of life are really just seeking inner peace in the ordinary.
Just like the affection with your parents, you have to be filial to have peace of mind.
Just like the relationship with your wife, you have to love to have peace of mind.
Just like the relationship with friends, you have to be righteous to have peace of mind.
Just like the relationship with your children, you have to be responsible, so that you can have peace of mind.
All the feelings are fused together, and in the end there is no regret and no guilt, they will become a quiet emotion, filling your heart, and finally detached, because you are no longer burdened, you have done it perfectly, and this is back to a consummation!
And you have another kind of tranquility that you have to do, and that is your kindness to the whole human race, you live up to others, you are kind to others, and your heart is naturally peaceful and complete.
This is the true meaning of Hongchen training the heart, practicing the true meaning of returning to the original heart in the relationship, not touching cause and effect, living up to others, and doing a good job in every role of yourself
This realization made me stunned for a moment, and I suddenly understood why Master said that my feelings were too heavy, and it was difficult for my heart to be complete, because my feelings were deep, and it was inevitable that I would have obsessions and desires, just like I was to Ruxue, I loved her, and I would insist on wanting to be with her, even if I couldn't stay with her for some reason, it would be against my original intention, so there would be worries and fetters, and a heart would not be free and easy at all, how could it be complete?
I simply can't understand that I love her, that's all, that's enough, the rest is a formality.
I love her, it is a kind of inner peace, because my love is sincere, it is enough not to lose her, but to be together is a desire.
In this town, I actually have such an understanding, but it is one thing to comprehend, and it is another thing to be quiet about this matter.
Here I see the gap in my heart, yes, a gap.
Seeing me standing there in a daze, Gu Xindao asked me with a smile: "But have you realized?" ”
I nodded and said, "Yes, I realize!" Suddenly understood why Zhuangzi faced the death of his wife so calmly, because he was quiet in his heart, he had nothing to lose, and his fate was scattered, so what could he not see? He didn't live up to her in this life, and he didn't have to use a funeral to express his concern and obsession when he died. ”
Gu Xindao suddenly asked me, "Then can you do it?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I'm not that free. So this is also the difference between the state of mind of a saint and a mortal. ”
Gu Xindao sighed faintly and said to me, "Let's go, we're almost at that market." ”
I was shocked and said, "This is obviously a clean town, where does the market come from?" ”
"What do you think? Those who are in the mountains, in the desert, how do they get to the market? This opportunity to enlighten is too precious, it's amazing here, even the evil way has their way to understand, but it's doomed to stay for a short time. The core figures of the high-level come to this ghost market, sometimes not to trade, but just to enlighten. I've been here once, and I know it's almost time, so I'll tell you, we're almost there. Gu Xindao said to me quite mysteriously.
I had doubts in my heart, and I could only follow Gu Xindao Xinbu, and after walking far, at the end of an alley, a round gate appeared, like the gate of an ordinary garden, but that gate actually had the same breath as the mountain gate that entered.
I can't tell why it feels that way, but it does have the same breath.
Before I could ask anything, Gu Xindao had already said: "It should be that gate, after that door, we will also go to the market, it seems that you and I are all people who have no fate in this ghost market, hey"
"Why do you say that?" I don't understand.
"When you enter the market and the transaction is fruitless, you will automatically get out of this ghost market, and you will never have a chance to return to these places. In other words, the chance to meet your fate is only in the time before going to the market. In the market, it is pure trading, there is no such thing as collision, everything is clearly priced. Gu Xindao explained to me.
I sighed, and I felt a little regretful in my heart, I could only pin the news of Kunlun in that market, after all, this place is so magical, I am really confident that I can find the news of Kunlun here, although before trading here, the skeleton official poured N basins of cold water on me.
The alley was deserted, but there were occasional pedestrians who ignored us, and I didn't have the confidence that I could bump into any fate, but when I was less than ten meters away from the round gate, an old man passed me.
The same ignorant passing, I also looked at him curiously, he is a very modern person I have met in this town, looking at his dress, it should be my master's generation, maybe it was earlier, after all, there are some characteristics of the Republic of China, so I glanced at him.
Then Gu Xindao and I walked towards the round door, but after walking two steps, suddenly I heard a neutral voice in my head (soul state): "That boy, you stop." ”
I was suddenly very pleasantly surprised in my heart, the people here are ignoring us, Gu Xindao said, if someone talks to you, then it is fate.
I turned around and saw the old man looking at me right behind me, with a vaguely excited expression.
And I asked excitedly, "Sir, are you calling me?" ”
"Yes, it's you who calls, can you hear others? Don't call it Mr. Anything, it sounds awkward. Just call me old-fashioned! The old man put away his excited look and said to me calmly.