CHAPTER XXXIX
I found Uncle Wang in Duyun City very smoothly, and I also met my sister Chengzhen, Uncle Wang didn't have any extra nonsense, I didn't have time to say hello to Chengzhen when I met, he said to me: "The art of feng shui contains miscellaneous, you are the apprentice of Senior Brother Jiang, you have inherited the mountain character vein, and you can't use it too much, so I will teach you about the feng shui technique of that part of the Yang House." In the future, even if you go to set up a feng shui bureau for others, you will not fall into too much trouble. ”
I used to think that Uncle Wang was a little unserious like my master, but I didn't expect him to be serious and not talk nonsense, but he was quite pretentious.
"Let's start tonight, and I want you to plan your day wisely. You can't lose the things in the mountain lineage! Uncle Wang said very directly, but after a twitch, he said again: "Whether it is your master or your uncle, we can't take care of you for a lifetime, there will always be a time when you have to face it yourself." You can't lose the things in the mountain character vein, whether it is Chengqing, Chengxin, or Chengzhen in the future, it will help you. ”
After speaking, Uncle Wang no longer talked nonsense, but threw a booklet to me, which was some introductory experience written by himself, and probably talked about some very simple and easy-to-understand Feng Shui principles of Yang House, let me take a break and start reading, and ask him if I didn't understand.
When I took this booklet, I felt a little heavy, did this happen again? As if I was explaining something, I remembered Brother Chengxin's words, and I felt an inexplicable sense of urgency in my heart.
It's Chengzhen's big grin, as if she didn't hear it, or she really listened to it in her heart, but like I used to, I didn't want to think about it.
The days of following Uncle Wang are just like what Uncle Li said, they are drifting, I don't understand what Uncle Wang is looking for, he always doesn't stay in one place for too long, and he will leave in a hurry.
I don't know if I'm sensitive, but I always feel like he always has a look of disappointment on his face every time he leaves a place.
In addition, the days with Uncle Wang are also more twists and turns, because one of Uncle Wang's big hobbies is to like to pretend to be a god, looking like a god chattering, to give others some feng shui, who will believe him in that kind of look?
Following him, I realized the hardships of Senior Sister Chengzhen, who was often scolded by others as a liar, and even kicked out of the house by others, so it was not easy for anyone to change, right? But Uncle Wang is still happy to do this, he said: "Seeing the warmth and coldness of people, especially the cold places, my heart will not hurt so much." ”
I can't quite understand it, but Senior Sister Chengzhen explained it to me once: "It is actually a painful thing for people with the same vein to understand people's hearts. There are some things that if you don't get your hopes up, then you won't be disappointed. ”
"People aren't so unbearable, are they?" I have experienced so many partings since I was a child, but there are many beautiful things in my memory, and I don't think people are so unbearable.
"That's my master's character, he always likes to drill into the horns and magnify the ugliness of human nature. As for me, I like to watch the flash, so I'm happier than her. "Senior Sister Chengzhen said this, but I suddenly understood why Uncle Wang would find a girl with a big grin and thicker nerves than a man as an apprentice.
At least, such an apprentice will inherit the Xiangzi lineage and will not suffer because he sees too much ugliness. Looking at Uncle Wang's bitter face, I knew that it was a manifestation of psychological pressure.
Following him, although I only learned Yang Mansion Feng Shui, but I also know how to deal with people, and the introduction is very subtle psychology, insight into people's psychology, it is indeed not a very pleasant thing.
Although I am a sensitive person, sometimes I think about it, I would rather live a foolish life.
Such days, from another point of view, but peaceful and happy, I live at least every day very regularly, except for the fixed time of 'running the rivers and lakes', no matter which city I am in, or just on the train, I can study with peace of mind and absorb what I want to learn.
It's like going back to the days when Master and I were building in the bamboo forest.
And such days are also full of security, I don't have to worry about waking up one day and I'm about to go on the road alone, or who told me that the situation is forced to force me to leave, I can see Uncle Wang and Chengzhen every day, and live with them, don't worry about them leaving, so it is a sense of security for me.
In addition, such days are also enjoyable, Uncle Wang is really rich, let me thoroughly see the 'power' of people in the same vein, although Uncle Wang loves to play a god stick in the folk, but in fact, he has a lot of contacts, those connections are relatively high-end, and they all believe in his feng shui skills, which is the source of his income. So we don't have to worry about food and clothing, we don't have much pressure to eat what we want and what we want to buy.
For example, I always thought that Uncle Wang was stingy, but during our days in the Northeast, he paid for me to collect a lot of wild ginseng, so that I couldn't break the practice of the mountain character vein, which is the 'wealthy' of the Xiangzi vein!
The five veins of metaphysics, sure enough, are a complementary relationship, use everything to support the cultivation of the mountain to become the avenue, but the five veins are not easy to learn, can be concentrated in one person, I am afraid that there is only the freak of my ancestor, and the rest is indeed to help the fellow disciples of the five veins.
However, I often think that they are the ones who help me.
From another point of view, this kind of life is a happier and more fulfilling period in my life, I almost forgot the mark that I can't get rid of in my life, and I almost forgot that those Miao people didn't let me go.
Yes, I'm happier, as long as I don't think about painful things, such as not being able to contact my parents, such as worrying about Master and friends, such as those Miao people.
Time passed gradually in the fingers, and it was the spring of 93 in a trance.
On this day, we were in Guilin, Guangxi, and we were originally in Xi'an, Shaanxi Province two days ago, but I don't know why Uncle Wang kept shouting: "Guilin's mountains and rivers are the best in the world, I miss there, let's go, let's go and see." ”
Then, we rushed to Guilin.
Guilin is very beautiful, the green mountains and green waters, the strange stones and bamboos, as if all the beauty of the natural world is condensed here, and it lives up to the reputation of the world.
But in such a beautiful landscape, Uncle Wang said to me: "Chengyi, we should be separated." ”
My heart 'chuckled', although I had been mentally prepared, but my heart still couldn't help but sink.
I know that I won't be able to see Uncle Wang and Sister Chengzhen in the future, but that's different, it's like a person, you live with him for a while, and then say goodbye to him. This is the man you know will see you again, but that time will not come back. In fact, sometimes we say goodbye not to a person, but to a part of our own life.
People are afraid of such a farewell, so they will desperately seek stability in this maybe cold and warm world. That kind of parting, experiencing too much, will break the heart.
It's good to be a Taoist priest, it's good to have the ability to subdue demons and eliminate demons, and it's good to have a wonderful life, but is this pain good?
Whether it's good or not, this is my life, although I was unconsciously depressed, I still said very quietly: "I know, uncle." Are you leaving today? ”
When I finished saying this, Senior Sister Chengzhen's eyes were already red, it was rare for her to be such a big girl, and she could still be like this, after all, she was still a girl.
However, I was very calm, and I was even able to comfort Chengzhen a few words before Uncle Wang answered, and I have been used to covering it up many times.
"Yes, I'm leaving today, let's go to Kunming, after you arrive, go to a flower shop in xxx, and someone will naturally pick you up." Uncle Wang was very calm when he spoke, and I also believed that he was really calm, and I didn't want to think about it too much.
I simply said a good word, and I wanted to turn around and leave, but when I saw that Senior Sister Chengzhen had shed tears on the side, I unconsciously walked over, scratched her nose, and said to her: "Don't cry your nose, I'm leaving, Senior Sister Yuanxi will come to you in a few days." Isn't it better to have a girl with you than me? ”
Hearing my words, Senior Sister Chengzhen's face finally looked better, and she no longer shed tears. Yes, we are all lonely, and we have been living in drift or almost semi-isolation with Master since we were children, and it is not easy to have someone to accompany us.
Like me, even if I was studying, I didn't have much contact with my classmates, let alone play together, because I had a lot to learn, and I used to laugh at myself and think that my classmates played soccer and basketball. As for me, I'm just playing with ghosts
Seeing that Senior Sister Chengzhen was better, I wanted to turn around and leave, but I didn't want Uncle Wang, who had always been calm, to suddenly stop me.
I turned my head and heard Uncle Wang say to me, "You've seen all my clients, and they've seen you." In the future, you can eat with a mouthful of food, don't ruin Lao Tzu's reputation in feng shui! Remember, Lao Tzu can pretend to be a magic stick, because Lao Tzu is a master, and you can't pretend to be a magic stick. ”
After saying this, Uncle Wang threw a notebook to me, I took it, opened it and looked at it, and remembered that it was all Uncle Wang's important customers.
My hands trembled a little because I was saddened by the emotion, but I still put the notebook in my trouser pocket and walked away without looking back.