Chapter 116: My Own Destiny

From the time Uncle Johnny said that he had seen Tyre and Patel, I had a bad feeling in my heart.

Needless to say, the strict caste system, even if the elimination of discrimination and injustice between castes has been written into the constitution, it is almost useless to eliminate the estrangement from people's hearts, and it is almost useless, and in this anti-caste marriage, it is a very serious matter.

The so-called anti-caste marriage, which refers to marriage between the higher castes and the lower castes, is a matter of 'polluting' the bloodline in their eyes and cannot be tolerated.

So if Patel and Lya are real

Thinking of this, my expression became serious, Uncle Johnny was still talking in pain, and my mood seemed to be in pain with Uncle Johnny.

"It was an ordinary day off, and even in the midst of strict practice, it had to be relaxing. On that day, I had made arrangements, and this Patel knew about it, but he reasoned that something had rejected our collective activity. Maybe God wanted me to know something, but the day's schedule was canceled due to temporary events. Out of boredom, I went to look for Patel, but he didn't exist in his room, but someone who practiced with us gave me a clue. ”

"Sharma, I'm not trying to spread the gossip about Patel, but you know what? I suspect that Patel has a touching lover, yes. One of the monks said to Sharma.

In strict Hinduism, there are many taboos, messy relationships between men and women, which are forbidden in any religion, including Hinduism, naturally. But that's always something on the table, and in fact it doesn't have much restraint on this group of top people. As long as it's not too out of line, it's just 'gossip' circulating in the circle.

Therefore, Sharma didn't pay much attention to the news, Patel was so good at this age, it was naturally not an exaggeration to have one or two women, and even Sharma thought it was simply reasonable, just like him, he had also experienced some women.

It's just that what Sharma didn't expect was that Patel would keep it a secret from him, is this also a proof of estrangement? Perhaps he should go and meet Patel, and by the way, see his lovely lover, so that perhaps their relationship can be further eased, and it is extremely easy for men to become intimate again if they know a little bit of privacy from each other.

Sharma had this in mind, so he asked the cultivator a little more.

Naturally, he also got the answer, it turned out that the cultivator was in a high-class place, to be exact, a hotel, and he saw Patel with a lovely woman twice, looking very intimate, but Patel did not notice him.

"Sharma, I assure you, Patel's lover is so beautiful that I envy him. Let's see, this day off, this kid is not there, and maybe I can see him again there. The cultivator's description of Patel's lover made Sharma a little more curious on the basis of wanting to ease the relationship.

"I can't remember the specific process of finding Patel, I just remember that afternoon, it rained a lot, and the city was even more muddy, I was very embarrassed, my clothes were covered with mud, and I was almost expelled by the foreign manager of the high-end hotel, I could only prove my identity, just when I was entangled with him, I saw Patel, he came out of the corridor of the hotel, at that moment I saw his face, I was very happy, I wanted to call him loudly, but the next moment, I saw his left, There was also a woman holding him, they were talking intimately, laughing very happily, Patel's eyebrows and eyes were full of happiness, so that in this luxurious lobby where people came and went, Patel couldn't help but kiss the woman next to him, you know, at that time, the atmosphere in India was still very conservative At that moment, I was funny that Patel had really fallen in love, I should be happy for him, but when I saw that woman, I almost went crazy" Speaking of this, Uncle Johnny's expression was even more painful, and he wiped his face with his hand, Then he grabbed his hair and said, "I saw that woman, it was Gya, my lovely sister Tya. ”

At that moment, Sharma's first feeling was a sense of betrayal, Patel had completely betrayed him and betrayed their family, otherwise why would he have such a private meeting with Tya despite everything when he knew the gap between his identity and Rya? This is obviously impossible to conclude, and his father will not agree to marry him, even if the whole world does not know that he is a Dalit, at least his father knows.

And if Tya marries Patel desperately, the consequences will be even more serious, and it will even make their family humiliated for a hundred years, it is not an exaggeration to say that Tyra's life will be completely ruined, and even Patel's guy will be destroyed, it is impossible to tolerate it!

Everything is like slow motion, Patel's doting eyes, the smile on the corner of his mouth, the happy look of Tyra, and the blooming smile They slowly walked less than 5 meters away from Sharma, and Sharma, who was still arguing with the manager or something, experienced for the first time in his life what is called the feeling of the world spinning.

"Patel, I'm going to kill you." In a fit of rage, Sharma shouted such a sentence, almost with all his strength.

And the happiness of Patel and Tya was frozen and shattered at this time, and they turned back at the same time to see Sharma roaring in anger.

I will never forget their expressions, Patel seemed to be frightened, but his eyes were calm and terrifying, and at that moment there was even a kind of expectation that it would be so indifferent. And Qianya was really scared, her eyes were so frightened, her face was pale to the limit, she wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, looking at me with an even pleading expression. Uncle Johnny seemed to be immersed in that moment, and I saw tears in his eyes.

"I swear I love Tyra, it's because of this love that I can't bear it, and it makes me feel helpless, and at that time my only reaction was to beat Patel" Uncle Johnny sniffed, calmed his emotions, and continued to speak.

But Tya stopped him: "Please, brother, find a quiet place and say, don't hit Patel, everything is my fault, brother"

Sharma couldn't look at Sarma so sad, for a long time, Tya was his angel, the sunshine of his life, and his sister of the same blood, so he let go of Patel, at this time Patel had already been punched by Sharma a few times, the corners of his eyes were red and swollen, and even had a nosebleed.

But he didn't fight back, and there was an astonishing calmness from beginning to end, which was the conclusion that Uncle Johnny recalled much later, yes, he was very calm and also a long time later, Patel confirmed Uncle Johnny's idea, but it was a long time later, and it had nothing to do with the chaos at the time.

In a quiet place, Sharma listened to the story of Tya and Patel in extreme confusion and irritability, if you put aside the caste system, this is a simple and beautiful love story, a girl who has just fallen in love, after learning that one of the brothers she has always admired is not her own brother, the feeling begins to be subtly different.

And at that time, that girl was the loneliest time, growing up in adolescence, and the two closest people who had been with her since childhood left her and went to study.

Under this loneliness, the brother came back, and he came back once a year to accompany him, so that the already delicate emotions began to ferment, and finally matured, and they fell in love desperately

"Brother, you forgive me, Patel didn't accept it at first, I insisted on it." Lya's crying was so painful.

Sharma's heart was broken by her pain, and he said as calmly as he could, "It's not a question of whether I forgive you, it's that you can't be together at all, you know?" No way! Don't you understand? ”

"Brother, love is a simple thing, why should it be connected to a person's status? Or even a name like that? Isn't it ridiculous? Brother, you are also my most important person, it's okay if others don't understand, I just hope to get your understanding. "Grace is unusually persistent, and women are often persistent, more determined than men, not to mention that because of the illustrious family, Grace has received advanced Western education since she was a child, and her mind is more open and free!

"But what are you going to do in the future? What if I get my understanding? Do you think you can still gain the forgiveness of others? There is no place for you and Patel's love in this society, that's the truth! Give up while things aren't too bad. Sharma persuaded with the last calm, in fact, that the irritability in his heart was about to overwhelm him, because of his love for his sister, so that he could still maintain such restraint.

"I didn't think about getting any forgiveness in this unfair land, and Patel and I could leave! Whether it's England, Spain, Portugal, we can leave, there is no unfairness there, and Patel's excellence will be recognized to the fullest. "The power of love is so great that Tya has plans to leave her homeland.

In this conversation, Patel remained silent, looking uneasy, and had no position to speak, in fact, Uncle Johnny combined his memories with what Patel said later, and only then did he know that he was watching a good show.

Undoubtedly, this decision ignited the anger of young Sharma, who could not tolerate his sister drifting away from a foreign land just for the sake of her 'great' love.

The conversation ended unhappily, and Sharma punched his sister for the first time, and he slapped Tyra, and Patel stopped Sharma at this point, turning into a scuffle between the two of them.

To be exact, it was Patel who allowed Sharma to beat him.

"To this day, I can't tell which side is right when family and love conflict, as an older brother, I can't bear my sister to wander in a foreign land all her life, I hope she can get a blessed marriage and a happy life, is it wrong? As a younger sister, is it wrong to persistently pursue your love? The feelings in this world are intertwined, and it is often because no one feels that they are at fault, which contributes to the tragedy of the person's life. But how should we compromise? Who can guarantee that after one side compromises, things will be completed? To this day, I can't see through it. Uncle Johnny's voice was full of bitterness.

And I remembered a passage from my master, and I couldn't help but say: "Uncle Johnny, my master once said that feelings are debts, so they can only be the cause of giving, not an excuse for bondage. And the only one who can control one's own fate is oneself, but others in this world often try to control the fate of others because of a feeling in their hearts, which is actually inappropriate. Grace Ya's luck or misfortune can only be regarded as complete when she tempers herself in the process of tempering herself all her life, and she has gained, let go, lose, and realize. However, what people often value is not this kind of perfection, but the so-called happiness, and as for whether this happiness is spiritual happiness or not, no one cares more and more. ”

"What do you mean, can you be specific?" Uncle Johnny was stunned.

"I can't say it either." In fact, because the years of cultivation are limited, and in the matter of my mind cultivation, Master has already commented that it is my weakness, so my perception is not so deep, and I dare not say anything to Uncle Johnny.

"If you can't say it, let's talk about it." Uncle Johnny is urgent.

I can only bite the bullet and say: "I think the blessings of others, the consummation of love, or the warmth of family affection, these can all be regarded as happiness, but who can guarantee that this happiness will last?" For example, blessings will eventually fade, lovers may leave, and loved ones may not be able to accompany them throughout their lives. So what's left? It is the satisfaction and peace of mind, a kind of relief and no regrets after letting go, if it is like you did to Xia Ya back then, can she still have this kind of spiritual happiness? I don't think so! In a person's life, I think the greatest happiness is that no matter what happens, I have pursued and faced it, so that I can finally form a spiritual perfection and the refusal of others is sometimes a kind of cruelty, under the guise of cruelty for your happiness and your good. ”

"Hahaha" After listening to my words, Uncle Johnny suddenly laughed out loud, with tears in his eyes when he laughed, after laughing, he patted me on the shoulder and said: "Li back then, for such a thing, just said this, I won't let it go, and let Qianya have no chance to let go." I don't understand, that's how it is. ”