Chapter Ninety-Six: One Thought

"Sanwa'er, drink this soup, this is what your master ordered. (You can find this site) "Crispy Meat handed me a bowl of soup, and it has been almost 5 days since I woke up, but my body is still very weak, and Crispy Meat stewed for me to drink in strict accordance with the recipe given by my master, but I can't drink it."

It's just because I feel too greasy, and I have something in my heart.

"Don't drink it, you can drink it. I want to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. I looked out the window and said quietly.

"*** Sanwa'er, is it easy for me to find an aunt to stew soup for you? Your baby is so ruined? Alright, drink it, I've already scooped up the meat and eaten it. Crispy Meat said unrelentingly.

The meat was scooped up and eaten? I glanced at the crispy meat speechlessly! still took the soup bowl and drank it, and then said seriously to the crispy meat: "I must be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, I am already well, but my body is a little weaker, why do you stay in the hospital all the time?" ”

"What are you going to do when you are discharged from the hospital?" Crispy asked.

"Go see my dad and mom, and then go to Miaojiang to find my master." I didn't know what to do, so I always felt that I had to find my master first.

"Don't be busy with being discharged from the hospital, if you are discharged, your buddy won't know where to look for you, wait until he talks." When the crispy meat saw that I had drunk the tonic soup, he said so.

I woke up five days ago, the first two days were still a little muddy, too many things can't be remembered, this is a sign of unstable soul, but I can still recognize the crispy meat, under the care of the crispy meat, the day before yesterday I finally got better, slowly my brain is clearer, and many things are recalled one by one.

And by yesterday afternoon, I was completely awake, and as soon as I woke up, I pulled Crispy Meat and asked about my master's whereabouts, and there were many things, but Crispy Meat said that my master gave a message when he left, and he couldn't tell me anything until I was completely well and discharged from the hospital.

This is the reason why I was in a hurry to be discharged from the hospital, as for the crispy meat just said that one of my buddies was coming to me, I didn't know what was going on, and I couldn't help asking: "Who is coming to me?" ”

"Who else? That's what Qinhuai. Crispy Pork said as he put away the bowl.

"Qinhuai" I nodded, no longer speaking, my heart was empty, especially unsupported, and I didn't know what to say.

Crispy Pork sat down next to me, and I don't know where to take out a meat bun, and gnawed on it, and after eating one, and then another, and then another, and another

I finally couldn't help it, and said: "Crispy meat, I counted, you have eaten 5 buns, and the meat in the soup just now was also eaten by you, do you want to be strung to death?" ”

Crispy looked at me in surprise and said, "Sanwa'er, your baby finally has a word to me!" ”

"What do you mean?" I didn't understand the meaning of crispy pork.

"What do you mean?" The crispy meat was excited, and his voice couldn't help but get louder, and the bun filling that he shouted in his mouth sprayed me on the bed, "As soon as you wake up, you won't be excited to see me, and you won't catch up with me, except for looking for your master, you want to be discharged from the hospital, it's just *** in a daze, you still know that I exist!" ”

I was cleaning up the bun stuffing on the bed, and when I heard Crispy Meat say that, I suddenly felt guilty for a while, and I couldn't help but look up and say to Crispy Meat: "I have been to Beijing in the past few years, and I miss you very much, and I think about a lot of things when we were children." But even so, I feel like I've never been separated from you, I feel like I'm in front of you, just be yourself casually, don't need to be polite, and don't need to express anything. ”

I'm telling the truth, and if it weren't for Crispy Meat, I don't think I would have needed to explain all of the above.

For so many years, I know myself too well, because I am too emotional, so I don't let others into my heart, but once I care, once that person is the person who comes into my heart, I am like this, very honest, and natural, I will not be hypocritical or wear a mask to the person I care about.

After listening to my words, the crispy meat didn't eat the buns, and was stunned with the half-pulled buns in his hands, and only after a while did his eyes reddened and said: "I thought you went to Beijing, you have a chance, and the contacts are all big people, and you have forgotten me a long time ago, you said that your baby woke up and didn't ask me a word, what are you doing now?" ”

I was amused and moved by this crispy meat, sat up from the bed, naturally took a cigarette out of his jacket pocket and lit it, and then asked: "I think you are good at whatever industry you do, even if you are a big dung, you are also my brother, why do I ask this?" ”

"You're ***, you're the one who picks up the!" Crispy Meat stood up at once, rushed to my bedside, and gave me a look, and I had a good time, and returned the Crispy Meat, and we made a fuss just like when we were children.

This commotion, the sense of distance between the crispy meat and me is finally gone, and my heart is gradually relaxed, to be honest, the shadow of the old village chief is too heavy.

Later, it wasn't until the nurse came to intervene and curse that we stuck out our tongues and didn't make any more noise.

At this time, the crispy meat was already out of breath because of fat, and I was weaker recently, and I was out of breath, and the two of them were lying on the small bed in the hospital very unimaged, and I asked the crispy meat with the unlit cigarette: "Say, what are you doing now?" ”

Crispy Meat said proudly: "I don't have any great skills, but I have been doing business in Chengdu recently, and I have made some money." ”

This kid's wish since he was a child was to earn money, make a lot of money! I didn't expect to really do business, or in Chengdu. However, am I in Chengdu now? I thought about it, and I couldn't help but ask, "Crispy meat, what kind of business do you kid do?" I'm in Chengdu right now? ”

"You're really confused, it's been five days since you woke up, and you still don't know that you're in Chengdu? You don't care what business I do, you'll know when the time comes, tell me about you over the years, I've been separated for so long, I especially want to hear it. Crispy said casually.

I have nothing to hide from the crispy meat, so I told the crispy meat about the experience of these years, including the old village chief, and when I finished speaking, the moon has hung up in the sky, and the night breeze is so cool compared to the heat of the day.

After listening to all my stories, the crispy meat couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, and after a long time, he shivered and felt out a cigarette, shook the rope and lit it, took a big puff, and then asked: "Sanwa'er, what you said is true?" It's so hanging! ”

I smiled bitterly, snatched the puff of the puff of the puff pastry, took a puff, and when the smoke came out, I whispered, "I hope it's fake." ”

"Still, I believe it too! I've seen this hungry ghost, what else can't I believe? You don't know, you've been gone for so many years, and I think back to the experiences of my childhood like a dream, and I wonder if those ever existed. Damn, the life of a Taoist priest is really not a human life. But, Sanwa'er, the matter of this old village chief, really, I have something I want to say, what is wrong with this old village chief? Why should it end up like this? Crispy Meat said with some indignation.

"A lot of things are just a thought, so it's right to say that a thought of life and death is a thought. If when he dies, he will not hate but see through, then he will not be dominated by resentment, and he will not end up with a broken soul. And the villagers were a good thought at that time, so "I can't go on, there is no ifs in this world, even if the cause and effect of heaven is determined, sometimes you must sigh that you can't beat people's thoughts, because after all, the way of heaven will not let anyone scatter, your thought sometimes goes against your life, against the way of heaven, the result is naturally the result of changing your life against the sky, and you must bear the result of changing your life against the sky."

Don't think that only Taoism can change one's life against the sky, and sometimes a person's thought can also change one's life against the sky!

This is the similarity between Taoism and Buddhism, a flower and a world, a tree and a floating life, whether it is the world in the flower or the floating life in the wood, it is all thoughts, your thoughts determine your world, the fate of the floating life in the world.

People survive under the way of heaven, but the way of heaven is ruthless, just rules, in your world, what is greater than the way of heaven is your thoughts, which is not something that the way of heaven can control, so people will win the sky, not that manpower is stronger than the sky, but your thoughts finally changed the fate given to you by the way of heaven and won the sky. But Shengtian does not mean that it is a good result, just like the old village chief

My words, Crispy Meat thought slowly, and after a long time, he suddenly said to me: "Sanwa'er, in fact, I am very kind, and I am a profiteer occasionally, right?" ”

"Huh? What did you do? Also profiteers? "I was stunned, this crispy meat is still as unreliable as when I was a child?

Crispy Meat scratched his fat face and said, "It's not a profiteer, is it, just sell the stalls for a few more money?" ”

"What the hell are you selling?"

"Hey, hey"