Tuan Tuan and I accompanied the weak Ruxue to the tree, which was Erin's last words, here she left a letter for Ruxue, and when Ruxue woke up, I told Ruxue the news, after all, this was Erin's last wish. (The fastest update speed, remember this site to find this site)

Looking at Ruxue laboriously digging the soil under the tree, I was a little distressed and wanted to help, but I was pulled by Tuan Tuan, she said to me: "Chengyi, you have to adapt to the identity of a friend from now on, just like Jiang Ye and Grandma Ling Qing." In addition, since it was Erin's last wish, Ruxue must have wanted to take out the letter herself. ”

Tuan Tuan's words made me feel mixed in my heart, and I remembered what Ruxue had told me all the way.

"There is a limit to the number of times a poison Jiao can be summoned."

"If I marry Bu Zhou, it is the best way for the village, not to mention that it can be exchanged for many years of peace, and the power of Heiyan Miao Village is also faintly divided into two shares, and I can still play a certain role in the middle."

"I think I couldn't marry anyone before I forgot you, and I always felt like I couldn't forget you for the rest of my life. Perhaps, you will gradually forget about me. But it doesn't matter, the women of our Miao Village have always dared to love and hate, and they don't regret what they are tied to, thank you, I've been fine for half a year. ”

Thinking of these words, I was stunned, the wind gradually blew, like blowing the bitterness in my heart, making my mouth bitter, looking at the figure under the snow tree, I really wanted to rush over and tell her, okay, I stay in Miao Village.

However, I hated my own sanity, and I knew I couldn't, so I simply turned away, lit a cigarette, and didn't dare to look at it again.

Until a cigarette was about to burn out, Tuan Tuan told me that Ruxue had got the letter.

It was a thick letter, Ruxue sat under the tree and read it, and before the reading, Ruxue said to me and Tuan Tuan: "I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it alone, let's read it together." ”

So, we see Erin's life.

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When Erin met Lin Chen, it was in the spring of three years ago, and spring is always the best season in Kunming, with flowers and wind.

The first time I saw this man, it was in the sixth sister's shop, when Erin was 22 years old, and it was the first time she walked out of Miao Village after returning from studying outside.

He was dressed in black, a black shirt, black trousers, black hair, and a pair of black eyes that were extraordinarily deep.

This man's face is good-looking, this good-looking is not handsome, but a kind of three-dimensional full of manliness, the feeling brought by this three-dimensional should have been vicissitudes, but the smile on the corner of his mouth made him look very young, very uninhibited, and some pride.

At that time, he went to the sixth sister's shop to buy flowers, and Erin hid in the shop to look at him secretly, which is really rare, the Han man actually has the roughness of the Miao man, but he is a little more chic.

He finished buying the flowers and quickly left, never looking at Erin, or not noticing Erin at all.

Erin's mood also quickly calmed down, this was just a glimpse of the meeting in Pingshui, leaving the impression that this man was very good-looking, but there was no ripple in the heart lake.

The love of a Miaojiang woman is hot, the only one, affectionate, and lifelong love, but it is not easy to take out.

The sixth sister who turned around saw Erin's gaze and teased Erin: "Fall in love with a Han man? Think it's better than our Miao Jiang men? ”

"It's good-looking, I don't like cream students, I told Ruxue, in the future, my husband must be the kind of man who is proud and stands up to the sky." Erin is a hot and straightforward woman, and she won't hide what kind of feeling she has.

"Pride and standing tall are not what they seem, silly girl." The sixth sister didn't care, there were a lot of customers in the flower shop every day, and a man who met in Pingshui and bought flowers was a passerby in their lives.

But, is it a passerby?

The second time I saw the man was on the bus to Cuihu the next day, when Erin was sitting alone by the window, leaning her head against the window, watching the bustle of the city slip past her eyes, with a calm face.

It was then that she smelled a good smell, the faint smell of tobacco mixed with the smell of laundry detergent on her clothes, and a hint of musk that is unique to men, and she was surrounded at once.

There is a difference in the smell of men, just like many men have a smell of sweat, but who smells so good? Erin looked up and met her with a pair of deep eyes, looking at her with a playful gaze.

It was him, the man from yesterday, and he was standing beside Erin at this time, meeting Erin's gaze with a hint of playfulness.

Never timid, that fiery Erin has a little hot ears, but is she afraid of a man's gaze? She didn't lose, and she bravely continued to stare at the man, the two of them in silence, their eyes intertwined.

The bus was crowded, but at the moment it seemed that only he and she were left, in the bus, staring at each other like this.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and gradually, the playfulness in his eyes turned into a smile, and the corners of his mouth also opened a smile, and he spoke: "I saw you yesterday, in the flower shop, you hid inside to watch me, I saw it." ”

His voice was rich and beautiful, with a hint of rising pride, as if it was demagoguery.

For the first time, Erin had a feeling of pride defeated, because he actually noticed her, he found that she was peeking, but she could not lose face, and she replied in a crisp voice: "Where am I peeking?" I'm blatantly watching! Are you men allowed to look at women, and we women not allowed to look at men? ”

He smiled, his deep facial features, and the corners of his mouth raised, and suddenly because of this happy smile, he changed from pride and unruliness to sunshine, as if he had seen Erin's pretended tough disguise, and he said: "My name is Lin Chen, I was thinking yesterday, if I meet you for the second time, I will tell you my name." ”

Lin Chen, it turned out that his name was Lin Chen, at this moment Erin's calm heart lake finally melted because of this smile, she said: "My name is Yangcan, this is my Miao name, my parents' Han name is Cao, I didn't give myself a Chinese name, the nickname is Xiaoxiao, you might as well call me Cao Xiaoxiao." ”

"It's complicated." He laughs.

"Do you remember?"

"Little, very cute name, I remember, I'll go to Green Lake, what about you?"

"Me too."

"Mind together?"

Erin smiled, she must not mind, in the green lake in early spring, a flamboyant man beside her, with a good smell beside her.

This is how Erin met Lin Chen.

The text is just a symbol, cold and without any emotion, but the beauty of this scene is so affectionate that Erin is frozen in the letter, with too deep affection, even when I think of him, every word written is beautiful.

They met like this, so falling in love seemed to be a doomed thing.

"There will be such a man in your life, he was born to satisfy all your fantasies about a man, he may be poison, but you are willing to eat, who let him satisfy all your yearnings? This man appears in life, you either just have a crush and then miss it, and you either make a desperate confession in exchange for a polite rejection. But what if you're in love with him? I think it's a love that is willing to give everything once, even if this time, it has poisoned you into the bone marrow, and then it will be unforgettable, and then it will be a disaster for a lifetime. ”

"Ruxue, so, you forgive me, forgive me for being willing to burn myself for him and do anything, even if I lose my family, my friends, you, and our stockade."

Seeing this, Ruxue shed a tear, I sighed, maybe in front of Erin, Ruxue and I are not brave enough, perhaps, Ruxue and I are too brave, so brave that we dare not face each other.

Poison? Maybe when I decided to be with Ruxue for half a year, I was just drinking poison, and she was the same.

The letter continues, telling all the past events of Erin and Lin Chen, they fell in love with each other on the second day of their trip to the Green Lake, and in the remaining days, like glue, it was a day when even the sun was like golden honey, and the whole world was bigger than the people who loved each other.

Until the night when Erin was leaving Kunming