I had a fever for two days, and during this time, I have always been Brother Chengxin, Ruyue and Qinhuai are taking care of me, and Lao Zhang and his wife are also very diligent!

This year, Lao Zhang took care of me a lot, and Brother Chengxin and they were called by Lao Zhang when he saw that I was becoming more and more disagreeable.

That night when I was drunk, Lao Zhang also took them all over the city to find me.

Two days later, my fever subsided, and I was almost better, and Ruyue said that they wanted to talk to me, in fact, in the past two days, they have been avoiding talking to me, and Ruyue was the first to talk to me.

It's a matter of talking about snow.

Regarding Ruxue's question, I think Ruyue can see more than me, after a short period of sadness, Ruyue recovered, but lived more and more strong and energetic, I was curious, why is this, so I also settled down and decided to talk to Ruyue.

After a short period of talking, Ruyue really began to talk about Ruxue, and her first sentence was to me: "My sister doesn't stay in that dark and dreary dragon tomb, but every once in a while she will go to the dragon tomb to 'cast spells' to make the insects sleep, and the rest of the time she lives in that forest, how good." ”

"What's so good? I can't see my relatives or friends. "There is another sentence, very selfish, I didn't say it, that is, she and I can't see each other.

In the face of my words, Ruyue sighed faintly, and while watching me drink porridge one by one, she said to me: "Third brother, if that forest is really as beautiful as you and Brother Chengxin described, like an isolated peach blossom paradise, my sister will not be so sad there." For so many years, you haven't known your sister, she is a person who likes to put every important person in her heart, she doesn't need to be with anyone every day, she just needs to know that these people are in her heart, just as she cares about these people, these people also care about her enough. ”

I put down the bowl and looked at Ruyue, as if I had realized something.

Ruyue continued: "Actually, my sister is very bitter, she guards in Yueyan Miao Village, and she guards in the Dragon Tomb. But such a fairy-like place, full of aura, and so many cultivators, and so many rare medicinal materials, my sister may have got a chance, third brother, do you think there is anything wrong? ”

yes, what's so bad? I was stunned!

Ruyue sighed and said, "Third brother, didn't you say yes, bless my sister, and let it go calmly?" You just let it go, although I know it's easy to say, it's hard to do, it takes time, but you have to show us that you have the heart to let go? ”

I stopped talking, because I knew that what Ruyue said was right, didn't she say it at the beginning? It's just that my heart hurts, and that parting scene is too miserable for me, and I let myself sink into sadness.

Everyone who cares about me is 'spoiling' me, brothers and sisters, friends, relatives, they are giving me time to digest the pain, aren't they sad? They just don't want to bother me, some things are not persuaded by others, I can do it, as Ruyue said, I need time, but now, it's been a year, and time should be enough, right?

Thinking of this, I touched my bearded and scummed face, and suddenly smiled, and touched Ruxue's hair lovingly like I did when I was a child, and said: "Well, I know, in a few days, Chen Chengyi will come back, Ruxue will live there very well, and Chen Chengyi will live very well." ”

Ruyue smiled when she heard it, just like when she was a child, she wrinkled her nose and smiled, it was very cute, and it was like a ray of sunshine, illuminating the mood that I had been hazy for the past year.

Outside the window, the snow has long stopped, outside the window, there is a rare sunshine in winter, the sun shines through the window, I squint my eyes, I am warm and comfortable, my expression in this year, for the first time in the year, there is relaxation, this relaxation makes me feel even breathing freely.

I don't know when Qin Huai stood at the door, and when he saw me, he suddenly applauded and shouted: "Tsk, welcome, our hero Chen Chengyi is back." ”

I looked at Qin Huai and said, "You kid is so exaggerated, believe it or not, I'm going to find you alone?" ”

Qin Huai walked quickly in front of me, pulled me up from the bed, and shouted: "Go, follow me to the bathroom, and see if you are exaggerating or I am exaggerating." ”

For a year, I was drunk and dreamed of death, and I was almost lying in bed for two days, and my steps were a little weak, almost the bathroom that Qin Huai helped me into.

As soon as I entered, Qin Huai pulled me to stand in front of the mirror, and then others stood behind me, supported me, and said loudly: "Look at yourself, Chen Chengyi, who do you say is exaggerating?" ”

I looked at myself in the mirror, my hair was unkempt, my eyes didn't have any light, I lost a lot of weight this year, because I drank alcohol, I didn't eat much, I vomited after drinking, and even my stomach was faintly sick, how could I not be thin? In addition, the beard that I hadn't shaved for a long time made me look like I was ten years old, like a wild man from the mountains.

"Stop talking, right? Think you're exaggerating, right? If I hadn't known you for so many years, I would have remembered your eyebrows and eyes clearly, do you think I dare to recognize you as Chen Chengyi, my iron buddy? Don't move" Qin Huai was busy with his hands and feet as he spoke, first applying a hot towel to my face for a while, then applying shaving cream to me, and starting to shave my beard with a razor.

I didn't speak, and let Qin Huai help me shave, just like when I was in the courtyard, he helped me fix my hair with water, and insisted on making 'Cui Jian'er'er a 'good student fan' for me, so that I wouldn't be beaten by the master when I went back!

The beard was mixed with shaving cream, and one by one it fell into the sink, just like my decadent and sad mood was shaved off little by little, my face was clean, and my mood slowly precipitated.

I have spent a year on the bitterness of refining and the pain of sinking, and I am finally about to come to the light, Master, I understand a little.

Ten minutes later, Qin Huai carefully shaved my beard, looking at the new self in the mirror, I looked at the mirror and smiled, Qin Huai stuffed the comb into my hand, and said to me: "Brother Chengxin is waiting for you outside, saying that I will go to the river with you, I have something to say to you, you can clean up yourself, right?" Better take a shower! People are in good spirits, so what else can't be put down? I have made myself that virtuous, just waiting for others to come to pity? ”

"Come on, don't be verbose, I see." I lit the water heater and took off my clothes briskly, but Qinhuai was still standing there and didn't leave.

"What's the matter, you still have to watch me take a shower, do you?" I teased Qin Huai.

"Well, this year, every time I come to see you, including the crispy meat, who is still holding my goddaughter to see you in the cold, when are you not a decadent fan who wants to die or live, and almost say that I want to eat? I'm really not used to it. Qin Huai shook his head and said.

I smiled and threw my clothes on his shoulder, and said, "Okay, you're just afraid that the handsome guy will come back and steal your limelight, do you think I don't know?" ”

"I'm X, you save it." Qin Huai smiled and left, and I could tell that he was really happy.

Chen Chengyi may be unlucky, he left home when he was young, left his teacher at a young age, and lost the woman he loved all his life, but Chen Chengyi is actually very lucky, because the people around him have real feelings for him, including everyone who left.

Hot water hit my face, my idea was so simple.

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After taking a shower and cleaning up, I felt that my whole person was much more comfortable, Qin Huai accompanied me all the way out of the door and downstairs, he told me that Brother Chengxin was waiting for me in the yard, and I couldn't figure it out, how serious it was, Brother Chengxin wanted to do it so solemnly.

It's just that when I walked downstairs, Qin Huai suddenly stopped me: "Chengyi! ”

"Huh?" I looked back in surprise and saw that Qin Huai's expression was a little complicated, I frowned slightly, I didn't know what was going on with Qin Huai.

"I plan to get engaged to Ruyue after the Spring Festival next year, either married or engaged." Qin Huai said a lot of words, as if this was something shady thing, and specially explained to me that it was just an engagement, not a marriage.

I frowned, looked at Qin Huai, and suddenly strode over, Qin Huai thought I was going to whip him, subconsciously shrank his head, but I gave him a bear hug, and then said in his ear: "Dude, I'm really happy for you, it's true!" And Ruyue to be happy! Do you want me to say this a hundred times before you can rest assured? ”

Qin Huai breathed a sigh of relief, and then hugged me with emotion, and then left and punched me, saying, "Can I rest assured?" I always feel that I am taking advantage of people's danger, and Ruyue has always liked you for so many years, and now you and Ruxue are like that, I always feel that I want to be engaged to Ruyue, not authentic, thinking about whether to give you a chance, if you have Ruyue, it will be better? That's what I've always thought. ”

Qin Huai listened to me seriously.

I gave him a middle finger and scolded, "Silly X!" ”

Qin Huai was happy and not angry.

Then I turned around and walked away, saying, "Come on, my sister will always be my sister, and if you treat her well, that's what makes me the happiest." In this world, no one can replace anyone, and no one's feelings can be so great that they can be relinquished, because feelings are not things! One day I can let it fall like snow, and one day like the moon, I will marry you with a clean heart, that's all. ”

Qin Huai didn't make a sound in the back, but suddenly scolded in Sichuan: "Chen Chengyi, you shit, you pretended to whip me just now, scared Lao Tzu to death!" ”

I laughed a few times, looked up, and saw Brother Chengxin at the gate of the courtyard, standing lazily against the door, looking at me with a smile.