In the end, Hui Gen'er didn't say who Zhang Haiyan was, but I learned from Cheng Yuan's mouth that Zhang Haiyan was a little girl in the yard, and Hui Gen'er and Cheng Yuan were in the same yard. (The fastest update speed, remember this site to find this site)

This makes me faintly worried, Uncle Hui's wish is to expect Hui Gen'er to become a super great monk, but can a super great monk move mortal hearts? I've seen monks drink wine and monks eat meat, but I've never seen a monk fall in love or anything.

Although Hui Gen'er is still young, she doesn't know what the relationship between men and women is, if she has, at most she is a good feeling, but if it goes on like this?

After Master left, I found that the feeling of not being dependent was really bad, and I had to solve everything on my own, which is the price of growth. You always have to lose something, and then you are forced to grow, to bear, and finally to mature by these lost things.

No wonder I lived to be 27 years old, and I was still immature, because from the bottom of my heart, I never got rid of my dependence on Master.

Lighting a cigarette, I leaned on the corridor a little bored, looking at the night outside the corridor, I always felt that my future was like this night, dark and unclear, no direction at all.

I don't know when, Ruxue stood next to me and asked softly, "Are you worried about Huigen'er's affairs?" ”

I nodded, the tacit understanding and understanding between me and Ruxue does not need to be said, with one look from me, she may be able to know what I am thinking.

"If you don't break it, you can't stand it, if you don't experience it, you can't talk about seeing through and letting go, Chengyi, some things are not escaped, even if you win, but after passing through and withstanding it, it can be regarded as true enlightenment." Ruxue just said this to me, and then fell silent.

And my heart suddenly brightened, yes, if Hui Gener has never experienced the love of men and women, it is said that he saw through and let go of the love of men and women, it is definitely not true, if Hui Gener really has Hui Gen, then he himself will always be on the right path, no matter what kind of bifurcation he has experienced halfway.

Taoism pays attention to the rule of non-action, in fact, the meaning of this non-action is only a little clear to me at this time, that is, you should never deliberately avoid some things, and then decide a certain direction, this is a shallow interpretation of non-action.

Only by doing nothing can we not break or stand!

I really want to hug Ruxue, she is always so timely to untie my heart and break my entanglement, but when I think of our situation, I can only smile at Ruxue, and then turn my head and stop talking.

And Ruxue had silently turned around and walked away.

In this life, how helpless do you have to be in order to finally train a heart thoroughly?

We stayed in the bamboo forest for almost a month, and for almost every month, we discussed where to find the masters.

Eventually, once we had decided what we were going to do, we were faced with separation.

Just as the masters have devoted their lives to Kunlun, we are destined to devote a lifetime to Kunlun, which means that this matter cannot be completed in a moment and a half, in a year or two.

During this long period of time, we have to collect a lot of clues, and we need some money to support ourselves and continue to practice, and it is also to prepare for the possibility of traveling all over the country in the future.

In addition, we also have some responsibilities, unlike Master's generation, which were mostly orphans, our generation all have parents and relatives, and we all have some responsibilities to some extent.

Therefore, we still have to take some responsibilities before we can let go of the long journey.

Master left at the age of 81, we couldn't wait that long, we agreed on a time, in short, after that time, we will gather like Master and them, and then embark on this journey without regrets.

But in the meantime, if there are major clues, we must also explore them together.

That's what we do.

It was at this moment that I suddenly remembered that Master was always disappearing one by one, was he just looking for clues to determine the answer? Especially that one for three years! And what was the master's handwriting in Uncle Hui's hand at that time? I guess it's Kunlun.

Of course, this clue is not inexplicable to find, we discussed for a month, of course, we also discussed the way to find clues, but this workload is too large, involving all kinds of people, a large number of secret documents, and some dangerous places, we have to eat one bite at a time, we can only take our time.

First of all, I want to get myself a job that can support myself, I still bear Huigen'er, each of us depends on Master, this time, except for Senior Brother, everyone has to **.

Senior Brother is at the beginning, Uncle Li decided to inherit his work in relevant departments, which is also the rule of this line, the heirs of the second line of life and fortune must serve and contribute to the general trend.

I don't understand the reason, just as I don't understand why there are so many people in history who stay by the emperor's side, on the contrary, people from other lines like to be in the world and wander freely, but after all, it is a matter of other veins, and I don't want to get to the bottom of it, in short, the rules set by the ancestor should be followed.

As for us, we can actually enter the relevant departments, but after thinking about it, we are unwilling, Chengzhen is used to being free with Uncle Wang, and Chengxin feels that the master of the medical line is at ease in the folk, and there are many recipes worth studying in the folk, and he can collect clues all the way along the way.

And my thoughts are similar to Brother Chengxin, looking for clues, I don't want any constraints, and the pillars of the relevant departments are the older generation, I am the younger generation, in fact, it doesn't play much role, I am the person who has been recorded in the relevant departments, if I am needed, of course, I am obligated and will stand up.

The direction for the future is basically determined, but what am I going to do? I was still a little confused, and it wasn't until I was packing my bags and I pulled out a treasured booklet that I suddenly had a direction.

This booklet is a notebook, which was given to me by Uncle Wang when I left that year, and it recorded some of his clients, and he also specially took me to establish a certain network, isn't this just for me in the future?

Actually, it's not that I can't do anything else, but after following Master for so many years, I thought in my heart that I should do this, and my heart suddenly had a direction.

I think a few of my brothers and sisters will do their own jobs.

The bamboo forest building was locked by me, just like the most precious memory in my heart was locked by me, I think I can't come back here for a long time, or I don't dare to come back here, for fear of touching some memories and feeling sad.

Uncle Li's tomb is here, but our Taoist family doesn't pay much attention to the annual worship, I come back to worship Uncle Li, but I don't think it will come every year, because the more intimate this bamboo forest building, the more I can't touch it.

We were separated at the station in the town, and once again we had to say goodbye to Ruxue, and I didn't go out of my way to say goodbye to Ruxue, in my life, I was tired of all farewells, and I didn't want to face goodbye to Ruxue.

We were all very indifferent, a simple hug, and we left, but what kind of sadness was hidden under this indifference, we didn't want to think about it.

I made a wish, Qinhuai, and Hui Gen'er stepped on the train to Beijing, and Hui Gen'er still had to go to school, so I had to send him there! During the holidays, I will take him to Master Jueyuan, and then decide whether to transfer or something.

Naturally, Qin Huai wanted to return to Beijing.

As for the vow, she told me that she wanted to finish the university as soon as possible, and Brother Yuan Yi was unwilling to stay in Beijing anymore, he now has no problem taking care of himself, not to mention that the relevant departments have also arranged a special nanny for Brother Yuan Yi, so the wish will be much more relieved.

After sending Huigen'er to Beijing, where should I go next? I am a little clear, but confused, I can't stay with my family often, which means that I have to drift, I have no lover, no master, I can only be sure that after I go to Beijing, I will stay with my parents for a while, and the next can only sigh and follow fate.

I thought that I would finish the affairs in Beijing quickly, but I didn't expect to meet someone here that I had never thought of at all.

I was surprised by his appearance, but now that I think about it, he will inevitably appear.