What is the fate of Gu Keepers? Lonely, poor, and young.

Raising Gu is to put together poisons that are originally unrelated to each other, kill each other, or use resentful thoughts to pray to achieve one's own goals - this kind of thing is against heaven and earth after all. Therefore, either die alone, or be poor, or die young, this is the fate of Gu cultivators.

For thousands of years, since ancient times.

But is that really the case? I never thought so. Perhaps, in the mountains all the year round, dealing with snakes, insects, rats and ants, it is inevitable that there are some dark and distorted hearts in the heart, and there is little time to communicate with people, the communication ability is not good, and you can't find happiness, or you get deformed happiness, so you will feel lonely; And when he has strength in his hands, he is ready to move, and wants to have a dispute with someone, and shoots a bird in the head, and a mountain is higher than a mountain, so he dies, which is possible. Perhaps because of the abuse of the power in his hands, there is a harm to heaven and peace, and the resentment is concentrated in one person, and all kinds of unfortunate things will come one after another.

Character determines destiny.

This is my most logical view and explanation of the three paths of "loneliness, poverty, and death".

My grandmother Long Laolan, a lifetime of good deeds and virtues, lived to be in good health to more than eighty years old, complete children, although my grandfather died early, barely close to a "lonely" word, but before she died, so many children accompanied, according to my thoughts, but not. After she died, she gave me a dream and explained three things, the last and most important one is the eight words "accumulate virtue and do good, so that you can do it yourself".

These eight words, word by word, are a portrayal of my grandmother's life, and they are also regarded by me as a motto and a benchmark for action.

People are doing, the sky is watching, there are gods in the head, only by making oneself feel at ease, can others feel at ease.

I looked at Huang Fei's father quietly and said casually, yes? So what?

Huang Fei's father shook his head, saying that Huang Fei has been a sensible and obedient girl since she was a child, and the only time she went out of line was when she volunteered for the college entrance examination, and she secretly made the decision. In her life, she has never suffered or been injured. But you see, just yesterday, she was attacked by a professional killer, professional killer! My precious daughter, in this life, if I hadn't met you, how could this have happened? She is a flower in a greenhouse, which cannot withstand the rain and wind, and the cold wind!

I nodded and said I would take care of Fifi.

Huang Fei's father stared at me, smiling rather than smiling, and said How do you take care of Fei Fei? Take care of it with your Gu Technique? Or do you use your enemies?

I said the same thing, it won't happen a second time. I have already caught the murderer the night before yesterday, and I have also found out the instigator behind the scenes. It was just an accident and it won't happen again. He casually touched the cup on the table, and said yes? Are you sure? As he said this, his face mocked me, made me feel that my assurance was extremely pale.

Yes, his doubts are very reasonable.

Since I stepped into this circle, I have basically never been idle, and when I have not been exposed to these things, my life has been as plain as boiled water, and I feel that until I die of old age, that's it. However, my grandmother planted Gu for me, as if opening a door to my life, and all kinds of weird and complicated things appeared, Gu, ghosts, zombies, head lowering, mountain spirits and wild monsters...... Correspondingly, troubles followed.

I don't want to, but I always offend one person or another.

I couldn't resist.

Huang Fei's father added fuel to the fire, and said Lu Zuo, have you really thought about what you should do in the future? Do you really do what you say you want to do here? Can you really stay in this small place with peace of mind until you are old? Can't you? If that's the case, why do you bother to raise this Gu? - "That's not what I want to raise, is this?" I interjected, he waved his hand, and said sincerely: "I am different from Feifei and her mother, she is used to being a leader, and her eyelids are high, so she thinks you are poor, and she thinks you have climbed Feifei; But I'm not, to be honest, you have a bright future, you are with Fei Fei, she climbed you. But the question is, do you have the ability to protect Fei Fei now? Have you thought about this? ”

I frowned, I was alone, what ability to talk about to protect Huang Fei?

I think of my cheap uncle Wang Luohe, and I think of Ba Song, how many of these guys are hidden in the shadows and have inexplicable origins? The so-called "guns are easy to block, but hidden arrows are difficult to prevent", even if I stay by Huang Fei's side all day long, I can't guarantee her absolute safety? What's more, I'm just a half-tone, and I can't even protect myself.

Why does a man have so many responsibilities on his shoulders?

Huang Fei's father picked up the cup on the table, drank it all, and said Lu Zuo, you are an excellent young man, and I personally like you, but obviously you are with Fei Fei, you are actually harming her, do you know the truth? My opinion is that you are either strong enough to protect her; Or, don't let her worry about it anymore, you have to know that the best time for girls is just a few years, you don't delay each other.

I lowered my head and remembered the slight smile on the corner of Huang Fei's mouth, as warm as a meter of sunshine in winter.

Am I going to give up? I asked myself and the answer was – I can't!

In the realm of love, it is always selfish, I don't think Huang Fei fell into the arms of other men, and I was happy. This renunciation of love is great, admirable and adorable—if I were "another man"—but not mortal. I don't have such a sacred sentiment, I would push such a beautiful, gentle and understanding soft girl into the arms of others, and say coolly: "This is for your good!" Then I walked away, and the setting sun stretched my lonely figure for a long time......

Your sister! There are a lot of masochists in this world, but I'm obviously not one of them.

I don't want to watch Huang Fei and other men holding hands at that time, and then singing "I'm sad that the dream of giving up on you, giving up love, and giving up was shattered, and I held back my sorrow, I thought it was fulfillment, but you said that you were even more unhappy...... "The so-called fate, isn't it for people to break?" Why should I let myself fall into this strange circle and not be able to extricate myself?

Why can't I be like those domineering male protagonists in the TV series, looking up to the sky and shouting, saying "My life is up to me, not to the sky"?

Why can't it be Mao?

I looked up at him and saw a hint of unconcealed joy in his eyes, apparently he thought he had moved me.

Then, I said "I'm sorry" and his face immediately collapsed.

I told Huang Fei's father that I decided that I would continue to leave Jinping this year and go somewhere else, I would do everything at hand, understand all the cause and effect, and then work hard to make a result, come back, () find Huang Fei, if she still loves me at that time, I will propose to her, let her be my wife, accompany her for a lifetime, and use my life to love her, protect her, and prevent her from being exposed to all the causes and effects in this world, all evils......

Huang Fei's father's face seemed to look much better, and he stared at me, trying to see my true thoughts from my face.

So I was expressionless, like a natural idiot.

He gave up and said that's fine, you go, and the trouble will follow. He said that he longed for me to be strong, and if I was qualified to prove that I had the ability to protect Huang Fei, then he wouldn't mind having a son-in-law with such an identity. So, please do it yourself. Also, can you guarantee that you will not take the initiative to contact Fei Fei during the year?

I was surprised, and said why can't I contact her?

He was also surprised, and said, Didn't you say you were going to leave for a year? During this year, don't provoke her, give her a free space!

I closed my eyes, depressed. My future father-in-law still seems to have some communication barriers with me.

I thought my ambition would impress him, but he still didn't believe me, and focused on my departure. Don't bully the poor boy, the earth is round, I always have to walk out of a road that makes people look sideways, let this old guy see, what kind of character I am Lu Zuo. I asked him, is Fei Fei any better? He said it was okay, but fortunately it didn't hurt the vital point.

He was a little embarrassed when he said that, and I was a little embarrassed too.

The reason why Huang Fei didn't have anything to do with her proud figure has something to do with her proud figure - the girl who is big mimi really has an advantage in all aspects.

I proposed to go to see Huang Fei, and Huang Fei's father hesitated, but agreed.

So we got out of the café, I went to a nearby flower shop to buy white lilies and pink carnations, and then took Huang Fei's father's car to the hospital together. Huang Fei was in a separate ward, and when we arrived, her mother happened to be there, accompanying her to lunch. We went in, Huang Fei happily called me Lu Zuo, and her mother looked at me coldly, as if I was the murderer who hurt her daughter, and then her eyes were like ice, and she said Are you embarrassed to come?

I held this bouquet of flowers, and I didn't dare to refute her mother's words.

Fortunately, Huang Fei's father relieved me, he pulled Huang Fei's mother aside, and after muttering a few words, she looked at me suspiciously, and the two of them walked out of the door. As soon as Huang Fei's parents left, the mountain-like pressure in my heart was immediately relieved. Huang Fei wanted to get up, I stopped her, put the flowers on the table next to her, and then sat over on the bench, took her white and crystal hand, warm and tender like jade, and looked at her.

Huang Fei's face is not good, a little pale, and her full lips are also light red, but "clear water comes out of hibiscus, and it is naturally carved and decorated", which is thrillingly beautiful. She was embarrassed by me, her cheeks were flying, and she looked at the flowers on the table embarrassedly, and said Wow, Lu Zuo, this is the first time you have sent me flowers, it is really worth remembering!

I'm a little embarrassed: what girl doesn't want the boy she likes to stand in front of her with a bouquet of flowers in her hand? But on Valentine's Day, I forgot the flowers I had ordered, and I thought at the time that I didn't have to be so vulgar. However, flowers, after all, represent romance.

And can I give this beautiful girl in front of me, romance and happiness?

I was puzzled, but my hand became tighter and tighter, for fear that once I let go, I would never be able to hold it again in my life. We were relatively silent and silent for a long time. Huang Fei looked at my expression of wanting to speak and stopped, and asked cautiously, "Lu Zuo, are you ready to leave me?" ”