1326 Forgiveness & Letting Go (2)
In my ears, there seemed to be a very noisy sound.
She couldn't tell the difference.
I only felt that my chest hurt as if I had stuffed a **, and it would explode at any time with a 'bang-' and make her die.
In her oxygen-deficient head, all of them were the shadows of Tang Yu. She wanted to raise her hand to grab him, but she felt like she was being pressed by a heavy car, and she had no strength at all, and she couldn't even lift her hand.
Second Uncle......
Her lips twitched, calling him. However, the man was as if he hadn't heard it at all. Just step by step, step by step, step by step from her more and more farther away...... Far away, gradually, finally I couldn't even see my back......
A tear slipped out of his eye.
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I don't know how long it took, when Li Hanyan hurried to the ward, Song Zhixing had just been pushed out of the emergency room.
As long as it is more than ten minutes late, the 18-year-old girl may die at any time.
The old man didn't seem to expect such a thing, and sat stiffly on the sofa in the ward on crutches, staring at his granddaughter on the bed, whose face was as pale as paper, motionless. Obviously, I still have lingering palpitations.
Li Hanyan walked in and looked at the girl who had been thin on the bed and had not yet woken up, and her heart trembled.
"Dad, how did it become like this?"
Her voice was a little hoarse. Even if you will complain about the stars, you will still feel distressed by this scene. Blood relatives are such a thing as a wonderful thing, which can bring back the gentleness and softness of everyone's heart on the edge of life.
Li Qiming sighed, "This girl is too stubborn!" In order to resist my house arrest, he deliberately made himself sick and threw away all the medicines. ”
Li Hanyan was shocked, "She doesn't want to die?" ”
"I think she's hit the head!" Li Qiming's tone seemed to be distressed and hateful, "What's so good about him Tang Yu, you are one, she is the other, and they almost put their lives into it for him!" I'm! ”
Li Hanyan didn't speak, just stood by the bed and looked at the immature girl lying on the bed, with a complicated expression.
Actually, Xingxing is much braver and paranoid than her.
Last time, she didn't want to die, it was a misunderstanding. She will never be able to give up her life for any man. At least, she didn't do such a thing for Tang Yu. I didn't think about doing such a thing.
However, Xingxing, a child who is only 18 years old, is willing to be a moth to a fire in order to see the person she loves.
"Dad, you're not well, go back, I'll just watch her here."
Li Qiming shook his head and remembered something, "You give me your phone." ”
Li Hanyan looked at his father inexplicably. Li Qiming glanced at the little girl on the bed and took Li Hanyan's mobile phone away, "This girl, making such a big trick, is nothing more than trying to call Tang Yu, if I let her do this way, she will have to force me to die at every turn in the future." ”
Li Hanyan understood, but there was basically no hope for him to get his phone back.
She was a little worried, "Dad, what if you do this, what if she really dies again?" ”
"This little girl is very afraid of death." Li Qiming handed the mobile phone to the driver on the side, "When she was not awake just now, she kept saying 'help' and 'don't want to die'." This time she learned a lesson, as long as she didn't taste the sweetness, she didn't dare to make trouble a second time. ”
Li Hanyan wanted to say something, but Li Qiming had already gone out. After a few minutes, I remembered something, pushed the door in again, and told my daughter, "You can put on any makeup for the stars." ”
Li Hanyan didn't understand it anymore.
Li Qiming explained: "In a while, that kid from Ji Huan will come over. The stars themselves are beautiful, and I'm not worried that Ji Huan kid won't like her. However, just because she is sick and her complexion is a little worse, you can just make up her lips. ”
Li Hanyan understood, "You said before that the boyfriend you introduced to Xingxing was Ji Huan?" ”
"Hmm. Isn't it better than him Tang Yu? ”
Chi Huan, Li Hanyan has also seen it. He is only four years older than Xingxing, but he is a very smart kid who has been skipping grades, and now he has graduated from graduate school for several years. Sunny, cheerful, preliminary understanding, and good temperament. It's not the same type of person as Tang Yu at all.
To be honest, I'm afraid that someone like Ji Hwan is really more suitable for stars.
It's just that the encounter in life is never something that can be swayed by the word 'suitable'.
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When Song Zhixing came to his senses, he was still clutching his chest. There, it hurt so badly.
"Awake?"
Li Hanyan put his documents in his bag, got up, and sat on the edge of the bed.
Song Zhixing's eyelashes trembled a few times, and he slowly opened his eyes. Seeing Li Hanyan, his hand moved again and touched her hand. The hot temperature made her silly, "Hot, alive." ”
"What's wrong?" Li Hanyan looked at her worriedly, how could she get sick, as if she was sick and stupid.
"Auntie, I'm not dead." Song Zhixing seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and his voice was hoarse to the extreme, "I originally thought that I might be going to find my parents......"
"Children, stop talking nonsense." When Li Hanyan heard this, he was a little distressed. He reprimanded her, and took from the bedside the water that had been poured there and the medicine that had been prepared there, "Since you are awake, swallow the medicine first." ”
Song Zhixing reluctantly moved his body and sat up, and Li Hanyan took a pillow for her to cushion behind him. She held the water glass and looked at Li Hanyan worriedly, not ignoring the worry on her face.
For a moment, the eye sockets were sore. I have all kinds of tastes in my heart.
After Li Hanyan finished her work, she found that she was still staring at herself, and urged, "If you don't take medicine, why are you in a daze?" ”
"Auntie, I thought you really didn't want me anymore...... But I know now that you still care about me......"
Li Hanyan's expression changed slightly, and he glanced at her, "You can't learn this trick from me, right?" ”
Song Zhixing finished taking the medicine, snorted and shook his head.
Li Hanyan pondered for a moment, and in the end, he still said: "Last time, the reason why I almost died was not like you, I went to die by myself. ”
Song Zhixing obviously didn't understand too much, and his eyes widened and stared at her fixedly. Li Hanyan met her clear eyes, and felt that it was no longer necessary to hide it until now. Between her and Tang Yu, there is no room for her to step in anymore. Or rather, in fact, I never got in. Their world has never been just the two of them.
She took a deep breath and spoke softly: "I didn't commit suicide last time for you and Tang Yu. ”
Song Zhixing was stunned.
"I'm not a child like you who is on a rampage, with a sincere heart. For the sake of love, you can be a moth to the fire to the point that you don't even want your life, you can do it, but I can't. Li Hanyan is envious of her like this, fighting the fire for the moth of love, as long as the other party responds, it is worth it.
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